Let me start from the top - the worse stuff imaginable - and move downwards...
DAMNATION!!! As my whole family will be going overseas to [Hong Kong], all electrical appliances will be shut off... Yes, EVERYTHING including my VCR which means tt I'll not be able to record the coming episode of [The Ghost Whisperer], [Reaper], [Shakugan No Shana] and [Toradora]... I'm not very concerned with the last 2 as I know tt I'll be able to catch it online @ [Veoh.com] and [Cruchyroll.com] respectively... But to miss a episode of [The Ghost Whisperer] and [Reaper], tt's near to my snapping pt... If you want to analyse what's the whole big deal is all abt, I must say tt it's in my personality... I'm the kind who would rewind the tape and re-watch tt particular scene if I were to be momentarily distracted... I must watch and understand the whole plot... Otherwise, I see no pt in watching the show in the 1st place...
Yeah... I'm feeling a little bummed out for the moment...
As you know, I'll be going to [HK] this coming [Thurs], so my dad advised my to @ least have some cash available so tt if I were to buy something on my own, I'll be able to do so... So both my sis and I decided to change S$100 each and I did tt @ the money changer in [CauseWay Point] after my facial... The exchange rate there was like SG$1 = HK$5 and depreciating... A couple of days ago, it was like HK$5.20+... Anyway, after I've changed the cash and went back to [CCK] to meet up with my parents and sis, my mom decided to change some money as well instead of waiting till the very last min @ the airport... I guess you could see this coming... Yeah... The exchange rate @ [Lot 1] was like $5.07!!! WTH la!!! Even though it isn't a lot, but I would've gotten an extra HK$7... Zzz... -_-"'
Okay... Now for something totally different...
In my last entry, a particular colleague of mine took something tt belonged to me w/o asking for permission... This time, he did asked for my permission and I turned him down... After all, I'm not obliged to lend it to you no matter what the reason is... The issue here is tt he started making comments like, w/o a beret, he's gonna get caught by the personnel on guard duty blah, blah, blah... In another sense, he's trying to guilt me into lending the item to him... BLOODY HELL!!! If you know tt it's a vital piece of equipment, then go bloody purchase one from the e-mart instead of spending those time playing games on the com when you're not even supposed to...
Now tt I remember being pissed with my colleagues, another thought just came out... It's beyond me why they have tt irritating mentality tt since you're paid $400 (give or take), then you'll only be doing tt amt of work tt's worth tt amt of pay... I wouldn't mind ignoring them, but if I'm implicated in any way because of your devil-may-care attitude, then I'll be bloody pissed as I think it's totally unfair for me to clean up your mess if you screw up big time... After all, I'm trying my best to teach all tt I can to you and if you bloody refuse to listen, you should be responsible for it...
*Sigh* I guess sometimes, such things just can't be helped... After all, I'm in no position to change the attitudes of others and as colleagues, I should @ least try to be tolerant... LOL... This brings forth another issue to the top of my mind... Being friends, I believe we should know one another better as compared to the strangers or colleagues or classmates whom we interact with on a daily basis... However, this doesn't mean tt we'll approve of the actions of every individual tt we'll classify as a friend... Neither do we have to listen and change for the sake of our friends... In a sense, there's no definite right or wrong when it comes to things like these... Do note tt I'm not talking abt those extreme things like drugs where we know is a definite no-no and hence, should strongly dissuade the person from doing it... Anyway, the idea here is to be more tolerant since we're known one another for so long already...
Oh crap, I think I'm not making sense here or am beginning to go in circles... The bottom line??? I think my world is crashing down with all the changes tt I'm going through and will be experiencing in due time... Am I alone or lonely??? I don't know which is which anymore...
