NS, NS, NS, NS, NS!!!

'Eat faster, if not, how are you going to survive NS???'
'You should eat vegetables, if not, how can you survive NS???'
'I think you do more pumping... So as to prepare yourself for NS...'
'You're even afraid of an ant??? How can you survive NS?!'
'Shawn, you should train now because additional 3 mths is hell...'

The list goes on... Seriously, can't my life be 'NS-free' for a week?! No, scratch tt, make tt a mth... Zzz... I'm so stressed out by all those NS talk... All those nagging and advice tt I should perpare myself... Haven't they figure it out tt I'm turning both my deaf ears to all those incessant nagging??? *Sigh* Is it just me or is the world getting stupid???

Gee... All I want to say is tt can't those ppl shut up for once and stop reminding me of the impending doom tt I'm abt to witness first-hand?! *Exsperated* *Pause* Oh, wait, the world is getting more retarded!!! Let me explain... I'm supposed to head over to [CMPB] for my NS medical checkup... And the ppl there changed the building name w/o reflecting it on the brochures tt they issue out!!! So how on [Mother Nature] can normal civilains locate the place?! Sheesh!!! Is it just me thinking tt NS erase the part of your brain tt's responsible for common sense??? After all, the men are programmed to follow orders, not ponder over it... *More thinking*

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Oh gawd!!! This is my worse nightmare!!! In abt a yr's time, I'm going to be transformed into the type of guys tt I so destest!!! I'm so not going to thinking abt the other traits tt I'll be influenced into having... *Seriously grossed out*

And did I mention tt the HQ sent me a mail reminding me of my check-up on [Monday] yesterday??? I didn't... And did I tell you tt they sent me another SMS to remind me of the same old thing??? I didn't... But I did now and here's my conclusion: Either they think tt I'm a person having short term memory (which fortunately I'm not, unlike someone else) or they have too much time on their hands... No matter which case, I would like to thank them for their concern and reminder but it's so not necessary... Pls don't spoil my day, no matter what time it is!!! It's the hols now, I'm trying to relax and not thinking abt work and NS and here you are slapping me back into reality... Thanks a lot... *scarcasm*

I'm so totally pissed off tt I can throw a bitch-fit...

Inspired By [FearLess]...

Frankly speaking... Which girl or guy will fall for me??? As in, will be crushing on me??? Ya, some might say tt there'll be tt 'special one'... Yet in my own opinion, I doubt so... With the fats being stored @ the most unwanted place on my body, thunder tights, bowling pin figure, tell me, who would fancy tt??? Whoever say tt the abovementioned is appealing should have their eyes checked @ SNEC... Or be certified blind...

In other words, I'm saying tt if I were to be ranked on the attractive scale, I'll probably be placed on the 'Absolute Zero' position... If tt explaination isn't enough to convince you of me being worty for tt position... Try this... I'm seriously a product tt [Mother Earth] so desperately wants to get rid off... Who will be in the right mind will want to fall for the guy who doesn't reciporate your feelings??? And who can be so hopelessly afraid as to give a person a call?! Sheesh!!! Such a total failure... No wonder I deserve only to hide behind tons of curtains and to expect of the impossible... What an idiot I am...

So be so appalled by what was written... I'm only trying to remind myself tt I should get on with life, concentrate on the impending exams and not let my lack of relationship affact me... Ya, of all the time to let tt insignificant problem affect me the most, it just have to be @ such a time... Wonder what else is [Fate] is planning to throw @ me... Hmmm... Suddenly I realised tt I'm a big contradiction on my own... Have you ever noticed tt despite me being desperate for a relationship, I'm, in fact, not ready for one??? LOL... Welcome to my demented world...

*Takes deep breath*... Guess I'm getting more fascinated by the style of writing by the writer of the series [FearLess]... Before I sign off for this nonsensical post, here's a food for thought... It's believed tt the hairs on the human body is to keep us warm... But of all the places to have an abundance of it, why must it always be @ places where we'll have our clothes on over those areas??? Yes, cringe all you want... But do ponder abt it... I'm signing off now...

SNEC...

