Monday, June 30, 2008

Losing Control Of Time...

I've finally completed transferring all my posts from [Xanga] back here... Yes, I know it's abt time and I can already hear [YH]'s voice nagging in my mind... Perhaps my alter-ego's trying to take control and smack me for taking such a craptastically long time to do such a simple task...

*Sigh* Somehow, I'm finding myself in a sticky situation... I want to blog, abt what I've been doing with my life... Yet if my life is too exciting, filled with too much outings, how on Earth am I supposed to blog abt them all??? Worse still if pics are involved as more time has to be spent uploading them... Now this is where [MJ] and [SH] starts cursing me with their rainbow-coloured vacabulary for my lack of time management... I concede tt's partly the case for my inability to blog more frequently... The other reason (or excuse, depending on which side of the coin you're looking @) is my total lack of self-control... Tt's something which I desperately need to cultivate...

Throw me [SL] and my resolve goes out the window... Shove [Cabal] in front of my face and blogging goes down the drain... Give me anime, novels and TV dramas and it's effectively the end of my social life as you know it... Therefore, in a nutshell, I've built my life to be surrounded by 4 walls, a TV and a computer...

Like what [SH] says... My life is a freak show... Which is very apt... But me admitting to tt and my complain doesn't equate tt I'm unhappy with whatever I'm doing... Okay, maybe I'm a little unsatisfied... But tt's due to me having not enough time on my hands... If I were to not work for maybe a day or 2 - forever is the ideal situation, I could clear whatever tt's on my to-do list and I'll be happier...

Having a more extroverted life won't make me happier, if you're wondering abt this... Do you have any idea how expensive it is to maintain tt kinda lifestyle of going out almost every other day??? You can't expect me to spend all of my $600 allowance... Tt's ridiculous... One must always cater for wet weather emergencies and savings... Of course, the best way to grow more money is to invest, which in itself is a very bothersome issue due to the amt of research you'll have to do, the planning tt have to be done, to decide how much you want to invest and for how long...

Tt should be another story by itself... For now, I shall attempt to do some online research before I call it a day...

Anticipate for the next entry this coming weekend as it'll be filled with some pics and more bitching...