Friday, August 25, 2006

Sports...

2 days have passed and I still can't wash away my disdain for tt activity which I loathe the most... The thought of tt word sent shivers down my spine and to actually type it out is really a matter of willpower... Of course, the hatred for it will definitely subside, say in another few more days before it's back in full force once again as I enter the phase of my life which I'm forced to enter... Hmmm, tt's actually another topic by itself...

On [Wed], our sch have our 'much anticipated' [Sport's Day] and right after my [Sat] test after sch, we've no choice but to report to the [Grand Stand] where all the competition's held...

Bought [Bec] and [Cass] a drink each and stayed with them for 30 mins or so before I decided to get back to my house and join the class... As I walked pass [Owens] - my house, I realised tt the class's sitting all the way @ the front... And how sweet of them to reserve a place for me!!! However, the appreciation wasn't really there though... I'll explain later...

Once I've settled down, I practically stoned for who-knows-how-long before [Quin] and I both agreed tt we're both in desperate need for a drink... With glee, the duo made our way not to the water-cooler nor the canteen, but the [Milo Van]!!! The 2 of us were practically in haven, though I doubt tt haven's actually so humid... I mean, isn't haven, like, above the clouds where all the water vapours are stored??? Ya, so anyway, [Quin] and I both have like 3 cups of cool milo before we took another 3 more cups for whoever wanted milo... Oh, and did I mention tt the drink's TOTALLY free?! Wahaha!!! Me, a milo fanatic, couldn't be any happier indulging myself in what I love most...

Once tt's over, the remaining time was wasted as though there's unlimited time in the word... Seeing the relay race, or the whatever is a fate much worse than being grounded for eternity... When you're grounded, @ least I could still do what I like - read... But @ tt pt of time, all I could do was to look dumbly @ the running track, staring @ 4 - 6 ppl running round the track and seeing who's coming 1st... I've no idea who's running for which house and I'm subjected to ear torture... Poor ears!!! I'm so not looking forward to being deaf @ such an early age when I'm going to be blind soon... Gee, pathetic isn't it???

As a matter of fact, the situation did get more out of control... The rain came... It was supposed to be a good thing, as I initally assumed tt we could actually be dismissed, or should I say, liberated from tt hellish torture... But nooo, the sch stubbornly refused to grant us salvation...

When the rain actually stopped, [Quin] and I decided to have another round @ of milo escapades... But alas, the van disappeared!!! The 2 of us were like utterly disappointed as our target of 10 milo's shattered in a blink of an eye... Why must I be tortured in such a way?! WHY?!

Thank goodness it's over... Anyway, [Lynn] and I were chatting and we dwelled on what the future have in store for us... For starters, she's going to uni and she'll be my senior - which is hard to imagine - and I'll be going to [NS]... I'm freaking out on tt because being in an education system for 12 yrs in a row, tt sudden change of environment is scaring me... I fear change as well as the unknown... What type of ppl will I meet there??? Will I be ostracized again like when I'm in lower sec??? How will I change??? The notion of me losing my feminism character and no longer being like what I am now... I don't like it...

I know I'm worrying a lot, being paranoid and all... Frankly speaking, I can't help it as it's in my character... If I'm not worrying abt all these tiny details, then I'm being abnormally abnormal... For now, I'm simply contented with being what I'm now, normally abnormal... LOL...

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Trapped...

The mind is indeed a very powerful object indeed... It can alter your opinion on a subject in a blink of an eye, changing love to hate, friends to foe... Yet it can also pervent the change from happening, like in the case of sports and me...

No matter how many years have passed, I still find sports immersely unpleasant... From years of being one of the many spectators @ various sports meets, wasting my already short life by watching the participants compete and having no idea who won or whatever, I've developed the mentality tt such events are a total waste of time and effort to even watch...

[Friday] proved my point even further... The girls wanted to cheer our classmate @ the hits, so I dumbly tagged along as we've decided to have dinner together... The notion of actually enjoying the sight did cross my mind... Yet once I've witnessed our classmate doing the short put for abt 3 tries and I attempted to cheer him on, the enjoyment just disappeared as the sight of him throwing ball after ball, trying to beat records of his competitors as well as his own personal best bore me to the core...

Tt's not all... Since there's going to be a run and tug-of-war, we have no choice but to retreat to the [Grand Stand] to cheer and render our support. Imagine, sitting down and watching 6 ppl run as fast as they could to see who could be first... I have no idea which runner is repesenting my house and hence, I just stared dumbly @ the ppl running, and clapping when the cue comes, uninterested in whoever won the race... To me, 6 ppl racing just reminds me of the primary sch days, when you race with friends to see who's the fastest... Ironice huh, tt when you race on the track, it's normal... But when you race anywhere else in the vicinity of the sch, it's being reduced to a childish act...

In addition, when the boredom is abt to consume me, I've decided to take a walk to the canteen and not wanting to create any suspicion to my feelings, I decided to buy some food so tt @ least I could have an excuse... Then I went to look for [SL] to kill time... We chatted a little and my instincts tell me tt there's something different abt him... Of late, he has become a little distant, like the connection on a friendship lv has been cut off... Maybe it's the stress of all the exams and so on... Who knows???

I'm getting a little out of point there... [SL] then attempted to change the subject and asked who's winning the tug-of-war... Oh, sure I did witness the game and I've watched it... But I don't know which side represents which team... Like what I've told him, 'Sports and Shawn don't mix well with one another'...

Did saw the [J1] eye cady of mine though as I returned to join my clique... Even though some say he isn't all tt good-looking, which is partially true... I don't really care cause I actually find tt he hasa very... Cute character... LOL... I'm going all crazy here...

The clique, finally got affected by boredom, decided to leave and head over to [BP] for lunch and a whole lot of gossiping... Now tt's what I'll say is entertainment...

With exams coming over and I'm getting a little stress, the hormones are beginning to get a little wacky... Wonder if I'm able to have the willpower to contain my desire to throw myself @ any guy I see until after my 'A's... LOL...

P.S: In a matter of hours, it'll be 2 yrs already... The wound has healed, but the scar's still there... Yet with all the skincare tt's available, I'm starting to move on...

Thursday, August 10, 2006

ECP Again...

The monthly gang outing never fail to take off and this time, we headed back to [ECP] once more... The other time wasn't much success cause the rain spoilt our day... This time however, we're postitive tt the weather will be perfect...

Woke up darn early and left home @ abt 0830 hrs to have [Mac]'s breakfast... I wanted to ask [Dar] and [Gid] along but I was hesitant to SMS them, fearing tt they're still in bed... Good thing I didn't though...

Tried to take my own sweet time as the meeting time was 1000 hrs... Alas, no matter how I tried not to be early, I'm still @ the meeting place before everyone's there... Guess the early gene just can't disappear...

By 0956 hrs, [YH] and [Bec] arrived appeared and we headed to [7-11] to find some snacks for [Bec] cause she got herself an upset stomach... By 1000+ hrs, everyone's there and by everyone, I mean [MJ], [YQ], [JY], [YH], [Bec] and moi... [Dar] and [Gid] were supposed to join us too, but @ the last min, they SMSed me saying tt they're too tired to turn up... 2 guys staying overnight and the next day, they're too tired to do anything... You tell me what the hell took place... *naughty smile*

As we took the 1 hr long bus journey to [ECP] we crapped as though the rest of the ppl are deaf, like they're non-exsistant... But we can't help it and I doubt we cared anyway... And this is 1 topic tt I feel tt's of major importance... It's abt [XP]... We're bitching abt her... ... Actually, of course not!!! We're not tt mean... We're discussing abt her fainting experiance in sch and our conclusion is this... [XP], take good care of yourself!!! Of all the days to fast, you have to do it when you have your [WuShu]... Turning yourself anoxeric in an attempt to save money is bad... Try to draw up a saving plan and have a proper meal @ the same time... Perhaps you can try saving $1 a day for starters... If tt's too much, a few cents everyday will do... Don't belittle the power of accumulation...

A little off tangent here huh??? We finally arrived @ [ECP] after what felt like eternity and not wasting any time, rent a bike and started to have some excellant exercise!!!