Headed to [Singapore National Eye Centre] (SNEC) for my eye checkup... It's an annual affair, so no need to be too concern or anything...

I was expecting the usual procedures, where they check my peripheral vision, eye pressure & sight... Yet they didn't do all of tt... Instead, they checked my eye pressure & sight only... Funny huh, doing tt 2 things have to drag for like 2 hrs... Yet when you visit any specs shop, you could get the above mentioned done in like an hour... Well, SNEC's the best in [S'pore] after all and it's crowded in there...

When it's consultation time with the doc, she checked my retina once again and repeated her speech regarding my eye condition us once again like she did the year before and the year before tt... It's the usual, you know, tt my side vision is narrowing and I should eat more fruits, veggies and exercise more so tt I can obtain more antioxidants to slow down the degradation process... Moreover, it's after all still not advisable for me to have high dosage of Vitamin A and whatever they'll prescribe to me cause those will affect my liver *gulp*...

My point??? It's the usual routine... Yet I hate the part when I have to dilate my pupils... I become far-sighted as everything nearer than 30 cm from my eyes instantly becomes a blur and I feel like a flare has exploded right in front of me... The surrounding has it's brightness adjusted to the max, it's freaking bright... Not a good experience... Thank goodness tt only lasts for 2 hrs max...

My eye condition got me thinking... Since the doctor has already given me the death-sentance, tt I'll be downgraded when I'm serving NS (yes, I'm destined to do NS after all), doing those 9 to 5 kinda jobs, I guess I better stop wishing tt my eye sight worsen... Such negativity, you muse... Yet my mindset before this is to try to skip NS @ all cost... Now I figure tt I better make my life as meaningful before all is lost... Better study hard, get into exam mood, stop obsessing abt relationships, etc...

Noticed tt I used 'obsessing' for the relationship probs tt I'm facing (I'm not in a relationship and tt itself is a prob)... This is because I'll never stop worrying abt tt... Face it... Which sane human would not care abt relationships @ any pt in life??? So as I was saying, I should stop obsessing and move on... It's ironic but this thought actually flashed through my mind... Tt the reason I don't wanna go blind so fast is because I wanna see him... Okay, [YH], you can seriously slap me... [Cass] and [SH] too... I think you can use a sledgehammer and hit me to oblivation...

Now this brings me to yet another pt... Tt I'm currently unable to move on because I still have hope... Now is hope a good or bad thing??? Some may insist tt it's good because when there's hope, there'll be miracles... Like when disaster stikes, you'll hope tt you and all your love ones are safe and sound... Now this kinda hope is overtly good... Yet when you hope for things tt will never be yours in your entire life, hope morphs into some hideous monster tt's out to devour you... It becomes twisted and foul, an entity tt you will wish to stangle and kill and escape from it's grasp as soon as possible... Now you do know why it comes from [Pandora's Box]...

P.S: I'm not so great to actually potray hope like this... I actually got my inspiration from the book [Fearless]... It's a good book, with a little humour, good phrases and an unique way of writing... ^_^

Pot Luck!!!

It's not an every day thingy tt such events can be organised... Everyone must be free, we must be prepared to bring food and who's bring what... All these were settled within a wk and it's decided tt we'll be having the pot luck @ [Dar]'s... This is our [June] outing activity as well as to celebrate XP's b-day!!! Haha... She's finally 17... Yay!!!

Anyway, here're the much anticipated pics tt you've been looking forward to... I'll put the pics first before crapping more... LOL...

These are the before and after decorating the cake... Don't think tt just because it's plain-looking, it won't be nice... Looks can be deciving... Tt cake's fantastic!!! I've never tasted such decilious homemade cheesecakes before!!! Way to go [YQ]!!!

The pot luck started with the cake followed by the food... The food's too much though as almost everyone bought 1 dish... There's curry, green bean soup, bee hoon, agar agar, salad, the cake, chips, drinks and tons of baby chicken wings... I think tt's enough for like 30 ppl or so... We even bought a can of [Tiger Beer] and used tt to play 'zong ji mi mah'... Haha, opps!!! Uh, this's just b/w me and whoever's reading this... Don't disclose it!!! Oh and [YH], pardon me if my han yu's wrong okay...!!! Furthermore, look @ us eating like there's no tml!!!

