There's a variety of bonds humans can form with one another - ionic, metallic or covalent bonds... I'm kidding, but the pt is tt they're all complicated and nerve wrecking, so maybe I can garner some advice through this channel...
It's interesting how friendships are easily formed and broken... Such cases usually arise when there's a clash of personalities... I usually try to tackle this approach passively, by reducing interaction to the instances when it's absolutely necessary... You would think tt this is a good enough hint for anyone with a decent amt of intellect... Yet it's fustrating when no one got the point and attempt to be ever friendly, by waiting for me when it's after work or accompanying me for lunch... It might seem triavia, but to me, it's an invasion to my personal space... I relish in being along, to be lost in my own world, to not be a hypocrite...
It's only a matter of time before I snap, but so far, I dare say tt I'm still doing a good job mantaining my cool... My patience is wearing thin, but I must remind myself not to be stressed over a person who is street-dumb... I'm no kidding, I really have to take my hats off him, for all the wrong reasons which I shall not mention, so as not to trumatise my future self when I chance upon this entry again...
Anyway, if I were to draw parallels to my other persistant issue, it's exactly similiar to tt of me and [SL]... I'm not saying tt I'm a street idiot... It's just tt I could be paranoid and imagine tt he's telling me to buzz off... Though I don't think there's any diff in being paranoid...
I guess it's really time to take tt hint, whether it's real or imagined, and move on... After all, I do think tt I wouldn't have much chance of actually being in a relationship, considering tt I usually think on the girl's point of view when I see a hunky-licious guy... Plus I've not even started on my inability to hold a conversation with a guy... You don't see guys gush abt cosplay, TV dramas or gossip and bitch like I do, which narrows down whatever I can talk abt with 50% of the human race to practically nth...
I'm better off being single and the stage where I blog abt my lack of love life is officially over... It's abt time, I know...