However, after riding for barely an hour I reckon, [Bec] became exhausted and her riding became erractic... It's like she's drink-driving, losing control over her bike every now and then... We can't really blame her cause hey, she's having an upset stomach here... As a result, we didn't really ride far before we turn back to the coffee shop for lunch... Once we're done with it, we ride with godspd all the way back to the bike rental shop as our 2 hrs running out... Made it in time obviously...

Hit the beach for 10 mins just to talk for a while and take a few piccys before going to [Mac]'s to have dessert... We could do w/o the desserts but because I owe them a treat... Oh well, I willingly treated them anyway... 2 salads, 1 MacFlurry and 3 sundaes, all for below $10!!! Guess the waiter undercharged... Or is it because there's some discount??? Who knows???

With tt, we took the bus 196 back to [Clementi]... The long journey back made all of us doze off in the bus and the un-glam side of us were revealed and captured forever as pics... Not everyone though, only 1 particular person... Her image's been tarnished... But then again, it's not like she has any image anyway... *evil laugh*

Before I end this post, can you believe tt [Paris Hilton]'s gonna be the spokesperson for [Hello Kitty]?! Can you believe it?! I can't!!! It's outrageous I tell you... [Paris]'s so gonna destroy the pure and innocent image of [Hello Kitty]... LOL... Like what [MJ] said, 'Slap her la'... Heke...

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

National Day Eve...

The day before was [KL]'s b-day and we played a tricked on her... Not those over-the-top type kinda trick... She wanted gifts and a sunflower, so on [Mon], we didn't shower her any gifts, except a bracelet, giving her the idea tt we're so mean to not give her any presents while she showered almost everyone - teachers tt taught us, friends and classmates - with gifts tt she took time and effort to prepare... It's very sweet of her to do such a thing...

Then yesterday, our sch put up the [National Day] celebration which wasn't very exciting if the breakdancing and dance weren't there... The dance by the female dance members were eye catching... How their hips can sway!!! How I wish I could do tt... Mind you, I'm fansinated by their dance, not their assets... Then there's the breakdancing... Most of our class guys took part in the performance and it's never boring seeing so many hunks dancing... =D

After the performance and our [Chem] extra lessons, the clique headed to [Holland V] to seriously celebrate [KL]'s b-day... Of course, we showered her with all the gifts tt are meant for her - sunflower, pink slippers, blouse - before we headed to [Bouna Vista]... Once there, we took the wrong way to [Holland V] and end up walking for more than 15 mins or so... Once there, we were clueless to what to ea for our lunch as we're really spoilt for choice... @ long last though, we settled for the food centre as the rest of the options are all way off our budget...

Mind oh mind... The food @ the food centre isn't all poor quality and all... The [Grill Fish] tt I had was by my standards, way better than those you can find @ [Lot 1]... Imagine this... Grilled fish with loads of pepper plus gravy on it, a small scoop of mashed potato, cloeslaw, fries, beans, egg... For only $5!!! Can you believe it??? And the one @ [Lot 1]'s $5.50 and there's NO cloeslaw, beans, potato and gravy on fish...

Once we're all done with the lunch, it's down to the main even of the day... Headed to [Settler's] and tt's where the real fun began... But first, let me introduce to what's [Settler's] all abt... It's actually a board games cum cafe for cool ppl like the clique to chill, bond and have tons of fun... In addition, the student package includes uni students as well!!! Imagine!!! $6 for unlimited drinks and games for 4 hrs for 1400 - 1800 hrs!!! Moreover, there's a huge varitey of games there for you to choose, games tt you've never heard of but will have unlimited amt of fun for hours!!!

Next time, the gang outing should be there and I recommend [Bang!] and the other Snap-like game tt's more challenging... LOL... I'm promoting tt place!!! ^_^

Oh ya, before I end this post... It's fun going out with the clique... The game's fun, but the company's better... It's great tt everyone enjoyed it and I'll always remember all the screaming!!! Heke... =D

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Why Blog???

Just 24 hrs ago, we were talking abt censorship and our [GP] tutor threw us this: Should there be blog censorship by the authorities??? The class did give some interesting viewpoints and personally, I do think tt there should be some form of censorship to some extent...

Frankly speaking, you can't expect the authorities to monitor every single blogs there are on this little red dot... And you can't restrict the words we use... Can you believe what [China]'s doing?! They've this program tt doesn't allow ppl to write words such as 'demoracy', 'freedom', etc... The thought of it is dumb... Imagine if I write this: 'I've lost my freedom due to my parents grounding me'... A pop-up will inform me tt I've used some prohibited words... I'll explode I tell you...

But on the other hand, it's for the sake of national security... Hence like what the little red dot is doing, we have better not write any racist remarks or post any information abt the army, etc... Of course, the little red dot isn't restricting us from writing anything... It's impossible... Hence they're using censorship in another sense, by teaching us to self-censor... Wonderful plan huh...

Tt's just a little something tt's relavant, yet not relavant to occupy space... And before I dwell on the main topic, the mention of the word army reminded me of this... The army sent me another letter informing me tt I've a medical appointment to attend... Isn't tt weird? Thus I called them up to enquire and guess what??? The database didn't have any records tt I've went for my check-up during the [June Hols]... I was shocked when I heard tt... However, after explaining everything to the customer- service lady, I do hope tt the misunderstanding is solved... I'm very determined NOT to go back to [CMPB] on [Tue]... I have something impt to attend to on tt day... *Flash mysterious smile*

Now onto the main topic... Just a few days back, when I was heading home from sch, I was witness to a jaw-dropping event which brings back vivid meories of [XP's] b-day party...However, there isn't any bullying or anything... 2 primary school kids (sch's name is being witheld to protect the interests of the sch... But isn't the sch obvious?!) - I think they're like pri. 3 or 4 perhaps??? - were walking towards the road and schoolboy A was esctatically shouting 'F***!!!', oblivious to everyone who's there... My eyes widen as I heard tt word and as I turned to look @ them, schoolboy B was laughing and told A off in a laughing manner tt he's scolding valgurities...

I was interested to see what's happening next and I wasn't perpared for what I was witness to... As A & B approached the traffic lights, they saw their friend sitting on a rusty railing and decided to yell out to their friend... It's normal isn't it??? Calling out to someone tt you know??? It depends on how you shout...

A & B shouting together: 'Hey C!!! F*** you!!!'
I can't believe they actually shout tt out so loud!!!
C turned and spit on to the grass before replying: 'Wa lao, you scold valgurities, f*** you, cb...'
My jaw got dislocated after tt...

I'm awed @ the conversation tt took place... Are kids so rowdy nowadays??? Is technology to blame??? The rowdy behaviour is totally unacceptable... What is the sch teaching these days??? I'm not gonna blame the parents as I'm positively sure tt their parents are clueless to their kids' odious behaviour... For all I know, those devils could be angels when they're home... Tsk, what kids these days need are lessons tt tells you what's right and what's wrong...

Oh well, I guess tt's abt it... [National Day]'s just around the corner and I'm already in the holiday mood... This can't carry on... I should switch permanently back to the mugging mode and get serious with my work... Perlims' after all, is just a few wks away... Therefore, let's make it formal now... I hereby announce tt the frequency of my updates will be reduced in the near future...

Will end here...

P.S: [National Day]... I have this nostalgic feeling all of a sudden... It's 3 yrs already... Some wounds just can't be healed...

Sunday, July 30, 2006

No Life...

It's amazing you know... Tt when you simply have too much on your mind and when you wanna blog everything down, only the most impt one are being recorded... This could be probably due to insufficient time, bad memory, too much excitment, etc...

I'm betting it's the excitment tt's the root of my bad memory... After trying so hard to come up with some interesting story to spice up my entries, I think my brain juice are squeezed dry... Ya, so all the remaining issues just seeped out of my brain...