Individual pics of almost everyone... Now where's [Darrell] & [Yuling]???

There they are!!! It's so hard to take a photo of them!!! They keep evading my camera... Haha, but don't you know tt I'm go @ taking photos on the sly??? LOL...

Well, tt's abt it... My verdict??? This gathering isn't tt exciting as compared to the rest... A little lack of excitement... Probably due to our limitations... We can't play the planned H2O bombs due to the security guards...

He didn't turn up as expected... But could he @ least have the decency to reply to my SMSes?! @ least give me an indication of your decision since I'm the one asking him... And no I'm not angry @ him... Okay, maybe so I am... But the anger will not last over 24 hrs... He just has this effect on me...

Lastly, I wanna thanks [XP] for the wonderful [Angel] poster as well as those [X-Men 3] 4R cards!!! I'm so gonna scan them and use them as my display pic on [MSN]!!!

The Hols' Finally Here!!!

It's not tt the workload's lesser now tt the hols are finally here... In fact, the workload just seems to have doubled... Reckon the education system's thinking is this: Since it's the hols, the students will have more time to do their revision, catch up on what they're lagging behind... Sheesh!!! Have they ever been kids before?!

So to hell with the sch stuff... It's the hols and I'll just blog abt the fun stuff... Let's start with [Sun], [28/05]... I met up with [SM] and we headed to [SunTec] via bus 700... Guess he's really right after all... It is faster... I think the journey's only abt 45 mins or so??? Once there, we took the lift to the 3rd floor, where the cinema is... While we were walking there, [SM] was complaining abt how high the 3rd floor is and it's not literally the 3rd floor, more like the 6th floor or something, considering tt the celling's all so high... Once we bought the ticket already, we ventured to find lunch and we settled down on [Pastamania], my recommendation... The pasta's not very nice... Not tt it's horrible or anything... It's just tt the sauce's a wee bit too sour... Maybe it's only tt branch but I think I'll eat pizza the next time...

Once the lunch's over, we went back to the 3rd floor where the arcade is and we spent some time and money there... [SM] played [Marvel VS Capcom 2] again and he dominated tt game yet another time... I guess he's has reached god-like status in tt game le... Even when another player challenged him, [SM] totally trashed the challenger lor... And I don't think the challenger's a noob... I mean, no one in their right mind will challenge another unless they think tt they're worthy first right??? Make sense much???

Once it's abt time, we headed to watch [X-Men 3]!!! The movie rocks when it comes to the special effects... But in the character development niche, it's poorly done... To cite an example, what happened to [Mystique] afte she confessed to the cops??? Did she get jailed or something for the atrocities tt she had committed??? What abt the [Kitty], [Iceman] and [Rogue]??? How did the triangle relationship end??? What abt [Pyro] after being hit on the head hard with ice??? Questions aside, I would wanna say tt [Jean] rocks!!! [Phoenix]'s relly powerful!!! Tt's 1 awesome power tt I would like to possess and be in control of it... Sheesh!!! I don't wanna end up like some possessed being when the full potential is unleashed... And neither do I wanna go psycho as well...

Once the credits ended and we viewed the short 'coda' tt majority of the ppl missed, we headed to the [World Book Fair]... Our main aim's [Celestial Zone] as usual... But we took a walk and viewed every exhibition anyway... I even tried the popcorns!!! It's really been a very, very long time since I've had them... If tt's not enough, I even went back down to get some [Gelato] ice-cream before going back to the 4th floor to collect the purchases tt we've made... I bought a [Celestial Zone] poster ($10) and [SM] bought tt plus keychains off all the characters in the comic!!! All the versions!!! Serious pics, Q version and even the latest [Celestial Zone 21]!!! A whooping $61 in total!!! Such a true fan of [TCZ]!!!

