Ya, as I'm typing this, the air quality is atrocious... And I do think tt the acrid smell is affecting me negatively... I don't know if it's due to the stress I'm experiecning to do well or simply just the haze tt's irritating me or a combination of both, but I'm easily irritable of late... Maybe it's just a simple case of PMS... LOL...
Anyway, let's start from the beginning of the wk... Tt's where the tell-tale signs of me having my alleged PMS starts... For those tt originates from [KSS], you should know what I'm referring to... You know those kinda taffic lights tt only turn red when you press the button??? The vicinity of [PJC] has a similar traffic light so as to allow children and students to cross the road in the morning in peace... Around [Mon] or [Tue], as I approached tt traffic light, there were 2 teachers and some [TWSS] students waiting for the green man to appear... There's no prob to tt... Except tt none of them did press the button!!! So how on earth is the lights going to change??? I was utterly pissed off by what I witness and if I hadn't saved the day and pushed tt button, I bet everyone's gonna wait dumbly for who-knows-how-long...
Yes, it's no big deal actually... But I'm bewildered by the fact tt the 2 teachers didn't even bother to even press the button!!! They were like happily chatting down there, not giving a damn... Even worse, they teachers are from my sch... Gosh... Then again, I shouldn't be so critical abt them... I believe in karma you know... What goes around comes around... Who knows maybe in the near future, someone's gonna call me 'dumb' as well... Note to self: I should watch what I think...
Tt outta my chest, I think I feel much better... Now I shall delicate this para to [Quin], my 'Milo Bud'... It's uber sweet of her to bring mooncakes for declique on 2 consecutive days, and different types as well... The 1st time she bought the mooncakes, it's those traditional ones with egg yokes and whatever-nuts you call them in the mooncakes... On the next day, she bought those with different flavours... There's durian, yam and something else... I tried the durian and I find tt it's yummy... You rock [Quin], even though you didn't do all the baking yourself... Thanks loads!!! ^_^
Now it's where the sentimental me slowly comes in and the pissed off me disappears... I was watching [Tsubasa Chronicals] yeasterday on [Animax] and it showed tt particular episode where [Shaoran] and company went to one of the world w/o feathers... During tt episode, [Sakura] managed to regain her memory of her birthday, except tt [Shaoran] is not in tt memory... Despite tt, [Shaoran] still wants to help [Sakura] regain back all her memories because as long as [Sakura] is happy, [Shaoran] is contented already... Then [Shaoran] relives tt same memory of [Sakura]'s b-day, with him in the memory... I find tt part especially touching... Tt unconditional love to [Sakura]... It's true love I tell you, and I wonder when I'll get to experience tt...
It's only human nature to long for something tt we don't have... The following kinda proves my pt...
I was having an extremely weird dream a few days back and I still remember it vividly... In the dream, a hunky guy in beach wear - flora shirt and bermudas - was pushing me against the wall and having both hands pressed on both sides of me, cutting my escape route... Then he leaned closer to me and we French kissed... The kiss lasted for only a second or 2... He pulled back his head just as I've gotten over the shock and was wanting more... What's worse is tt I couldn't see the features of my man of my dreams... Such a pity... *groans* :S
Perhaps when I actually got a taste of being in a relationship will I stop all this thoughts... For now, I'm following my heart even though the most rational thing to do is to follow my head, which is currently telling me not to get into a relationship but study for the 'A's!!! LOL... Of course, tt's only part of my dream... The other half is a psychotic one... I actually dreamt tt [Ming]'s the type of psycho tt likes to hit ppl and I'm a sadist tt like to be beaten... OMG... I can't believe I dreamt of tt kinda sicko sutff... Guess I'm a step closer to needing a psychaitrist...
Before I end off, I wanna note down this theory of mine as I find tt it's a very good hypothesis of how Biology works...
I believe tt humans are created such a way tt they're spread out over a range abt a mean... I.e, the creation of human is normally distributed with a certain mean and variance... The mean consist of ppl like you and me, those who are either very clever, but lack the looks - a.k.a geeks, - those who are god-like, but dumb - a.k.a bimbos or himbos - and those who are neither very intelligent or good-looking, those average Joes and Janes ... These ppl can be classified as the normal kinda ppl... Then there's those @ the 2 extreme ends... On the negative ends are the handicapped ppl, those born with disabilities... They're placed there as satistically, the probability of them being born is very low, which is proven... On the positive end then are the anomalies... Ppl born with superb abilities... Either they've special abilities like [Chris Angel], the famous street magician, they're born with both good-looks and intelligence... And this is where I'll classify [SL]... The falls in tt category as satistically speaking, the probability of the likes of him appearing in this world ever again is almost negligible...
Oh well... I've written my fill and before I really end off, the following is a summary of my grades for me [Prelims]... I feel stressed out to maintain my momentum and perform better... *sigh*
English --> C6 (almost failed if not for moderation)
Maths --> A
Phy ---> A
Chem --> B
Econs --> E (almost failed this as well due to essay, my nemesis)
P.S: I saw my J1 eye-candy again!!! It's been a long time since I've last seen him... Saw him @ [KFC] in [Lot 1] ttyeaterday when I'm having my dinner... He's so adorable!!! (I'm going a little crazy here...)
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