No matter how hard I try to deny the fact tt I'm partially blind, to pretend tt I'm totally normal, the fact is tt my eyesight is worsening... I'm not being pessimistic... I'm merely stating the fact...
I'm constantly reminded of my condition... When I bump into ppl on the street, or when I knocked into something or some kid, when I can't see objects tt's right in front of me, when I can't see in the dark... All these are just some of the situations tt remind me tt I'm not normal... And it can get fustrating @ times, like today...
I wasn't looking @ where I'm walking... I was looking @ a door tt's open to my right... It's supposed to be closed, so it caught my attention... Yet just as I was day dreaming and not looking straight, a lady bumped into me and I apologised... Most ppl would ignore me or just accept my apology, rendering me slightly embarrassed... Yet she was those minority (ppl tt wore heels with their manicured toes exposed) tt would kick up a big fuss over tt knock... And tt reminds me of my eye condition, spoiling my day...
Worse yet, the best she could complain @ the bump was, 'Aiyo, how you walk one?'... Tt pissed me even more as I was so tempted to reply, 'DUH!!! Using my legs la!!!' Moreoever, if she wanna blame someone, she should blame herself as well for not looking @ where she's walking, or for assuming tt she's so slim (or tt the walkway is very spacious) for the 2 of us to walk abreast... Seriously, tt lady has some issues with her size...
I'm not prejudice towards her or anything, mind you... It's just tt the reminder of my condition, tt I'm not normal (pun intended) irks me once in a while... LOL... I call tt my PMS syndrom... *Sigh* Guess I'll end here... ^_^
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