Frankly speaking... Which girl or guy will fall for me??? As in, will be crushing on me??? Ya, some might say tt there'll be tt 'special one'... Yet in my own opinion, I doubt so... With the fats being stored @ the most unwanted place on my body, thunder tights, bowling pin figure, tell me, who would fancy tt??? Whoever say tt the abovementioned is appealing should have their eyes checked @ SNEC... Or be certified blind...
In other words, I'm saying tt if I were to be ranked on the attractive scale, I'll probably be placed on the 'Absolute Zero' position... If tt explaination isn't enough to convince you of me being worty for tt position... Try this... I'm seriously a product tt [Mother Earth] so desperately wants to get rid off... Who will be in the right mind will want to fall for the guy who doesn't reciporate your feelings??? And who can be so hopelessly afraid as to give a person a call?! Sheesh!!! Such a total failure... No wonder I deserve only to hide behind tons of curtains and to expect of the impossible... What an idiot I am...
So be so appalled by what was written... I'm only trying to remind myself tt I should get on with life, concentrate on the impending exams and not let my lack of relationship affact me... Ya, of all the time to let tt insignificant problem affect me the most, it just have to be @ such a time... Wonder what else is [Fate] is planning to throw @ me... Hmmm... Suddenly I realised tt I'm a big contradiction on my own... Have you ever noticed tt despite me being desperate for a relationship, I'm, in fact, not ready for one??? LOL... Welcome to my demented world...
*Takes deep breath*... Guess I'm getting more fascinated by the style of writing by the writer of the series [FearLess]... Before I sign off for this nonsensical post, here's a food for thought... It's believed tt the hairs on the human body is to keep us warm... But of all the places to have an abundance of it, why must it always be @ places where we'll have our clothes on over those areas??? Yes, cringe all you want... But do ponder abt it... I'm signing off now...
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