Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Thoughts...

Ever since the start of this wk, I've already have the content for this entry... The only thing tt's in my way was the compulsion to complete [Galileo] - the [Jap] drama recommended by [JY] - before tml so tt I'll have the necessary background info for watching [Suspect X]...

The newspaper gave the movie a whooping 4/5 stars...

I was reading the [Teenage] magazine and there's this 1 article tt stood out... It's abt this gal who met an online pal and after chatting for a period of time, subsequently fell in love with tt person... It's only when they decided to meet up tt she realised tt the so-called 'guy' friend tt she has been chatting online and through the phone was a butch and she felt a little betrayed... However,after the initial feeling of betrayal, she accepted the girl and decided to date... Of course, she told her parents abt this and her family over-reacted by throwing her out of the house, and threatened to disown her...

The girl then decided to move out and rent an apartment so tt both she and her GF can stay together and to support their newfound freedom, she dropped out of sch while her GF continued to study... Needless to say, the relationship didn't last long and ended after 3 yrs... The girl tried to return to her family, but the her family is not very... Accepting...

The whole point of me extracting a portion of the article is not to point out how dumb the girl is by dropping out of sch to support both of them, but to her parents' reaction over her choice of dating another girl... This reflects the fear of rejection tt I've been habouring since knowing tt I've the hots for guys... Somehow, I would very much like to have some peace of mind to @ leastk now tt no matter what my choices are, whatever path I choose to take, I'll still be accepted by my family above all else...

Though I very much wish tt the fog will clear and show me the path tt is already paved out for me and remove the angst...

Now tt I've finally got tt out of my system, I can finally have a little reprieve from my own destructive hormones and chat abt other stuff, like say, today's lunch...

All these while, whenever I order [Fishball Noodles], the idea tt a bowl of noodles will be accompanied with fishballs, fishcakes and minced meat comes to mind... However, this time when I ordered tt meal during my lunch time down [NYP], all I got was a bowl of noodles and 5 fishballs, not to mention some towgays and leafy veggy... All this for $2.60!!! OMG!!! I felt absolutely cheated... Ugh...

Tt's it... I'll try the [Minced Meat Noodles] and pray tt there'll be some fishcake in them apart from the minced meat...

I saw a book containing 365 aerial pics of [Gaea] - 1 for each day in a yr - while I was working and I was captivated, mersmerised by the beauty of the pics... Huh, despite humans slowly, but surely killing [Mother Nature] with technology and pollution, it's a wonder tt we can still find such beauty... Therefore, before I conclude this entry, here's a feel pics which are from [Yann Arthus-Bertrand]'s [Earth From Above] collection... Kirei~!!!