Well, I have a life on [Friday] night... And tt's as far as tt entry goes... Other than tt, I'm like devoid of any life, approaching zero social circle, boring past time... What else can I add tt won't turn you off??? My dislike for sports... Now tt is one major thing tt I would like to bring out... My class's playing rugby and it's disgusting... Imagine sweaty bodies barraging towards you all because you have the ball in your hands... Ewww!!! If I were to describe the ball, I would say tt it's a time bomb, ready to explode... And by explode, I mean being in contact with sweaty bodies... Yucks...

Apart from sweat, there's also mud... Not nice, esp when the field's muddy and soggy... All the dirt just fly up and stick to you when you slam your food in the ground... The thought of cleaning up after tt is so odious tt I'm having goose-bumps @ the thought of it... Brr... Ya, tt's why I hate sports, to abstain from BO and dirt... Don't bother talking abt teamwork and all those stuff cause if I don't like it, nth can change my mind...

Then there's [Friday]... When all the fun ended, a horrendous thought entered my mind... I totally forgot abt my beloved [Charmed]!!! In my rush to meet the gang, I forgot to set my timer!!! Such an anti-climax... Grr... But @ least I managed to get my dad to record [Ghost Whisperer]... Phew... @ least all isn't lost... LOL... Sight, yet I still can't accept the fact tt I've missed an episode... There goes my target of catching every episode of the last season... *Sob* ='(

Before I end off this entry, there's yesterday... I went to [BP] to have dinner with my family and guess what we ate??? For the 1st time ever, we went into [Cafe Cartel]... The food's average, partly because the pasta tt I ordered have veggies in it... I didn't make a mistake in ordering, mind you... When I order stuff, I'm 100% positive tt it's veggie-free... I assumed tt all pasta tomato pasta sauce have minimum veggies in them... Yet this time, the tomato sauce for some reason or another, is being infested with veg... *Gags*... Yup, so I didn't really enjoy the food... But I do enjoy ogling @ the waiters... @ least 2 of them are cute and good-looking and they came to serve us!!! Woot!!! I've decided... I shall visit [BP] more often in the near future... LOL... =D

Guess I shall end here... Relatively short entry huh... Heke... @_@

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Friday's Nightlife...

I was practically rushing like it's the end of the world is looming near... However, you can't blame me... After all, I'm going for the 1st date of my life...

Yes... You heard me right... I'm not outta my mind... The last everyone checked, I'm still sane... Okay, I'm digressing... Ya, I rushed back home from sch and took a shower before going back out, all in a record timing of 1 hr!!! It's a personal best I tell you...

Yet after rushing, I wasn't late... So I guess you can conclude tt I rush not because I'm late, but because I wanna be early... LOL... So anyway, reached [Jurong East] before he came and I just stoned around the platform for a whopping 15 mins, which seemed like eternity when you're waiting for someone and you've nth to do...

He finally came and we headedto [SunTec], yes, in the evening... Well, I don't really have a lot of time in this world to spare so I might as well make the best out of it... Who knows when I can even have such a good time like this again???

Whatever... O-k-a-y, once we arrived @ [SunTec], we headed straight for [Mac's]... I know it's retarded... But I have the coupons!!! Besides, $6 for 2 burgers, a drink and fries is more worth it than my next best alternative - [Pastamania]... Compare tt with $6 of nth but pasta only... WTH... as long as he doesn't mind wmy decision, who cares?!

30 mins later, after food + being with my date, I became an esctatic guy... So we simply shopped around the humongous shopping complex... And we chanced upon [PopCornPop]!!! The shop tt sells movie posters!!! Yes, now I officially became the happiest guy on earth... Can you imagine immersing yourself with all the wonderful posters tt you long to find but you can't???

How I wish I could buy all the posters there... But considering tt'll burn a hole the size of [China] on the world map, I decided against it... Instead, the duo hunted for [Ben's N Jerry] for some delicious, sweet dessert and chat like there's no tml... Gee... I sure know how to enjoy life...

By the time we're done with all our window shopping, talking, etc, the magnificant shopping complex decided to chase us out and we reluctantly headed our separated ways, he taking the train via [Woodlands] while I took the train via [Boon Lay]... Swear to meet up again some other time... ^_^

Awww, isn't tt sweet??? Me going to a date??? I can't believe it!!! And neither should you ppl reading tt cause those are just my figment of my imagination...

To those who actually bought tt, I can only say tt you ppl don't know me tt well... We're talking abt a date here!!! It's virtually impossible for it to happen!!! It's just like a nucleophile trying to react with the benzene ring - totally not happening...

So the front part's a load of bull and perhaps you ppl might find excitment in reading those... But now's the truth, the actual 2nd nightlife...

The rushing part's true... Except tt I had my dinner in [Lot 1], taking [Mac]... Before meeting [Bec], [JY], [Cass], [MJ], [Dar] and [Gid]... Decided to take the [MRT] after all instead of [985] to [Potong Pasir] as the 2 guys confirmed my suspicions tt the jam @ the expressway's gonna be terrible... And tt the [MRT] ride's much safer and relatively faster...

Thus I called [YH] to inform her abt the last min changes and I could tell from her tone across the phone tt she's not happy... Woah, it's like the unhappiness's radiating out from my phone in waves... I mean, who can blame her when you tell her @ the last min tt we're no longer taking [985] and tt she can't meet us @ tt bus-stop... Instead, she had to take a bus to [Clementi]... Who wouldn't be pissed @ such an abrupt change???

By the time we arrived @ [Clementi], [YH] hasn't arrived so [Cass] decided to eat her [Takoyaki] @ the platform... Little did we know tt we're standing directly in front of the security camera!!! LOL!!! Seriously!!! I was shocked tt the security guard actually came and reprimanded us... When she told us tt we're standing @ the front of the camera, I almost burst out laughing... Yet I have to hand it to [Cass]... She was unfazed by the enounter, pulling off the confrontation with not sign of nervousness... Way to go [Cass]!!!

[YH] finally came and I got a dressing down from her which I deserve to some extent... And we simply took the train to [Potong Pasir]... Fast forward to [SAJC], the performance was interesting... Esp the performances by [SAJS] - the little children performing are all so adroable and good - and the choir from [SAJC] itself... The choir actually sang 3 songs from [ABBA] and it's wonderfully performed!!! Way to go!!!

Hmmm... I think tt abt sums it all up... Initially wanted to treat the girls to dessert... But by the time we arrive back @ [Lot 1], it's alreadt like 2300 hrs already... Can you believe it?! 985 actually took a freaking 45 mins to travel to [Lot 1] w/o any jams!!! Gosh!!! I pity those ppl studying @ [SAJC], yet living in the west... With the long travelling hrs and all... *shrudder @ the thought*

Ya, I'll remember the treat... I won't forget... Can't imagine dealing with [Cass]'s wrath... LOL... I have this immediate thought of an obasan nagging @ me incessantly @ the fish market... ROFL...

Sigh... Thought of blogging more... But due to time constrain, guess I'll stop here... The rest of the issues are not worth talking abt anyway... ^_^

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Brain Drain...

I just have this nagging feeling tt I'm suppose to do something... I can't quite place the task tt I've to do... 156 hrs of unease - of the feeling tt you're to do something, but didn't - is killing me... Wait, I realised what the thing is already...

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I haven't been blogging for 2 weeks!!! Okay, it's not funny... And I know it's a lame attempt... But @ least give the void-of-humour guy a credit...

Now I shall be serious... The reason I haven't been blogging for the 13 days is because I'm busy with my new life... I've found a boyfriend...

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LOL... If tt's really to happen, the sky will fall, the [Nile River] will run dry and [SL]'s gay... And I'm going to stop joking... Serious!!!

The main reason for not blogging for so long is because I fell sick last week and have lost my mood to blog... Moreover, being away from sch for 2 days really multiply your workload by the exponential factor...

In case any of you ppl are even the least bit concern, I was down with a fever, flu and sore throat last week and when I thought I've recovered, my flu returned last [Mon] and I'm down with a cough... -_-"'

Fret not!!! I'm only left with a cough now so if you think I'm still infested with an army of bacteria, you can relax a little bit now... Heke...

