2 days ago, my parents made a move tt I wasn't anticipating... They actually watch [Coffee Prince] with me... They didn't watch the whole show, simply the 1st 15 mins or so of it and during tt time, my opinion of them was proven right...
They're homophobic...
When [Hanjie] kissed [Encan], my parents actually made a big hoo-ha abt it and kept exclaiming something along the lines of 'OMG, does he ([Hanjie]) even know tt [Encan] is a girl?! And he still kissed him?! Gay arh!!!'... I managed to ignore them and to concentrate on the show... Yet part of me was aware and affected by their comments, which goes to say tt in the alternate reality where I actually confessed, my parents would most probably have a fit, a heart attack and disown me... Thus, I've decided to choose the less of the 2 evils and would rather keep this from my family... Better to let them assume tt I'm still in the phase in which I've yet to search for love...
Haha... If you really do put more thought into this, my situation is a striking resemblance to those shows whereby the male lead falls for the girl who cross-dresses and end up being tormented by the realisation tt he's gay... Except tt in my case, I actually fall for a guy...
*Sigh* I think I really have to stop thinking abt all this... Which is hard as I don't have anything to pre-occupy my thoughts... I desperately need to get back to studying so tt I can totally avoid all this madness tt I'm creating... Or to indulge in some RPG to numb my desire...
I want a PS3 so tt I can play [FFX], [FFX-2], [FFXII] & [FFXIII]...
My flight instinct is stronger than the need to confront and trash things out...
