BlackMail...

I've been blackmailed... By a person I believed tt's my friend... Can you believe the atrocity of tt?! And you're not going to buy what she's blackmail-ing me with... The previous post...

Of course, I'm not truly shocked or angry @ tt... After all, those are my memories and I'm merely typing them out... What's more, it's all in the past... Repeat after me, P-A-S-T... Yes!!! As in history!!! Now I'm simply going to concentrate on my [MS], [Digimon World 2], [.Hack], [Tsubasa] and my studies... I'll try to install a firewall to block out all those malicious affairs of my heart... I'm determined to @ least complete my [DW2] as tt'll mark my very 1st PS RPG game tt I'll actually complete... LOL...

Evidently, posting tt entry up do in fact carry tons of risks... The situation described is so freaking overt to anyone tt's very close - with 'very' being the operational word here - to me can actually decipher the truth... I just hope tt no friendship is being lost here as after all, it's all history... I still hope tt I'll find my bf in the future... Perhaps like in those TV shows where I bumped into 1 hunk or tt we share some common interest and we're abt to take the same book from some library or tt some hunk took the initiative to ask me out...

OMG... I can just keep dreaming...

Headed for lunch with [YH] today and I was devastated when she told me tt she didn't wanna eat [Pizza Hut]!!! I was sooo looking forward to eating some pizza... Tt disappointment is short-lived... I mean, hello?! If I'm to get disappointed so easily, I wouldn't be alive for long... Imagine the harm of grieving @ such details!!! Gosh... We had [KFC] instead...

Once we're done, I followed her around as she shopped for gifts and borrowed books... Coincidently, both of us wanted to invite [SL] along... But evidently, both of us didn't go ahead with our plan... I can't remember why she didn't, but the reason why I didn't is because I couldn't stand another rejection from him... Come on, after wasting my SMSes and having tt 'No' thrown to me like it's FOC, I've enough sense to infer tt he has better company or things to do than to simply travel all the way to [Lot 1] or [West Mall] for a simple meal and then head back home...

Heke... There isn't really much to it... So I'll end here...

P.S: I know the blackmail thingy is in jest... Like DUH!!!