Well, after I'm done with the previous entry, I'm feeling kinda guilty... I've this nagging feeling tt the previous post wasn't really tt well done and tt there was the lingering touch of me rushing through the post... Which to some extend, I was thanks to my attempt to multi-task which severely reduces my efficiency level...
I'm working on the prob @!!! Haha... Of course, whether I'm able to overcome this problem of min is a whole new issue by itself... In fact, as I'm typing this entry, I'm trying to do more than just blogging by chatting with a friend of mine simultaneously... Despite his being not tt responsive, it's still counted as multi-tasking anyway...
Zzz... Enough yakking on abt nonsense, I know... Well, I'm feeling kinda agitated lately, which takes a toll on my quality of life... With parents constantly monitoring what I'm doing online, it's seriously stressful to stay online for long or to even attempt to use the laptop... It's definitely not fun whenever someone walks in on you playing [Restaurant City] and assumes tt you've been gaming and tt $2.5k have been used only for tt sole purpose... It's even more stressful when the comment made every single time said adult walks into my room when I'm using the computer, be it me on [RC] or merely watching [Tales Of The Abyss]...
Neither did I recall said parent saying those similar comments to my sis when she's watching [Boys Over Flowers] a couple of mths back and have the [MSN] chat window constantly on...
It seems like there's selective sight going around here, where only the bad stuff are sighted... Dssatisfaction seems like an understatement all of sudden... =S
On the other hand though, I do concede tt I shouldn't be on the laptop this often and should bury my head not only in my tutorials, but in the reference texts which I've spent $63 to purchase... The only problem here is tt I'm totally lacking in self-determination to read those stuff other than the lecture notes and this brings on yet another wave of guilt as I'm supposed to be studying harder than the current situation...
From [MJ]'s latest entry dated 23 Aug, it seems to be tt she has been rather successful @ being productive and [XP]'s taking 6 modules so she's forced to be productive... [YH] and [Sis] re mugging like made for their exams... Everyone seems to be rather hardworking except me, who has only completed 2 tutorials, leaving 2 other tutorials and 1 assignment left undone... And here I am, still have the audacity to tend to my farms and restaurant as well as blog...
Now I'm disgusted with myself...
Plus I still need to find time to exercise... Tt nagging vision of a bloated version of myself bumping into [Soon Leng] is positively unpleasant... Can walking 15 mins a day for 4 days a wk be counted as exercise??? I intend to incorporate this tiny routine in my trip to sch... Not only do I save on a bus trip from my home to the interchange, I don't have to reserve additional time for this exercise activity...
I'm keeping my finger crossed tt walking can be counted as some form of exercise... If not, I'll better start hunting for ppl to accompany me to the sch's gym after I've checked tt place out...
*Sigh* It seems like the sch's recommendation of an anti-virus software - [TrendMicro] - is simply too good of a software... 3 trojans were found in the [Cabal] game client after I've DL-ed it and tried to install the game, which means tt I can't even launch the game, let alone play it... Just when I've finally decided to continue the game to uncover the story behind the whole [Cabal] saga as well as to explore the additional maps... ... I've yet to test out those dungeon training cards too!!! Zzz... =S
As an alternative, I'm playing [MapleStory] once again... With the new [Ep. 2] and it's additional goodies, I'll be kept occupied... Besides, I've yet to actually obtain [Deed To THe Land] from those nasty [Curse Eyes]... LOL... Those pesky monsters simply refuse to drop tt frigging item!!! -_-"'
I hate to admit, but I'm all of 21 now and I should have the good sense to actually quit playing all these online games... However, I'm seriously resisting the whole growing-up process... I'm determined to remain as childish as I am...
Well, I've transferred all the distasteful thoughts onto this entry... Yoshi!!! For a better tml!!!