Sports...

2 days have passed and I still can't wash away my disdain for tt activity which I loathe the most... The thought of tt word sent shivers down my spine and to actually type it out is really a matter of willpower... Of course, the hatred for it will definitely subside, say in another few more days before it's back in full force once again as I enter the phase of my life which I'm forced to enter... Hmmm, tt's actually another topic by itself...

On [Wed], our sch have our 'much anticipated' [Sport's Day] and right after my [Sat] test after sch, we've no choice but to report to the [Grand Stand] where all the competition's held...

Bought [Bec] and [Cass] a drink each and stayed with them for 30 mins or so before I decided to get back to my house and join the class... As I walked pass [Owens] - my house, I realised tt the class's sitting all the way @ the front... And how sweet of them to reserve a place for me!!! However, the appreciation wasn't really there though... I'll explain later...

Once I've settled down, I practically stoned for who-knows-how-long before [Quin] and I both agreed tt we're both in desperate need for a drink... With glee, the duo made our way not to the water-cooler nor the canteen, but the [Milo Van]!!! The 2 of us were practically in haven, though I doubt tt haven's actually so humid... I mean, isn't haven, like, above the clouds where all the water vapours are stored??? Ya, so anyway, [Quin] and I both have like 3 cups of cool milo before we took another 3 more cups for whoever wanted milo... Oh, and did I mention tt the drink's TOTALLY free?! Wahaha!!! Me, a milo fanatic, couldn't be any happier indulging myself in what I love most...

Once tt's over, the remaining time was wasted as though there's unlimited time in the word... Seeing the relay race, or the whatever is a fate much worse than being grounded for eternity... When you're grounded, @ least I could still do what I like - read... But @ tt pt of time, all I could do was to look dumbly @ the running track, staring @ 4 - 6 ppl running round the track and seeing who's coming 1st... I've no idea who's running for which house and I'm subjected to ear torture... Poor ears!!! I'm so not looking forward to being deaf @ such an early age when I'm going to be blind soon... Gee, pathetic isn't it???

As a matter of fact, the situation did get more out of control... The rain came... It was supposed to be a good thing, as I initally assumed tt we could actually be dismissed, or should I say, liberated from tt hellish torture... But nooo, the sch stubbornly refused to grant us salvation...

When the rain actually stopped, [Quin] and I decided to have another round @ of milo escapades... But alas, the van disappeared!!! The 2 of us were like utterly disappointed as our target of 10 milo's shattered in a blink of an eye... Why must I be tortured in such a way?! WHY?!

Thank goodness it's over... Anyway, [Lynn] and I were chatting and we dwelled on what the future have in store for us... For starters, she's going to uni and she'll be my senior - which is hard to imagine - and I'll be going to [NS]... I'm freaking out on tt because being in an education system for 12 yrs in a row, tt sudden change of environment is scaring me... I fear change as well as the unknown... What type of ppl will I meet there??? Will I be ostracized again like when I'm in lower sec??? How will I change??? The notion of me losing my feminism character and no longer being like what I am now... I don't like it...

I know I'm worrying a lot, being paranoid and all... Frankly speaking, I can't help it as it's in my character... If I'm not worrying abt all these tiny details, then I'm being abnormally abnormal... For now, I'm simply contented with being what I'm now, normally abnormal... LOL...