Not going to talk much abt past events... Have the feeling tt if I were to continously narrate the past, I'm going to have this boring thought when I read it in the future... I think tt's the whole point of blogs for my purpose... To log down events worth remembering...
[Monday]... Went to [Settlers'] @ [Clarke Quay] with my collegues as our unit's cohesion... Turns out tt I had a great time despite my initial thought tt it's going to be boring cause I'm not with [DeClique] or [The Gang]... Hmmm... This is proof tt I'm easily satisfied... Just give me games to keep me occupied for as long as you want...
Though I have to admit tt when I'm high on gaming, I tend to get a little carried away and not care abt anything else... Erps... Sounds so like I'm a drug addict or something... -_-"'
I used to think tt I'm not ready to be in a relationship... But how does one know when one's ready??? Friends keep telling me tt I would know when the time is right... Yet do I really know when it's ripe??? Mr. Emotions might be desparate to get some love, attention, and security and therefore scream tt the time to get hitched is now... Mr. Brain on the other hand, is scoffing @ the thought, retorting tt the time is not ripe yet as I don't have the time for a relationship admist my busy schedule of gaming, meeting friends and working...
The other factors tt're making me hestitate is tt this is after all, going to be my first time getting involve romatically with another person... I'm totally inexperience, so I'm totally clueless on how to react to certain situations... Then there's the issue of my 'potential date'... He's older and has dated more than once before... Plus his actions speak alot of what he expects from his relationships, which is totally of another universe from what I'm expecting...
*Screams in fustration*
Heck, despite my apprehension (I'm always getting all jittery whenever I think abt him), I think I'll just go ahead with my unreliable instincts and see where this path leads me... I just have to remember not to get too deep in the relationship... And learn how to manage my time better...