In actual fact, I was also scolded by my dad last week... Now you know really why I didn't blog for such a long time... The combination of the fright as well as the army of bacteria is enough to scare off the bravest of the muses tt are constantly giving me inspiration... Now tt I'm on the road to recovery, my muses have returned, thank goodness!!!

Hmmm... Wondering why I'm being scolded by my dad??? It's simple... Last week, when I got back my results, I told him tt I've flunked on of my [English] paper... The comprehension paper to be exact... Then he asked my if I know the min. requirement to get into uni, whether if [English] is impt... Being the simpleton I'm, I didn't know... So I told him I didn't know and he blew his top...

Now here's the catch... I know tt I've to pass [English]... But I didn't know tt I've to pass [English] to get into uni... So tell me, is there a diff??? Apparently, only my dad can see the non-similarity...

Not going to stay on tt topic anymore...

Let's jump straight to yesterday first... YES!!! Yesterday's [KSS] [IFD]!!! Waited 2 yrs for tt day already... Last yr they cancelled it due to who-knows-what-reasons... So no dancing, no being high, nth... This yr, the one and only day where you can dress in whatever you want and party is back!!! As such, I met up with the gang and we headed to [KSS] together... I wasn't dumb this time round... I didn't wear long pants this time round... I mean, after 4 yrs in [KSS], attending 4 times [IFD], you should have enough sense to realise tt there'll be lots of danceing and very little wind... So why bother to dress up so nicely when you're just going to sweat like hell??? Besides, I don't care what ppl think of my dress sense... As long as I feel comfortable in whatever I wear, screw their opinions!!!

Saw a few of friends which I haven't seen in 2 yrs... Some changed a lot, others, there's only subtle changes... But my pt of returnig to [KSS] is to participate in the mass dance... I did only 1 dance... Not because I didn't know how to... But becasue the gang didn't wanna dance!!! So not going to be the entertainer there... Sigh, have to wait 1 more yr to dance again... *Sob*...

Wait, next yr I'll be bald... Ewww!!! So not going back to be the laughing stock!!!

Overall, the [IFD] was not bad... It's good because there's new performances... There's hip-hop now instead of the normal folkdance and line dancing... And bad becasue there's not finale... Tt's a major demerit there!!! Can you imagine tt?! Just when you're in t he high, you're brought back immediately down back to the norm... Tt's so uncool!!! Therefore, the mean's 50%...

Next week there's be [SA]'s choir performance @ [SAJC]... Till then, just leave a tag or 2 and wait for the next post!!!

P.S: Mid-yr results...
English: D7 (45%, just nice)
Chem: B
Phy: B
Maths: A
Econs: E (didn't put much effort in the essay anyway)

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Plaza Singapura...

When I stepped out of the train, and headed to [PS], I can't stop my head from spinning... There're way too many good looking guys around to ogle @... And tt my friends, is a sign, a sign tt's screamnig, 'OMG, you overtly haven't stepped into town for a very long time now, esp on a [Sat]...'

Guess tt voice in my head can't be anymore accurate...

I was with my parents and we went into [Carrefour]... I wasn't really interested then as what can be of interest to you @ a supermarket??? Probably food... Which is exactly the only subject tt can kept me distracted and not spend the whole time sulking like some kid whose parents have dragged him outta the house unwillingly...

The sausages are temping... They have, what, cheese sausages, apple sausages (they don't have apples in them), garlic sausages... And I haven't even have lunch or dinner yet... Talk abt being hungry... Then there's also those ready-eat-kinda chicken, pizza, pasta, hotdogs... OMG... I have to get my eyes away from there asap, or else I wouldn't wanna be held responsible for unknowingly burning my pockets again on food...

Headed outta the supermarket soon after we bought some delicious yogurt and the family of 4 split up, with my sis tagging along with me...I was planning to head to the book store but alas!!! It's being revamp... !@#$%!@...

As an alternative, I headed to the arcade and watched the hunks play they drums, and shooting games... I've no idea hoe they can play so impressively... Perhaps it's one of their tricks to attract the opposite sex??? LOL... JK...

Now this is where things got interesting... I tried to play one of the shooting games myself... I attempted [House Of The Dead 4]... Goodness me!!! I'm like so pathetic!!! Perhaps I'm not accustomed to the gaming machine yet... But still, it's a total embarrassment... I couldn't even kill 1 single undead before I was slashed to bits... Guess I positioned the gun too high... Zzz... There're like ppl watching and I suddenly felt a urge to find a hole and hide in and never crawl out... Next time, I shall play it with friends... @ least I can survive longer and improve my marksmanship...

Once tt $2 literally went down the drain, I decided tt tt's it... I'm so outta there... So I headed to the cinema and binged on a cheese hotdog, immersed in tons of mustard... Yummy... Once I've had my fill, we headed to the 1st floor to view the largest kit-kat... I was skeptical abt the authencity of it intially... But when a waf of kit-kat smell entered my nostril, I knew tt the kit- kat wasn't a bluff... It's freaking real!!! There's just a catch... The kit-kat's fact sheet said tt it's dimensions are 3,000+ cm in length, 1,000+ cm in width and 725 cm in height... Yet one with enough sense should know tt it's impossible to house a 30m long kit-kat in a mall... Who on earth is the fact sheet trying to kid??? Tsk...

It's finally time for dinner and we headed to this [Fish And Co.] like resturant - [The Manhattan Fish Market] - and I ate the [Fish N Chips]... You can't blame me!!! I don't eat seafood... Hence all the prawns, crabs, oysters, sotong, stingray, etc are alll out... The only thing tt's left is fish... You get the pt...

In comparison, both resturant's [Fish N Chips] tasted almost similar... LOL... Tt statement by itself is dubious, in case you ppl chose to believe every word tt I've written... Remember, my tates buds are not functioning... Anyway, if all you want is the market like noise and some class combined together, then ya, you know the place...

Once dinner is over, we headed back to the supermarket to purchase our sausages, mustard and cheese before heading back home... Can you just imagine tt the events above took a whopping 7 hrs or so??? Gee, I now remember why I hate going out so much...

On another note, I finally watched [UnderWorld]... I didn't enjoy it cause the VCD I borrowed from my friend's a little weird... I wouldn't say tt it's spoilt or something... Yet whne I play it, the special effects are loud and the dialogues are soft... I tried turning up the volume already, mind you... Even to the point tt once the special effects arrive, I fear tt the windows will shatter... Hence, I didn't really enjoy the movie and could hardly understand what the hell is going on... Nonetheless, I'll still wanna watch [UnderWorld Evolution], [UltraViolet], [Aeon Flux] and a whole long list of movies which I've missed or wanna watch again...

Woops, look @ the time!!! I ought to go prepare myself for the TV premire of[Pirates Of The Carribean: Curse Of The Black Pearl]... Kinda regret not watching the movie a few years back with [XP] & [Dar]... But tt was before I realised tt I'm 40% gay and didn't fancy [Orlando Bloom]... Besides, tt time I even thought tt movie was some horror flick cause there're some really scary undeads...

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Mummy... It's Oooovvvveeeerrrr!!!

Ignore the title... I'm not a least bit sad tt the mid-year's over... Whoever's sad deserved to be smacked on the face a hundred times cause I'm pretty sure tt person's still sleeping...

I'm having 2 days off!!! Today and [Fri] cause I don't have a paper~... Haha... So I'm gonna enjoy myself to the max... YES!!! Major mapling to catch up on lost time... So before I whisk myself away from this webbie and don my magician outfit, I guess I should @ least blog... I mean, after not doing so for almost 14 days and seeing tons of comments on the taggy, I think you ppl needa reply...

I went to [Nation Skin Centre] in the morning... Such a good way to spend your 1st day of your stress-free 24 hrs huh... But I've no choice... I don't wanna have the red blotches on my arms for life, scars reminding me of the rash tt I've had... No way I'll be able to bear the foul sight of tt... My flawless skin is NOT to be tempered with...

Since I don't have a appointment, I'm subjected to wait till those with appointments are done... End up waiting for an hr before I get to see the doctor and get my cream... By then, 2 hrs has passed and it's close to noon... Tsk...

