Man... The past couple of days have been a rough emotional ride... It seems like I've ran out of jealousy juice and I'm just back to envying those who're currently dating...
Though there's a scar from all those emotional trauma which I've inflicted on myself, I've pasted tons of plasters over it as well as sew it up so tight tt there's not a chance of it bursting... LOL... The pressure is building like a dam tt's cracking up, but what the heck... As long as I'm living in my delusions and surviving, it's all tt matters isn't it???
(You need serious help... Like immediately!!!)
I shall just wait for my blind cupid to finally hit the desired target... Haha...
The following will no doubt make [XP] flip...
(I sense a change of emotions... Are you suffering from some bipolar disorder or something???)
I ran 5 km today!!! It's a good achievement considering my vocation and tt my main exercise regime consist only of finger exercise on a daily basis... I guess come 2009, [XP] and I must come up with some a plan to do some running on a weekly basis... After all, there's no PE lessons nor [NAPFA] in [NUS]... LOL... This shall be one of my resolutions for next year...
Come to think of it, perhaps I can schedule my runs on whenever [SH] has his lectures... Now this is a good plan... *Snaps fingers*
I met [SH] 2 days ago and his words have left me self-reflecting on my life once again... With the com being my only source of entertainment -
(It's gaming and reading a novel being your only source of killing the time ...)
- I've no choice but to concede to his point tt I don't have a life... On the other hand, if I were to analyse it deeper, I do have a life... It's just tt I prefer to spend it in solitude... I don't mind watching a movie, going window shopping in town alone forbidden... Why should I cancel my plans if no one wants to join me???
(It's also a hassle to co-ordinate the outing if the outing is an impromptu one...)
Hmmm... I should sign off now... I'm hearing voices again... LOL... =P