Fast forward to today, I headed to [Causeway Point] alone to watch [The da Vinci's Code]... You might think tt it's very pathetic... But this is in fact the 2nd time I'm watching a movie by myself... It's no big deal... Face it... When you're engrossed in a movie, I don't think you'll notice who's beside you anyway...

My verdict for the movie??? It's not exactly tt bad like what majority's saying... So they cut short how the cryptex's solved... And there's a lot of talking... But how can you expect them to reply the past??? The only way they can show the past back is to narrate them... We can't be so demanding and expect the impossible... Oh and I find [Silas] mesmerising... W/o the self-mutilation of ocurse... Such nice eyes and such fair skin!!! OMG!!!

Hmmm... I guess tt's abt it le... Unhappy things should be kept here and should be forgotten... Don't wanna talk abt it anyway... ^_^

Hectic Week Before The Hols...

It's horrendous... With our [Phy SPA Skill A] on [Tue] as our first major exams, it marked the start of the terror tt's yet to come...

I'm not saying tt the [SPA]'s tough... After all, all you have to do is to memorise everything on how to design an experient to mesure the efficiency of the bow and arrow... Of course, the qus's on how to measure the efficiency of a catapult so all we have to do is to change accordingly and presto!!! The lv. 8's yours... Not tt hard eh???

Wait till you hear this... Tt our mid-year [GP] papers' like hell... If tt paper's a measurement of how deep hell is like, I would say tt paper is the 99th floor of hell... There's only like 1 qus tt I can attempt for [Paper 1]!!! Not tt I didn't study okay... It's just tt... The way the qus's are being phrase made me think tt those qus are though... In the end, I ended up doing on the topic of [Science And Tech]... And it's not a good one as well, considering tt my conclusion's only 1 sentence and there's only 3 pts, 3 not-good-in-my-opinion points...

As for [Paper 2]??? Don't even talk abt it... I can hardly understand the second passage!!! Morality just isn't my cup of tea and both passages are talking abt different things, not your usual opposite views... Now you know the severity of the situation, don't you??? *Sigh*

Hence, I welcomed the early dismissal as well as this weekend... Have been rotting since yesterday, playing [StarCraft] and [MS] yesterday... *Grins* For today however, I actually went to a LAN shop!!! It's my 2nd time so far, entering there and playing... The last time was aeons ago, when [CounterStrike] has just became the hottest thing in town... This time, I'm playing [DOTA] and I'm not exactly the pro... I think you can rank me on a scale of 10 where 10's god-like, I'm abt a 2, no different from a noob...

I couldn't see my full potential when I'm restricted to random heros... I can't use [Drow Ranger] and see if she's my cup of tea... I'm in control of heros tt I've no idea how to contol!!! However, i won't despair as practice makes perfect!!! I'm sure with more practices, I will improve... LOL...

Oh well, I think tt's abt it... Oh and frankly speaking, I feel tt [Colin And Kero] rocks... They're simply so sweet and both are very cute as well... I like both of them... *Laughs* Now, wonder when I'll be my turn to find my prince charming??? *Frowns*

FFVII AC...

It occurred last year... I finally managed to burn the movie from [Dar]... It's hard work... From borrowing the disc from a friend and realising tt there's no subtitles... To figuring tt the subtitles are separated from the movie itself (-_-"')... To go to [Dar] house and burning the movie... I've certainly spent a lot of effort to get tt movie... Yet the end result??? I watched it once and dumped it in the safety of my drawer... Just the occassional glimpsed of the disc once in a while, nth more...

Tt changed when I saw tt the DVD's actually being released already... Watching the preview outside the shop did bring back those times... The times when I'm so despo to get the disc... Thank goodness I didn't wait for the sales of the movie or else I would've forked out $20+ on a DVD!!! Haha... With 2 CDs, I'm contented already... Even though the quality isn't top-notch, no full screen... It's enough as long as I can understand the movie... It's not a DVD after all, packed full with crystal clear images and sounds...

So as I watched the movie again, I'm able to understand the storyline better... I'm able to pick up what I've missed out on the first watch... Then tt feeling came again... The feeling of being in the past... This time, I'm @ tt timeline when I really wanna play FFVII... It's a pity really... Cause I only managed to play the 1st disc... Until tt disc conked out... Don't know what's the prob... It just froze half-way... Pity... *Sigh*... Wanna play the whole game and know the actual storyline...

