I'm beginning to feel like I'm totally hopeless... Not in the context tt I can't be saved from some imminient disaster or something... Rather, I'm beyond saving... Before any of you start getting the wrong idea, I'm not on drugs... Neither have I commited any crime... My morale doesn't allow me to anyway... =P
On the surface, I'm hopeless as I love to procrastinate... I guess most humans do tt and it's a bad habit tt's not easy to kick... My plan to upload all my pics to [Photobucket.com] and to create a backup online has been put on hold... Again... Wonder when I'll actually find the resolve to commit myself in finishing tt pending job of mine...
Of course, when I'm working, I try my best not to procrastinate... I'm also trying very hard to follow the rules and not deviate... Yet my collegues are constantly taking short-cuts, rendering me fustrated sometimes when I'm trying to produce a good piece of work... The 'heck care' attitude is getting on my nerves... I mean, everything will run smoothly if you follow the guidelines given... It's there for a reason... Why bother to take the shorter route and if you're discovered, you'll get reprimanded???
Of course, the it's IF you're discovered... However, my mindset is different... I'd rather do it right the 1st time and be done with it... And not risk tt probability, however small, and end up redoing the job again... I seriously fail to understand those collegues of mine...
Talking abt collegues, this is where the severe problem of my 'hopelessness' lies... Most of the guys there are older than me and some of them - 2 to be exact - aren't tt bad looking either... If you're still clueless abt what I'm saying... To put it in English, I'm starting to develop a certain crush on someone... Gee... To me, those boyish looks are a little hard to resist... So much for trying to distract myself from all this... *sheepish grin*
*Sigh*... I miss those days when I'm hiding in a room full of books and being alone... With my books to keep my minds off such things... And the gang as well... And [deClique]... But now tt I'm given a higher appointment and I'm relocated to another department with more ppl, more work, more interaction will take place and my much needed distraction is no longer there... I'm seriously hopeless...
Still waiting for cupid's arrow...
Joke to brighten up a bad day...
A man managed to flagged a taxi and gave the directions to the taxi driver... Half-way through the ride, the man decided to change his destinations... He tapped the taxi-driver lightly and the taxi-driver yelped in surprised, causing the taxi to veer off the road nad hit a tree before coming to a stop...
'I'm sorry... I didn't know tt I'll startle you by tapping you on the shoulder,' the man said, to which the taxi-driver replied:
'It's okay... It's my 1st day @ work as a taxi-driver... Before this, I'm driving funeral vans...'
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