In case any of you misread the title, I'm not in a pile of shit... I'm feeling troubled... Yes, T-R-O-U-B-L-E-D... Perhaps it's the 1st time I'm really feeling troubled... Ho-ho... The seemingly joyful [~LeiLa~] has finally encountered some milestone, some of you might say...
For once, I'll cut the crap and answer all of your prayers, by keeping this entry short... Ha~!!! This decision of mine really follows a Poisson distribution... LOL...
Okay, less crap and no beating around the bush... In actual fact, I've been troubled ever since the end of the 'A's... There's tt nightmare of me flunking [GP] and doing badly for [Maths]... But tt's not the main reason... The 'A's over and I'm not really happy abt it... So there's no more exams, tests, etc.... But this also means the transition to adult-hood and for me, giving up civilian life for the next 2 yrs... Now tt's a huge change for me to adapt to...
I hate changes and I just simply can't get over it... There're times when I feel like I'm reverting back to my old self, the reclusive self, a loner... Maybe tt won't be too bad since making friends in the 1st place and networking isn't my forte @ all... I know tt thought is bad, but tt did cross my mind once in a while...
I'm done with what I'm suppose to note down... New entries might not be so often nowadays since I'm now preoccupied with [Ragnarok Online] - a more intellectual 3-D versuion of [MS], - [Ouran], [Hana Kimi] and [Get Backers]... LOL... =D
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