A Wk Has Passed...

Changing a skin is like shopping for THE perfect outfit for a special occassion... Thus, it's no wonder tt I can spend up to 2 hrs doing 1 skin change... From selecting the skin to beautifying it and adding the post, it's sheer hardwork... I want perfection, so don't tease me abt spending a long time doing the skin and stuff like tt... Yet I still can't achieve perfection... The 'Cannot run Active-X Control' keep pooping up and I have no idea what's the prob... I wish to get rid of tt even though it's not affecting my viewing of my own blog... *Grins*

Exactly 7 days ago, I have my b-day celebration and as promised, here are the pictures... This time, there'll be not much typing least I get accused of having poor language once again... Haven't tt notion of a typo error ever popped into your mind???

Pssst... It's top secret!!!

The main singer in action!!!


We are so seriously enjoying ourselves!!!

What's with being Zen???

Yay!!! Snacks!!!

Don't just hold the mike, sing some songs!!! And he actually did it later after a lot of peer pressure from the gang...

So many songs!!! Sing what???

'This looks wrong...!!!' - Xin

The F4 rocked the room!!!

Awww... What a nice card!!! Heke... Not showing tt to you!!!

The figurines tt they gave me as a present... Aren't they adorable???

K-Box...

Finally!!! I've waited for this day for 1 long year already!!! And this is yet another 1 of those days whereby I can let my hair down and relax, really relax, to the max... Of course, there's a price to be paid for relaxing on a weekend... Which means tt I'll be in greater stress tml and for the next 1 wk... Tt fact dawned onto me not too far back in the past and I've accepted tt relaxation on a weekend now is only instant gratification... The only time I can truly relax after all, is when the 'A's are over...

*Slaps myself* Back on track... Celebrated b-day with family members and for the first time in history, we actually finished the whole cake in 1 day!!! Guess it's because tt's our breakfast and the mango cake's simply too decilious??? *Grins* SMSes rained jammed my phone in the morn as friends sent me well wishes... It's so sweet of them!!! Esp [KL], [Lynn], [Joan], just to name a few... Of course there's tt guy who also SMSed me... Someone tipped him off and he suddenly 'remembered' it's my b-day... Asking to be pardoned??? Like real I will...

It's @ this pt tt the alarm went off and the reminder shouted out loud tt it's [Audrey]'s b-day as well... So I sent her a happy b-day SMS and swell, we met @ the MRT!!! What a small world huh... Tt's not all... As we approached [Bukit Batok], I saw the outline of [XP] and I knew it's her... So I rushed towards her and not before knocking myself on a couple of hand-rails... Oh the woes of being tall (Pls so don't trash me)...

Chatted with [XP] as I entered [Mac] for a light lunch... By the time I'm done, it's [1336 hrs] already and so I rushed to meet the rest of the gang... The were @ the interchange area and we stoned a little before heading to [PartyWorld]... Boy, I tell you, tt [PartyWorld] totally isn't as good as [K-Box]... The atmosphere was already a bummer... The moment we stepped into tt darkly lit place, the smoke's clogging up our trechea already... I can't imagine we singing in tt place... We probably die of passive smoking first before we even could spend 1 hr there...

Even the rates's almost the same as [K-Box]... Compulsory purchase of food!!! $140!!! So we decided tt even with the $20 voucher off, it's not worth it with all those negative externalities... Hence, we walked towards [K-Box] and the contrasts are like jumping out @ you once you step foot into the lounge... No smoke, brightly lit entrance, free snakes... It's confirmed, [K-Box]!!!

For the next few hrs, we are really high, esp [Yuling]... For the 1st time ever she's on cloud nine!!! The devour of snakes isn't a surprise and we sang tons of songs too!!! Even [Darrell] for the 1st outing, sang!!! Heke... Finally gave into our, er, I mean [Yuling]'s peer pressure... Heke...

