Saturday, January 17, 2009

Tt Foreign Emotion...

There was an exhibition @ the [NYP's Atrium] yesterday... From my short tour around the booths, I gather tt it's a project for a group of [Occupational Therapy] students and they're talking abt emotional health for the different age groups - infants, children, young adults, adults and the elderly...

I admit, my emotional health isn't in the best of conditions as I hardly voice out my feelings as I couldn't find someone to relate to... Which is ironic because if I don't take the 1st step to voice it out, I'll never know whether there's anyone out there whom I can relate to...

I lack the guts to attempt the experiment due to the mistrust tt was developed and I'll just stick to suppressing the emotions and stashing it in the subconscious...

I believe the following is due to some chemicals in the brain being activated when one reaches a certain age... It's the desire to find a partner and to be involved in a relationship... Ppl reasoned it to some chemicals in the brain... I call it stupidity in humanity to be insensible as someone once mentioned tt 'If you're sensible when you're in love, then something is wrong'...

I know I'm stretching it a little and this is because I haven't been very lucky... Okay, scratch tt... I haven't have much luck @ all in my entire life and to actually hope tt I'll be able to strike the lottery on my 1st attempt is a hugh joke played on myself by myself... And [April's Fool Day] isn't even near!!!

How I wish I could go back to the olden, er, I mean good old past where there's no such desire to be so stupid... Times when going online would mean blogging, gaming and watching animes... Not diving for [IRC] or waiting for some guy to be online just so tt I can chat and attempt to date...

I think I can manage tt after seeing how inaccurate horoscope readings really are... [Taurus] and [Capricorn] are matching??? Puh-leaze... [Dragons] can't find love for this yr??? It seems like tt's an annual affair...

Ah, whatever... I'm left with no more juice after thinking abt this for too long already... Esp so after I realised tt there's a scratch on my beloved transition specs... *Sigh*

Somehow, I find the following MV amusing... Not tt the singers are really tt nice or anything... No offense though... =P


[Cooking, Cooking] by [Super Junior]