Headed to [United Squares] for lunch... Saw a few good looking guys @ the food court and I'm so tempted to share their tables... Of course, I managed to supressed tt side of me with little difficulty, resulting in me sitting all by myself... Tt wasn't such a bad thing anyway, since I'm @ the food court to eat, not to ogle @ guys... Thus there's not much difference whether you're sitting alone or with a bunch of ppl... Gee, I'm like consoling myself once again...

Idled around the shopping mall for quite some time before I headed to [Popular]... And headed to the section where there're movie books... Guess what I saw??? [Ultraviolet] and [The Last Stand]!!! I really wanted to watch the former and not buy the book... But the latter, I've watched the movie and now I wanna buy the book... Perhaps as a collection??? LOL... Tt's part of the reason... I wanna read tt book to see what details are left out from the movie and what's the change... Some scenes are just different...

$15.10 gone and I energed out of [Popular] as a happy guy, with my book... Next stop, [Ben & Jerry]... I've been hearing [Fyn]'s comment on tt ice-cream shop, abt how fabulous it is, how delicious the ice-cream are... Hence I decided to try it for once... The ambience wasn't there cause I was alone... No one to chat to, laugh with and enjoy the ice-cream together... Sigh...

Yeah, alone, enjoying the ice-cream, how fun can tt get??? It get worse when you hear the price... $7.80 for tt 2 scope ice-cream!!! I didn't know what to eat, so I just settled for the ice-cream in a cone... Gee, tt's like 2x the price of [Venezia]...

Therefore I conclude tt in my case, I might as well just eat [Venezia] cause to me, both ice-cream taste almost the same... You don't need to be genius to figure out tt my taste-buds aren't working, together with my taste in guys...

Tt abt sums it all up... Now I should go update my links... Not being in the internet realm, I sure miss out on one issue - [YQ] have a blog already... -_-"'

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Singapore Arts Festival @ CCK...

I confess... I'm no art person... Seriously!!! Give me any song sung by any artist (excluding those operas of course) or artwork or flim or play or drama... And I'll just listen/ watch till it's over before commenting tt 'It's not bad...'

Perhaps I'm just trying to give some politically correct answers... Or I just don't know how to truly appreciate the arts... Oh wow... Now we're @ some [GP] topic now huh???

Anyway... There's this performance [K@smos] an adward winning show by [Puja!], an arts troupe from [Spain]... The performance is 'not bad' (I'm @ it again)... The performance took place @ the open field outside [Lot 1] and this is no ordinary performance, mind you... It's a gravity-defying performance where the performers were performing in mid-air...

It's a 1 hr performance and the finale's awesome... Nope... None of the 8 performers jumped 30m - 40m... There's a fireworks display... YES!!! A fireworks display @ [CCK]!!! Right in font of my very eyes!!! I've never witness a fireworks display up close and personal before in my 18 yrs of life and this is my virgin experience...

Though the performances were breath-taking, I don't understand what it means... You can say I'm an arts retard/ idiot... Even after I SMS-ed [Dar] and he told me tt he actually spoke to the performers, I found out tt it's abt life... Heke... Still can't see the link... LOL... Really can't appreciate Arts...

Oh well... Guess I'm really dense... Oh and did I mention tt I'm blind??? Nope I didn't...

I saw [LY] today... Not before my sis practically pointed @ her right in the face before I realised tt it's [LY]... Gosh!!! She's like only 75cm away from me and I can't see her... Zzz... Maybe because I'm seeing but not looking??? I'm preoccupied with the soccer thingy @ [Lot 1], so I didn't see who's walking past... LOL... I'm like used to my sis as my eyes le...

Which proves to be a very, VERY bad thing... Because I was so damn @#%^ blind tt I didn't see him tagging along with [LY]!!! The chance of seeing him again was right in front of me... And I stupidly missed it!!! Guess lady-luck doesn't really stick to you like glue...

I feel like there's a big $100 bill pasted on my specs... So freaking devastated abt tt... I shall try to de-stress now... Here's the fireworks tt I took from my [Nokkia 7260]... Pardon the poor quality... The phone can't zoom and for the love of GOD, it's a camera phone, not some high-quality video cam... So quit complaining and be thankful tt you could actually see some fireworks tt you've actually missed...

Thursday, June 22, 2006

CMPB... AGAIN?!

Wahahaha!!! I'm blogging once more... It's a good way to de-stress okay?! If you're seriously unhappy with tt... It's your problem... File a lawsuit if you want, I don't care...

I was back @ [CMPB], the place which I vow never to step into agin for as long as I live... Finally!!! I've gotten my PES[T] status!!!

I was there early (expected)... But the doctor was on time... Zzz... Hence when they got my pupils dilated for the subsequent eye tests, I waited... And waited... AND WAITED... Till it's 1400 hrs!!! Waited for like 30 mins!!!WTH!!! The doc called me in and had a look @ my retina... The usual test where they shine a torch of high intensity directly into my eye just to see the insides... I don't think tt doc did a lot of those shining cause he only shone the light into my right eye for a very long time... As a result, when he's done with the test, my right eye's shocked from the light... My eye felt as though they're wearing shades... It's a weird feeling... 1 eye no shade, the other with shades... WEIRD...

Doc then went on to see my reports and initially he told me tt the reports are sufficient to mark me as a PES C... Upon hearing tt... I totally freak out!!! I seriously DO NOT want to do any vocational training...

However, the doc continued to state tt unless he has the updated reports on my eye condition, he can't give me an E... When I thought tt all hope is lost till I obtain the updated info, I suddenly realised tt they did have the updated reports!!! I pointed it to the doc and this is what he said...

'Okay, find... I'll give you an E...'

Woot!!! I was like mentally screaming happily, rejoicing... Satisfied with my PES(T) result and from ogling @ all those hunks @ [CMPB], I decided to head over to [Tiong Bahru Plaza] to pamper myself with some high quality ice-cream... Yummy [Venezia]!!! *Laughs*

Hohoho... I'm so easy to be pleased... I just need hunks, good luck and good news... Tt's all... Now if only I have a bf... Then I'll definately be @ cloud nine... .. No, scratch it... I'll be @ cloud infinity... LOL!!!

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Thoughts...

Yes, I'm back again... I should be studying but the computer is just too enticing, let alone the mushroom icon... @ least I managed to pry muself away from the mushroom world and blog...

So what if I'm totally in love with the mushroom icon??? Sue me!!!

Anyway, now tt I'm not putting on a facade, walking around as a magician, killing monsters, let me type down my thoughts and whatever I feel like pouring out to the website tt's currently staring @ me from a LCD panel...

I was in sch today... For [Phy] consultation... It was sort of compulsory... It was a little helpful cause I didn't do much revision for [Phy] and have almost nth to consult the teacher... @ least I did the paper tt she gave us and tt gave me something to consult... Oh and plus the [Common Test] papers as well... LOL... I'm freaking out over the fact tt I've got nth to consult while the rest are freaking out because they have TOO MANY THINGS to consult... How weird can I get???

The lesson's finally over, after lunch tt is... The class ordered pizza but surprisingly, I didn't eat (hence I didn't pay)... Instead, I went out to buy some waffles... Tt's so much cheaper lor... Can you imagine??? 2 slices of pizza for $6?! And the pizza's not the the stuffed crust type!!! For just an additional $1, I could have a small 4 slices of pizza, 1 soup of the day and 1 coke... Tt's why it's so not worth the deal to eat in sch with the rest of the class... Furthermore, 2 slices is not enough for a glutton like me... Don't admire me for being able to stay slim... I'm NOT SLIM!!! The amt of hidden fats hidden beneath the clothes is scary... And the fats are stores @ the most unwelcomed places of my body... *sigh*

Headed to [Yellow] to look for my engagement ring (ya, right) and I'm shocked tt a simple ring can cost anywhere from $12++ to $20++!!! But do I give a damn??? Nope... I don't... In the end, I settled for a sliver $15.90 ring, with my name engraved on it + a sliver cloth to maintain my ring... The final cost??? A whooping $20.90... Now this is a shock to all... [~LeiLa~] actually bear to part with his $20 for a simple ring!!! As a matter of fact, as long as I like it... The cost is insignificant to me... And this is scaring me... I think this incident is even more frightening than the previous one... Where I bought a bag for $108...