Got a few gitfs from them as well... The [FFVII] figurines are cute and so are the books from [YH] & [Rec]... Thanks guys!!! They even gave me a card with some funny pics there... Hmmm... Nope, I shall not disclose any info abt tt in this entry... LOL...

Nevertheless, I took quite a no. of photos this time round, for the 1st time too till the cam's memory's full... Reckon it's the 3 videos tt I took... So as a result, I couldn't take any photos when it's time to cut and eat the cake... Such a pity cause the cake's really beautiful and yummy... *Laugh once again*...

[Yuling] and [Darrell] felt first, followed by [Rec]... The heat died down by a little by then and the rest of us finished singing or listening to all our selections of songs before footing the bill and leaving for home...

Overall, out of 10 where 10's the most fun outing, I'll give this a 15!!! It's been a long time since I've met the gang, a complete one tt is... So this is 1 memory tt has to be remembered for life...*Grins*...

Oh well, loko @ the time, gtg... Readers, don't dispair!!! The pics will be out next wk... You have my word for it!!! I'm doing this because I'm planning to change the skin as well and tt's gonna take a hell lot of time... So next wk!!!

Advance B-day...

When [ShunMing] presented the gift to me, I didn't know what to expect... Once I saw the toy, I find it really cute!!! It's round, plum and can even squeak when you press it!!! Never mind tt the gift was for me initially... As long as I liked it, who cares???

So tt's b-day gift from [ShunMing]... Of course, there's more to come... When I'm having my break, [PJ124] decided to present me with a gift of their own... I didn't know what to expect, assuming tt it's gonna be something nice... The chocolates's fine, though I haven't tasted them yet... But I believe tt it's gonna be tasty... Then came the ultimate gift... It's a pink file, secured by a panty!!! OMG!!! I was flabbergasted!!! When I opened the file, there laid a cow, wearing another 2 more panties!!! Seriously, OMG!!! I'm rendered speechless by them... So I didn't know what's their motive whether it was a prank or was it not a prank... Managed to took off all the undergarments and kept them hidden in the file in the [ConCourse]... Hopefully someone didn't take much notice of me... Can you imagine how weird it is??? Thank goodness there's [Cass] and [Rec] there... Imagine how the scene would be like if I had gone to the toilet to make my cow more normal... If another guy walks in, I think my rep's ruined for life... I'm gonna be lablled as some psycho/ pervo...

Of course, there's still the [PartyWorld] outing on [Sat] as another celebration... The whole gang's gonna be there, though some will be a little bit late... It's a good thing, being able to meet up again after being going our separate ways... Catch up with one another, strengthen our bonds... It's cool... And we can be our crazy self now tt there's no outsiders around... He couldn't make it... It's just as expected... Yet what's making me so peeved abt tt issue is tt he actually don't know what's the significance of having tt outing 2 days later!!! He actually asked me what's the significance!!! I should've told him it's to celebrate [Vesak Day]... Sheesh!!! Didn't know tt I'm actually so insinificant in his eyes... I guess in the future, he would even remember my existance as we enter the working world... WTH... I'm so dumb to have fallen for him... *Bash myself with a pico-pico hammer*

Hekes... I'm so eager for [Sat] to come... Finally can get to see them!!! Have to plan what to wear le... Have to concel some of my awful skin now tt I'm being atk by some unknown insect... It's like I'm being dumped in a pit full of mozzies... Don't know if it's mozzies or what, having itchy red spots appearing everywhere... They're not rashes... So I'm puzzled by it... *Sigh*

Interesting conversation... This happened in the [LT] when I showed [LX] [Rikku]'s pic on my phone...
LX: 'OMG, tt's so porn la!!!'
Me: 'Really meh??? It's so not porn lor!!! Haiz, even Lynn said the same thing as you too...'
LX (shouting across to Lynn): 'Lynn!!! Lynn!!! Really pron right???'
Lynn (puzzled look): 'Huh??? Porn??? Me???'
The conversation ended with us bursting out in laughter...

Starship Troopers...

Haha, 2nd entry for the day... Previous entry was rather depressing, and this one is to lock 1 of my many happy memories of the past...

