I'll try to keep this entry short as I can't wait to continue my fantasy in the world of [FFVII]... I'm living in my own fantasy, where my job is to save the world, kill monsters to earn money and become stronger... Instead of being in the real world where we have to study, earn money the hard way and get our souls sucked out of our body till we're just an empty shell as we work like mad...
I can't believe my [Dad]'s so oblivious to the fact tt I do not wanna practice qi gong... He's taking up lessons on tt and since it's beneficial, he's dragging all of us into it as well... What I'm trying to say is, if you like it, then go do it!!! My interest is in another realm from his and why must he drag me into his world?! No matter how much I tried to display my disinterested view, he just won't take no for an answer... Gee... Then what's the pt of telling me tt he's going to sign us up for those qi gong class?! No matter how I say I don't like it, he'll simply go on some long, boring speech on how I shouldn't be so close-minded... I should try it first... Yeah right... And waste more money...
Humph... And when I gave some non-committed answer to his demand tt I practice what he's preaching, his mind presumed tt I'm agreeing with whatever he's saying... It's the easiest way to blow him off instead of rejecting his idea and end up on the receiving end of a long speech again... Or I'm gonna get a scolding... Weird huh, getting a scolding just because my views are different from his... *shrugs*
Of course, now tt I mention tt, I remember the other time when I got a scolding from him when I refused to accept money from him as I have enough... Unbelievable right??? So I learn from tt and whenever he offers me money, I'll just take it, whether I'll use it is another issue altogether... Of course, just a couple of weeks back, when he offer me money and I simply took it - no questions asked, he was wondering why I'm different now... Not rejecting the offer anymore... Huh... I wonder why...
Zzz... Stubborn guy... And don't get me started on why I'm not practicing qi gong... It's a complete waste of time... I'd rather spend those time on gaming or reading my novel then sitting there, concentrating on my breathing and directing my 'qi' to where my body needed it most... It's damn uncomfortable to sit for 30 mins and not do anything...
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