Reflections...

Perhaps I've been a bad, bad friend??? Is not going out with friends, purely because I just wanna stay home, make me a bad, bad friend??? Perhaps tt was the work of some psyhic demon, planting those thoughts in my brain (if you've read the [Constantine] novel, you'll understand)... All those perhaps... I think the answer to the first 2 questions are and overt 'no', though those from [PJ124] will surely, definately beg to differ... Why??? Because I've rejected their outings twice already, tt's why... So does tt make me a bad friend??? It's dumb to think tt way (like duh)...

Whatever, ppl out there think of me, I'm way past caring tt... Let's face it... After years of not ignoring what ppl say of me... I'm pretty much immune to all those already... If I'm not yet immune, I reckon I'll be in [IMH] wailing like a lunatic...

This entry's nth much, just contemplating to write abt some friends in my life tt has of some importance in one way or another... Friends out there!!! You should be honoured... -_-"'

1st up's [SL]... I think I've almost gotten over him (well, it's abt time)... But he's a great friend after all... I was smitten by his, what, character??? I guess tt's the whole point... His character was totally unique and I never seem to find fault in him... Not a single, tiny fault... Even though he has a severe case of [STM], I still find tt as a plus point... Heck, everything abt him then was all good... But now, it's almost over... I have to move on sooner or later, so why must I drown myself in my own misery, longing for what I cannot have??? Okay, nuff' said abt him (I still have other friends, ya know)...

Next up's [YS]... Though I wasn't tt close to her... I still find her personality very, very unique... She's the extremely out-going type and it's just feel nice going out with her, with her telling stories of the movies tt she've watched so far @ [Moss Burger]... Oh, all those memories...

(I know I'm bias for allocating so little space for these bunch of ppl so, stone me if you want, you have tt 'Stone ~LeiLa~' card in your hands)... Then there's [YH], [Bec], [Min], [Dar], [XP], [Cass], [YQ], [JY], [SH], [YuLing]... Frankly, I'm not close to some while I'm buddies with some in [MS]... But the point is, they're the ones tt know me inside out, to the core... When I hang out with them, I can simply be myself, as childish as I like, as noisey as we all can be and there's no one to judge me... It's only with them tt I can open myself to up, be who I really am...

4th's the ppl from [PJ124]... There's [LX], [Glenn], [RR], [Lynn]... [LX]... These ppl are all very sociable, depite their first impressions, with the exception of [LX] and [Lynn]... For me, when I first meet the 2 girls, they seem to me to be very sociable from the start... All of them the 'glam' type... Knowing them for a little longer didn't change my 1st impression on them... Thet're pretty much the same, except tt one's really adorable, while one likes to 'AC'... Haha... Somehow, I can forsee my imminent death... Then there's the other 2 guys... [Glenn] has tt kinda 'beng' look and tt totally freaked me out from the start... But it turns out his from [Nan Hua]'s [Special Stream]... Even his character speaks of a different story... Very artistic, full of jokes and crap... Whoa... Looks are really deceiving... Last but not least, there's also [RR]... He's the group's joker... Always joking like there's no tml... I sort of have this like- hate friendship with him... Seriously... Sometimes he's simply fun to be around with, while the rest of the time, he's a plain jerk (no offence)...

Sigh... In conclusion, I thought I saw all the types of ppl tt are present in this world when I'm in [KSS]... But after being in [PJC] for 11 mths, I realised tt there's ppl out there, nice, cool ppl out there... Ha~... Guess I'll end here and do remember to look @ those [SKy High] pics tt I've posted!!! They'll be down before you know it!!! Heke... =P