Now let's skip to the future first before going to the present... Tml.. I'll be going to [CMPB] once more to have my eyes checked... If anyone ask me how I make my way to the toilet in my house in the middle of the night again, I'll swear I'll answer either of these options...

1. 'I use my legs, obviously...'
2. 'I teleport there like [NightCrawler] from [X-Men]'
3. 'I turn on the lights, duh...'
4. 'Tt's my house you're talking abt... What do you think?!'

3 out of 4 options all have sarcasm... Guess when it comes to anything with regards to this 4 letter word ARMY, I'm Mr. Sarcastic or Mr. PMS... LOL... Now, what if the doctor as to keep my orignal copy of my med. documents??? This is how I'll reply...

'No can't take them... I pay for tt documents...' And if he thinks tt the documents are fake... 'Of course I pay for the documents... I don't think [SNEC] will actually print such a document like tt straight off the counter and give it to me FOC...'

I don't think I'll get to use tt cause I really think tt the guys there have much more intelligence... I'll give them more credit than they deserve 1st... This'll give me the opportunity to condemn them on my next entry if they make some dumb remarks... *sinister laugh*

Anyway, here's a little story telling... To kill time...

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I was lv. 48 and very happy as I could finally get to [Ludibrium] and enjoy the fun of playing with toys!!!

But do I want to play with toys??? No~... I simply cannot resist the allure of seeing ghostly clocks... After all, I'm a cleric and it's my duty to eliminate evil!!! I'm suddenly @ lv. 49 already...

I close my eyes and said a prayer for them...

Before using my holy magic to excocise them from the face of this world... But more just keep appearing!!!

Spent, I headed to some warped dimension to have a rest before continuing my duties to protect the world from those evil!!!

Monday, June 19, 2006

Fragments Of Memories...

You must be thanking the deities tt I'm not complaining abt [CMPB] again... Since it's over, I'll just let it pass... It's useless bringing up what I detest the most over and over again... Tt'll make me 1 very unhappy & crappy person... Ya... So I'll let my nostalgic self take over...

I was @ [Swensen's] the day before with [Sis] and [Mum]... Not having lunch there... We've just won ourselves a $10 discount coupond so we've decided to have some desserts there... Ain't it obvious tt we're gonna eat ice-cream??? Yummy...

Ordered 1 serving of fries for everyone to share, [Mum] had the soup of the day, [Sis] shared the waffle ice-cream with [Mum] and I had 3 scoops of ice-cream all to myself!!! *Evil laughter*... I'm so greedy... After all, I do have a knack for sweet stuff...

I ordered a [Double Berry] - strawberry ice cream with layers of blueberry topping and peach chunks complement ol' fashioned vanilla ice cream (I just cut & paste the description from the menu)... It's not tt delicious cause the topping isn't all tt sweet... The fries was nice though... ^_^

As I was eating my dessert, I was thinking abt how starting eating such ice-cream... The person who introduced me to the ice-cream... I was thinking abt [YS] and the time went we went to [Swensen's] after watching [Twin's Effect II] @ [JP]... You should be amazed by my memory... Still capable of remembering the details even though it has been 2 yrs...

I remembered tt she played a prank on my and I dumbly fell for it... Dumb me... Blame me for being naive... She told me tt if you add chilli and tomato sauce together, it's actually an exothermic reaction, i.e heat will be evolved... Not believing, she added the 2 sauce together and I placed my hand over the mixture... PIAK!!! The next thing I know, my hand's smeared with the mixture... @ least she had a nice time playing the trick on me... And I didn't feel mad...

I had an enjoyable time... And it was fun while it lasted, before she told me some rather unplesant news... Tt she and him are attached... Nice huh... It's like some atomic bomb just came smashing straight into my being... Btw, I'm still recovering from the radiation tt's being emmited from the blast...

Tt aside, 8 days have passed since [YH] left for her hols in [China]... And this is weird... Normally, it doesn't really matter where she is cause we won't be meeting up... She's in poly and I'm in JC... We hardly have the time to chat... Yet when she's on her hols, I've this emptyness feeling once in a while... Probably cause I've no one to chat with on the phone, no one to SMS to when I'm bored, no tags from her on my tag board... The feeling's just different... I think tt's the result of having too much time on your hand and not wanting to study...

*Sigh* I shall not ponder any more abt any issues or else I'll think more abt the pass... Here's more food-for-thought...

If I'm to advertise my hunt for a BF...
L >> BF tt's caring, protective, sensitive to my feelings, doesn't despise the handicapped, hug-able, good-looking, always have a listening ear, do have a sense of hunour, can start a conversation... If I have more wants, I'll add them... Tt's all for now...

Tt's demanding right??? Now let's see what I have to offer...
S >> Guy tt's 40% feminine, afraid of virtually all kinda insects, likes to be hugged, isn't all tt good looking, a little lame, doesn't like shopping, likes mapling, sucks @ DOTA, partially blind, need security, very emotional... Ya... Tt's abt it... Think I'll find a partner???

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

CMPB Revisited...

A little background info before we proceed...

PES A - Fit for all operational vocations
PES B - Fit for most operational vocations
PES C - Fit for some operational and service vocations
PES D - Temporary unfit and pending further medical review
PES E - Fir for sedentary deployment
PES F - Unfit for any form of service

Yupz... You should have a rough idea what is the issue @ hand here... To those not having a clue to what I'm writing, I'm talking abt the medical grades tt guys are being pasted with once their med check-up's done... Btw, we not talking abt just a grade... Somehow, the boys take big pride on what letter they're being associated with... Figures...

I'm kicking up a big fuss here cause I've nth better to do now and I don't wanna watch TV... If you can't stand me whining, then go search for some other manly blogs... Yes, my other half has offically taken over (for now tt is)... Congrates!!!

Back to the point... I was @ tt wretched CMPB and I overheard a guy (not my type cause he's to sporty and he look anti-gay) bragging to his friend tt he's [PES A]... His friends are PES B, not tt it'll make much difference... Hey, an 'A' is always regarded as top, you know, THE BEST...

Thank goodness I do not know him and neither is he my friend (I'll never associate with those kinda guys... I'll never click with them...) or else I'll be the laughing stock in their gang cause I'm currently being associated with a 'D', not tt I mind or give a damn abt it...

Frankly speaking, when it comes to sports, I'm not stressed up on failing since I'm never good @ any sports and never will be cause I never will want to... Imagine all those sweat!!! Ewww!!! Talking abt major detoxification... I'm not against detox... But when guys do the sweating thing, they douse themselves in so much deodorant, they could've empty the whole can in just a spray... What's worse, the diffusion of those deodorant particales gags me... So hate those guys...

I've lamented enough... I'll stop complaining abt tt day... Wow... It's just a day and I've so much negativity to talk abt... Imagine the disdain I habour on [NS]... Anyway... I feel like I'm suffering from a kinda split-personality disorder... 1 side of me is the one who's only thinking abt playing, studying and dislikeing sports... The other side of me is the side tt's thinking abt guys and disliking sports... I'm trying to strike a balance here but the gay side of me is getting more powerful by the day... The urge to find a bf is getting harder and harder to resist... The thought of asking a guy for his hp no. keeping popping into my mind like some kinda idiotic pop-ad...

Guess I should seek out [Professor X] and get him to do the mind thingy, tossing the gay side of me to the back of my mind and be unlocked only when I'm being consumed by a flood... Or I could control tt side of myself till I'm done with my [NS]... Tt's 3 yrs we're talking abt and I might just go bonkers... ^_^

Monday, June 12, 2006

CMPB...

The accused waited nervously in his seat, fidgeting every other second as beads of sweat started to form on his forehead... Murmurs could be heard from the jury's direction... This is it, thought the accused, they're going to announce their decision... Anytime now...

True enough, a representative of the jury submited the decision to the judge and the judge took a look @ the decision and smiled... The accused was hyperventilating now... He knew he's doomed... The consequence of being framed for murder is the death penalty... The accused shut his eyes and waited for the judge to announce the verdict... It's either guilty or not guilty, thought the accused (fei hua!!!)... Just make it quick gawdamnit!!!

