I kinda have the impression tt I've used tt for the title of my entries in the past... It's not really an issue though, not like I'll really make an effort to check the online thesaurus or anything... I simply love to complain for no apparent reason whatsoever...
Right, like what the title said, my life is routine, boring, mundane... You don't have to be a rocket scientist to uncover tt fact... Look @ me!!! Online @ this time of the weekend, immersing in my own little world, couped out @ home... Or if I'm not doing tt, I'll be bugging my friends who are having a life...
I need to socialise, I need to meet more ppl, I need some change, I need to be in a r/s...
I admit... I'm beating around the bush here... With my to-do list mapped out, the only problem now is the determination and guts tt I'm seriously lacking to carry out the plan... I've my own reservations when it comes to meeting strangers face-to-face, unsure of how I am in their eyes... This is even worse if I'm attempting to meet ppl via the Internet... How do ppl keep up with a conversation with a stranger??? How do I make myself feel less awkward???
Sometimes I do feel tt I'm making a fool out of myself by logging into those online chat chns... The indicision is always there to attempt a private chat with a stranger... Yeah... It's rather obvious now tt I've finally decided not to be so passive abt this whole r/s thing... As if I'll ever find 1 if I were to just stay in my well...
I still need time to really calm down and sort out my feelings, thoughts... LOL... Wonder when I'll actually be capable of typing a decent blog entry... *Wryly laugh*