[StarShip Troopers] was on TV today... You know by the look of it, tt it's an old movie... Despite the futuristic setting, the actor's hairstyle and dressing has already indicated tt this isn't movie tt's made with state of the art CGI, despite those cool pyrotechics and [Star Wars] like weapons and ships...

I reckon you ppl might be curious to know what movie I'm talking abt... Well, this movie is abt the future where the human race are staying in different planets and not just [Earth] alone... Then there's this federation, like the army tt's supposed to protect the human race tt's scattered all over the universe... There's peace until bugs invaded the planets... Not those min bugs, those bigger-than -human-size bugs... They come in swarms and wipe out the human race in a few planets and this is when the humans realise tt it's war... And they fight head on with the bugs... Well, the bugs aren't brainless, I tell you... Sure, they have those brainless ones tt look like aliens, wasps, bettles tt can spit fire and a brain bug - the queen of all bugs as it can control the bugs since it's the most intelligent as it's the one who drinks human brain to accquire intelligence...

Tt's the whole gist of the movie... Of course, there's also hunky actors, but tt's not the point... The point's the movie itself... This movie was actually a cartoon on [Kids Central] like 8 yrs ago... I remember this crystal clear as I remember I used to play around with my best buds then, imitating the characters from the cartoon and running all over the field... Which character did I imitate??? Definately not the commander... In the cartoon, it's the videographer... He's the timidest but I still liked him probably due to his psyhic ability to read the bugs' mind...

Oh, it really brings back fond memories... The nonchalant... ...

Below The Weak Exterior Lies A Weaker Soul...

Studying this wk isn't the only thing tt's sapping me off my energy... Even the exercise's draining my energy like some black hole... The bottom line??? I'm absolutely not productive @ all, esp from [Thurs] onwards...

So what's the biggie??? Hmmm... Immediately after our long wk end break's over, the girls in my class decided to take their [NAFA] test, thier 2.4km run... All of them did better than usual and I even paced [Sheryl] @ her 5th & last lap... So it wasn't tt much, I know... But it's still draining a wee bit of my energy and this summation of leakages won't be small...

The worst energy sapping activity occured yesterday when we guys had our [NAFA] test, all 6 stations!!! It started @ [1700 hrs] and ended @ close to [1900 hrs]... I was lamenting abt the late hours and was abt to emit waves of negative vibes... However, the girls from my class decided to cheer and support me on (and the rest of the guys of course)... Now this gave me a little bit of confidence to excel in some of the stations...

Well, I tried my best in those tt I know I can pass, like the run, I clocked like 12mins 37s... I don't think I've ever ran tt fast before... As for the rest of the stations, I'm not sure if I made it in [Shuttle Run]... I got 10.6s... Not sure whether for a 17 yr old, is it a pass or fail... Haha... Who cares??? Now tt it's over, I'll now have 1 last thing on my mind to worry abt...

Funny huh... I used to be unaffected by the poor performance in the sporting arena as I tried to use my intellect to cover tt enlarging weakness of mine... Yet now, I'm stressed out over tt inevitable failure... I guess it's the gilrs... They cheer me on and if I turn a deaf ear on them, I'll portray a mean image... What's worse is tt I don't have the mindset to exercise, or to be active in sports... I know they mean well and would not like me to suffer an additional 3 more mths in NS... But truth be told, what are my chances of skipping tt 3 mths??? Given my current status, fail in [Standing Broad Jump], [Pull Up] and possibly [Shuttly Run] as well, from a 'Nil' to a 'Silver' is quite an impossible feat you know...

Okay, so 1 factor is my reluctance to train... But tt arise because I know my limits... And the opportunity cost incurred is quite high if I allocate more resources to exercise instead of studying... Hecne, I would rather partial specialise in playing games and studying...

I'll put an abrupt stop to tt topic now and hop to the next... I'm more aware of my weakness recently... More aware of how strong other's vocab are, and how good they are in certain subject... Take for example today during [GP]... When we're discussing abt the [GE], I knew nuts to nth abt what they're talking abt... I was like stoning there and trying to catch onto what's the issue... But I just can't grab hold of the ball... The woes of having a deficiency of general knowledge...