'The jury has yet to come to a decision and the trial will be postpone to the following week,' boomed the voice from above... The accused did a double-take... He hadn't heard wrongly has he??? He's safe, yet not totally safe, for now... There was a hint of a smile as he was lead back to his cell admist the chaos tt the witnesses are creating upon hearing the annoucement, condemning the jury...

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The above scenerio is the emotional roller-coaster tt I've been through today... I was apprehensive when I was on my way towards the [Central Manpower Base] (CMPB)... You can say tt the apprehension was so strong tt I'm on the verge of breaking down in public like some lunatic... Thankfully I didn't or else I wouldn't be typing this anyway... You might be wondering why would I be afraid as it's just a medical screening... Ya... It is JUST a medical screening which I'VE NEVER BEEN TO before... This is my 1st time and since when did 1st time DIDN'T carry the connotation of afraid??? You're afraid when you enter K1, afraid when you go to a new sch and start your 1st day there... Now don't tell me you've never been through tt phase as tt'll be a load of bull... Yes, I'm digressing...

Back to the pt... I'm afraid as yes, it's my 1st time and the root of the fear is the thought of stripping... After all, it is a full-body check-up and the last time I came across tt word, taking off your clothes is a must... So pior to today, I actually tried to talk myself into loving my body... But when I'm abt to accept tt my body isn't tt worst off as compared to any ordinary guy tt you can simply pick off from the street, the Demon Of Fear just have to visit me and insert images of a crowded CMPB, where everyone is snickering @ me... So tt's where my major freaking out came abt... Welcome to my insecure life...

Ya... I finally arrived @ CMPB @ abt 0930 hrs (my appointment's @ 1000 hrs), talk abt being early... And I actually chanced upon [Gen]!!! Surprise!!! So both of us entered building together and I've noticed something... The soldiers there lack hospitality... So maybe it's a place where you research for upgrades on defenses... But knowing tt there'll be visitors, couldn't they show some hospitality??? Like put a smile on your face and don't buzz us off with a wave of your finger for instance... How impolite... Tt's -10 on a scale of 0 to 10 on the hospitality scale...

Uh huh... [Gen] & I finally made our way into CMPB and we just followed instructions on where to go, what to do, stuff like tt... And I tell you... Those ppl there sure have a bad impression of almost everyone, fancy treating everyone of us like convicts... We're still studying or have just completed our studies... We're still the pure and innocent teenagers mind you, even though we're 18... Hey, in my context, 18 = teenager on the road to maturity...

Back to the pt... In CMPB, we have our photos taken first, with us wearing some kinda cadet-like shirt... Guess tt's for our identification when we surrender our IC as we enter NS... Then we register for the med check-up...

Med check-up... Stage 1's to test our hearing, not much of a problem there cause I'm not exactly deaf, though sometimes I appear to be... Stage 2's the eye check-up and this is the 'climax'... I shall devote a paragraph solely for this...

The examiners consist of 3 guys and a gal and only the gal give good vibes... The rest of the guys are cold towards us or doesn't even notice our ([Gen], me and some other guy whom I've never met... Probably from poly, rides a bike and is rather hot...) exsistance...

'Do you have any medical problems tt you would like to report???' The gal asked in a very polite tone... See??? Good vibes... The guys are just slacking anyway... Tsk...

I raised my hands and passed them all the documents tt I have... Guy #1 looked @ it and exclaimed, 'RP!!! Tt's a rare one...'

@ this pt of time, Guy #2 turns around and there's a look of EXCITEMENT (can you believe it?!) on his face... 'Wah!!! Surely must be those wanna escape NS one lor (bull's eye)... But RP!!! Tt's serious... 1st time seeing this case leh...' Then more talking b/w gal, Guy #1 & #2... Can't be bothered to listen anyway... Guy #2 looked @ my documents and turned to me and asked, with EXCITEMENT still plastered on his face, so can you see the outline of your bed w/o the lights???

'No... I can't even see a thing...' (DUH!!! Tt's why it's stated tt I have night blindness right?!)

'Then how can you go to the toilet @ night???'

With irritation, I replied curtly, 'I feel my way to the toilet...' (If you can't see, the next thing is to either on the lights or feel your way through... After all, IT IS MY HOUSE...) Actually, I should've replied tt I used my legs and walk to the toilet (obvious right?!)...

So what's the fuss??? For starters, when you encounter a person with a problem tt you've never even heard of, the reponse should be of CONCERN, NOT EXCITEMENT... They're acting like they've seen their idol or something, and are dying for a signature... Sheesh!!! Idiotic!!! I so feel like slapping their faces... Is not being able to see @ night such a good thing??? Is having my eye problem so interesting?! NO IT IS NOT!!! It's not when you keeping bumping into small kids and knocking them down and they cry, or you bump into ppl as they cut your path, or when you kick a chair tt's in the middle of the classroom, or when you smash your face into a tree trunk @ night, or when you fall into a drain in broad daylight or have someone to be your 3rd pair of eyes (I already have 2 pairs of eyes)... It's not interesting, not fun... Unless you are some sadistic psycho tt think tt being in pain is fun... *shivers*

There, pressure gone and I shall continue the check-up... Stage 3's urine and blood test (officer not friendly as well), Stage 4's dental, Stage 5's X-ray (officer quite friendly) and this is where you have to take off your top... So it's nice having to see some nice bods and not nice when the eyes are on my fair-yet-tainted-by-red-blotches skin... Oh and did I mention tt it's air-conditioned???

Stage 6's the body check-up... We're supposed to strip to our shorts only and do whatever tt tehy tell us to do... I can't get any more insecure than tt... Staring @ all those nice bods + nice face = almost let my gay half take over... I manage to control, thankfully... The last part of Stage 6's the consultation with some doc and he's one tt'll ask you take off everything, be in the buff... He'll ask you to cough and inspects you... Don't know what's it abt... Then he'll fire off a string of questions tt goes something like, have you taken drugs... esctasy... having tattoes... ketamine, being homosexual... ... I only manage to catch those words and the answer tt came outta my mouth is a simple 'no'... Once tt's done, I'm to proceed to Stage 7, where they'll ask you to sit in front (duh) of a com and do answer some qus...

The qus ranges from simple algebra, calculations, number sequences to Physics concept, memory work, analytical skills, imagination to your personal perferences... LOL... Wonder how they'll respond to my personal prefrences answers... Tt section gives 2 choices per qus and it goes something like...

1. I would like to try sky-diving...
2. I would never try to jump out of an airplane with or w/o a parachute...

So for tt qus which option do you think I'll choose??? It's obvious right??? Ya, and the respond's the same for every other of those similar qus...

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Wow... Can you believe it, tt's the whole of my med check-up and tt lasted for a shocking 5 hrs!!! Thank gawd it's over... Wait, no... It's not... I have to return there on 22/06 to have my eyes checked... ARGHH!!!

Friday, June 09, 2006

NS, NS, NS, NS, NS!!!

'Eat faster, if not, how are you going to survive NS???'
'You should eat vegetables, if not, how can you survive NS???'
'I think you do more pumping... So as to prepare yourself for NS...'
'You're even afraid of an ant??? How can you survive NS?!'
'Shawn, you should train now because additional 3 mths is hell...'

The list goes on... Seriously, can't my life be 'NS-free' for a week?! No, scratch tt, make tt a mth... Zzz... I'm so stressed out by all those NS talk... All those nagging and advice tt I should perpare myself... Haven't they figure it out tt I'm turning both my deaf ears to all those incessant nagging??? *Sigh* Is it just me or is the world getting stupid???

