100 And Counting...

It's been 3 wks and 1 day since I've actually entered this webby and actually blogged... No, I'm not taking a sabbatical or anything... Though I do wish I could take a break from everything... You see, for the 1st wk of my absence, I'm having my hols and I'm supposed to be studying... But did I do tt??? Nooo~, I didn't... Rather, I was busy playing [DOTA] and slacking... I tell ya... Technology and food will be the cause of my death... Probably guys as well...

Then for the next 2 wks, I'm having my prelims and OMG!!! It's freaking tough... The difficulty lv has been raised to who-knows-what-lv... Perhaps I haven't been studying during the hols and I was doing last min revision once again tt I feel tt the papers' tough... The worse was [Phy]... The questions are like a combination of every topic combined... Imagine alamagating (apologies for the spelling error, if there's any) all those topics together and applying them!!! It's hell I tell you... Studying has just become a whole new thing for the children of the future... I reckon this is the end of the un-adaptable [LeiLa]... *Sigh*

@ long last the prelims' over and on the very day my last paper ended, [deClique] decided to head over to [PS] to have dinner... Tt's cool considering the alternative of no celebration after exams, which for the record, is boring... FYI, the paper ended @ 1730 hrs and tt paper - [Econs] - isn't any easier as compared to [Phy], so I'm anticipating the dinner very badly...

[Ryl], [KL] and I rushed to [PS] and joined the rest - [Lynn], [Quin], [Joan] and [LY] - @ [Manhattan Fish Market]... We had tons of laughs while we ate and all of us can't seemed to finish whatever we ordered, despite all of us being very hungry... Well, there's a very good reason for tt: We're all on a diet... LOL... Do you actually buy tt??? *Engimatic smile*

Once we're done with our dinner, we're obviously not ready to head home... Heck, we travelled all the way to [PS] just have a meal and head home??? You must be outta ya mind... The 7 of us then headed to [Cathy Cineplex] for [Ben N Jerry]!!! For eternity, we've been talking abt hanging out and eating tt ice-cream... But due to our busy schedule, we couldn't pull tt off... @ long last, we managed to fullfill tt desire to eat those delicious ice-cream together as a clique... Hooray!!!

By the time we're done, it's already 2200+ hrs and we left tt closing shop after we've taken quite a handful of photos... Hmmm... I'll attempt to get hold of those pics asap and post them up despite my horrendous self being in the pic... Don't you find my smile unnatural and my physique ugly??? Then again, if I don't smile, it'll be like I'm sulking... Gosh!!! It's a catch-22 situation!!! *Grins*

Another issue tt's I'm bugging myself with is my preference for love... Tt day when I'm having dinner with the clique, they suddenly asked my if I ever did liked a female before... I did, considering tt I so like being around her, listening to her and all... Tt's the thing of the past... Yet those memories keep floating to the surface of my mind as though it's like oil on water... Everytime I head to [Causeway] or [JP] or even any [Moss Burger], I'll thinking of the times we spent together, me listening, she talking abt the movies she has watched recently... Well, those are just tt, memories and my wishful thinking...

Another issue tt's been bugging me whenever my mind's not thinking abt games or schwork is the rumours of them being back together... It isn't any of my concern actually and they say 'ignorance is bliss'... I would rather be guessing and not knowing the truth as being kept in the dark is better... After all I can't see in the dark and what I don't know lurking in the darkness can't hurt me... I'm living in self-denial, I know... But tt's just my personality which I've developed ever since tt truth made me lost my cool in the most uncool kinda way...

Oh crap, I'm getting all emotional here... WTH... Maybe it's the envy tt I feel from all those couples... How I wish I could have some guy by my side as well... *Slap myself* I'm thinking too much again...

On a happier note, I'm currently hooked on [AniMax]... The animes are totally fabulous!!! [Tsusaba Chronicles] really rock and so does [.Hack//Lengend Of The Twillight]... Heke... However, I started a little late... How I wish I could watch them from episode 1 till the end... Nevertheless, I shall catch every single episode for now!!! Rock on anime!!!

O-k-a-y, before I end this entry, there's this extremely meaningful note tt I found some time ago on the papers tt's worth remembering...

Nostalgia does serve it's purpose... But when something you treasure has to go, then let it go; don't be a prisoner of your memories... Move on, accept the change and even embrace it... Who's to say new - and better - memories can't be born with the change???

Insightful isn't it??? Oh and before I forget, happy 100th entry to me, myself and [LeiLa]...