Gee... All I want to say is tt can't those ppl shut up for once and stop reminding me of the impending doom tt I'm abt to witness first-hand?! *Exsperated* *Pause* Oh, wait, the world is getting more retarded!!! Let me explain... I'm supposed to head over to [CMPB] for my NS medical checkup... And the ppl there changed the building name w/o reflecting it on the brochures tt they issue out!!! So how on [Mother Nature] can normal civilains locate the place?! Sheesh!!! Is it just me thinking tt NS erase the part of your brain tt's responsible for common sense??? After all, the men are programmed to follow orders, not ponder over it... *More thinking*

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Oh gawd!!! This is my worse nightmare!!! In abt a yr's time, I'm going to be transformed into the type of guys tt I so destest!!! I'm so not going to thinking abt the other traits tt I'll be influenced into having... *Seriously grossed out*

And did I mention tt the HQ sent me a mail reminding me of my check-up on [Monday] yesterday??? I didn't... And did I tell you tt they sent me another SMS to remind me of the same old thing??? I didn't... But I did now and here's my conclusion: Either they think tt I'm a person having short term memory (which fortunately I'm not, unlike someone else) or they have too much time on their hands... No matter which case, I would like to thank them for their concern and reminder but it's so not necessary... Pls don't spoil my day, no matter what time it is!!! It's the hols now, I'm trying to relax and not thinking abt work and NS and here you are slapping me back into reality... Thanks a lot... *scarcasm*

I'm so totally pissed off tt I can throw a bitch-fit...

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Inspired By [FearLess]...

Frankly speaking... Which girl or guy will fall for me??? As in, will be crushing on me??? Ya, some might say tt there'll be tt 'special one'... Yet in my own opinion, I doubt so... With the fats being stored @ the most unwanted place on my body, thunder tights, bowling pin figure, tell me, who would fancy tt??? Whoever say tt the abovementioned is appealing should have their eyes checked @ SNEC... Or be certified blind...

In other words, I'm saying tt if I were to be ranked on the attractive scale, I'll probably be placed on the 'Absolute Zero' position... If tt explaination isn't enough to convince you of me being worty for tt position... Try this... I'm seriously a product tt [Mother Earth] so desperately wants to get rid off... Who will be in the right mind will want to fall for the guy who doesn't reciporate your feelings??? And who can be so hopelessly afraid as to give a person a call?! Sheesh!!! Such a total failure... No wonder I deserve only to hide behind tons of curtains and to expect of the impossible... What an idiot I am...

So be so appalled by what was written... I'm only trying to remind myself tt I should get on with life, concentrate on the impending exams and not let my lack of relationship affact me... Ya, of all the time to let tt insignificant problem affect me the most, it just have to be @ such a time... Wonder what else is [Fate] is planning to throw @ me... Hmmm... Suddenly I realised tt I'm a big contradiction on my own... Have you ever noticed tt despite me being desperate for a relationship, I'm, in fact, not ready for one??? LOL... Welcome to my demented world...

*Takes deep breath*... Guess I'm getting more fascinated by the style of writing by the writer of the series [FearLess]... Before I sign off for this nonsensical post, here's a food for thought... It's believed tt the hairs on the human body is to keep us warm... But of all the places to have an abundance of it, why must it always be @ places where we'll have our clothes on over those areas??? Yes, cringe all you want... But do ponder abt it... I'm signing off now...

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

SNEC...

Headed to [Singapore National Eye Centre] (SNEC) for my eye checkup... It's an annual affair, so no need to be too concern or anything...

I was expecting the usual procedures, where they check my peripheral vision, eye pressure & sight... Yet they didn't do all of tt... Instead, they checked my eye pressure & sight only... Funny huh, doing tt 2 things have to drag for like 2 hrs... Yet when you visit any specs shop, you could get the above mentioned done in like an hour... Well, SNEC's the best in [S'pore] after all and it's crowded in there...

When it's consultation time with the doc, she checked my retina once again and repeated her speech regarding my eye condition us once again like she did the year before and the year before tt... It's the usual, you know, tt my side vision is narrowing and I should eat more fruits, veggies and exercise more so tt I can obtain more antioxidants to slow down the degradation process... Moreover, it's after all still not advisable for me to have high dosage of Vitamin A and whatever they'll prescribe to me cause those will affect my liver *gulp*...

My point??? It's the usual routine... Yet I hate the part when I have to dilate my pupils... I become far-sighted as everything nearer than 30 cm from my eyes instantly becomes a blur and I feel like a flare has exploded right in front of me... The surrounding has it's brightness adjusted to the max, it's freaking bright... Not a good experience... Thank goodness tt only lasts for 2 hrs max...

My eye condition got me thinking... Since the doctor has already given me the death-sentance, tt I'll be downgraded when I'm serving NS (yes, I'm destined to do NS after all), doing those 9 to 5 kinda jobs, I guess I better stop wishing tt my eye sight worsen... Such negativity, you muse... Yet my mindset before this is to try to skip NS @ all cost... Now I figure tt I better make my life as meaningful before all is lost... Better study hard, get into exam mood, stop obsessing abt relationships, etc...

Noticed tt I used 'obsessing' for the relationship probs tt I'm facing (I'm not in a relationship and tt itself is a prob)... This is because I'll never stop worrying abt tt... Face it... Which sane human would not care abt relationships @ any pt in life??? So as I was saying, I should stop obsessing and move on... It's ironic but this thought actually flashed through my mind... Tt the reason I don't wanna go blind so fast is because I wanna see him... Okay, [YH], you can seriously slap me... [Cass] and [SH] too... I think you can use a sledgehammer and hit me to oblivation...

Now this brings me to yet another pt... Tt I'm currently unable to move on because I still have hope... Now is hope a good or bad thing??? Some may insist tt it's good because when there's hope, there'll be miracles... Like when disaster stikes, you'll hope tt you and all your love ones are safe and sound... Now this kinda hope is overtly good... Yet when you hope for things tt will never be yours in your entire life, hope morphs into some hideous monster tt's out to devour you... It becomes twisted and foul, an entity tt you will wish to stangle and kill and escape from it's grasp as soon as possible... Now you do know why it comes from [Pandora's Box]...

P.S: I'm not so great to actually potray hope like this... I actually got my inspiration from the book [Fearless]... It's a good book, with a little humour, good phrases and an unique way of writing... ^_^

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Pot Luck!!!

It's not an every day thingy tt such events can be organised... Everyone must be free, we must be prepared to bring food and who's bring what... All these were settled within a wk and it's decided tt we'll be having the pot luck @ [Dar]'s... This is our [June] outing activity as well as to celebrate XP's b-day!!! Haha... She's finally 17... Yay!!!

Anyway, here're the much anticipated pics tt you've been looking forward to... I'll put the pics first before crapping more... LOL...

These are the before and after decorating the cake... Don't think tt just because it's plain-looking, it won't be nice... Looks can be deciving... Tt cake's fantastic!!! I've never tasted such decilious homemade cheesecakes before!!! Way to go [YQ]!!!

The pot luck started with the cake followed by the food... The food's too much though as almost everyone bought 1 dish... There's curry, green bean soup, bee hoon, agar agar, salad, the cake, chips, drinks and tons of baby chicken wings... I think tt's enough for like 30 ppl or so... We even bought a can of [Tiger Beer] and used tt to play 'zong ji mi mah'... Haha, opps!!! Uh, this's just b/w me and whoever's reading this... Don't disclose it!!! Oh and [YH], pardon me if my han yu's wrong okay...!!! Furthermore, look @ us eating like there's no tml!!!

Individual pics of almost everyone... Now where's [Darrell] & [Yuling]???

There they are!!! It's so hard to take a photo of them!!! They keep evading my camera... Haha, but don't you know tt I'm go @ taking photos on the sly??? LOL...

Well, tt's abt it... My verdict??? This gathering isn't tt exciting as compared to the rest... A little lack of excitement... Probably due to our limitations... We can't play the planned H2O bombs due to the security guards...

He didn't turn up as expected... But could he @ least have the decency to reply to my SMSes?! @ least give me an indication of your decision since I'm the one asking him... And no I'm not angry @ him... Okay, maybe so I am... But the anger will not last over 24 hrs... He just has this effect on me...

Lastly, I wanna thanks [XP] for the wonderful [Angel] poster as well as those [X-Men 3] 4R cards!!! I'm so gonna scan them and use them as my display pic on [MSN]!!!