It doesn't end there... Just a couple of days ago, I noticed a crack on [ShunMing]'s [Frozen Throne] disc which I'm sure wasn't there mths ago... Now this overtly showed tt I've broke his disc... I feel so bad abt tt cause his property's destroyed while it's in my care... Me!!! Of all ppl, must break his disc!!! Me, a person who looks after his belonging as if t they're my precious ones, just have to break, of all the disc in the whole universe, my best friend's most valued disc... I haven't account for it and I plan to replace the disc with a new one... Money woes just came crashing down onto me even before I can even earn my keep... Imagine how much worse it'll get when I'm finally working!!!

*Long sigh*... Guess I'll stop here... But befroe this entry can end, here's a little food for thought again:
'He who fights and run away will live to fight another day; but he who's in a battle slain will never get to fight again...'

Or Or And???

Some wonder why I take such !@#$% time to bathe... Well, frankly speaking, I'm stoning in the toilet... Don't laugh... The routine washing of oneself can now be done w/o the use of any brain juice... It's like clockwork now... You enter the bathroom and 30 mins later, when you're done, you wonder, 'Huh??? I'm done bathing??? Did I wash my hair??? Ya, I did...'

So to maximise the use of time itself, I decided to do some self-reflection as well... And apart from thinking abt [DoTa], which is the rage now for me despite it being the rage for others long, long time ago, how to master the use of 1 particular hero, I've also been thinking abt life itself... More specifically, abt sch work, NS, etc...

Now this brings me to the point of the day... Some ppl are the 'And' type of ppl, those who can juggle sch work and sports... On the other hand, there's another group of ppl who are the 'Or' type... They can only master 1 aspect... As I was bathing, I concluded tt I'm the 'Or' category... I can only do sch or sports, and I've chosen sch (DUH!!!)... I'm not lamenting the choice, I'm who I am... Of course, there're will be time when you envy ppl like you-know-who who are the 'And' ppl...

Hmmm... Envy... It's a inborn thingy... When there're others who are better off than you, you'll wish you're like tt person, being so successful... I'm not referring to Him, okay... Frankly speaking, who didn't envy anyone in their life?! I envy a lot of ppl, Him, guys with great bods, girls with great bods (don't ask, this is on the whole another issue), ppl who can ace their NAFA test, ppl with good grades... Well, almost everything in the whole universe...

From tt, you ppl can infer tt I'm stressed out by the whole NS idea... Wonder why ppl like doing tt... To get away from studying??? To stop using your brain?! How can tt be classified as 'fun'?! O-k-a-y, a little emotional here... Yes, I'm a little unstable now... The whole NAFA test's in 3 days time and I'm bound to fail... Guess it's because almost the whole class's urging me to work hard to pass and this is adding more stress to the stress tt I've already have... WTH!!!

As I'm doing what I'm doing now - blogging - I'm thinking once again... I'm not acing my studies anyway... I'm doing just the average, good, but not excellent... As for gaming, I'm even worse... Guess there should be another category of ppl... 'Neither', ppl who can do more than 1 thing, but can't ace any... Yeah, the phrase 'A jack of all trade, but a master of none' can't be anymore ture... %#$!#@#$

Warning!!!
Mother Earth's seriously sick... Stop chocking her with poisonous fumes and rape her off her resources!!! Hell hath no fury for a woman's scorn...

Tests, Tests And More Tests...

Last term's the back-to-sch phase... This term's the mug-and-test phase... Tests are falling on me like a thunderstorm, heavy, fierce and so not showing any signs of stopping... It's taxing for my little body, both physically and mentally...

I'm lamenting... I think I have tt rights... I don't mind the knowledge tests... But recently, I think I can even ace any, apart from [Maths] tt is... I don't know why... I always think I've already grasp tt concept, but once the question's out, I've no idea what is required of me... Or how to go abt applying whatever tt I've learnt...

If tt's not enough, the [NAFA]'s coming soon and we like training like mad for it... I think it's the long hours of doing homeword tt has caused me to be physically unfit now, despite my underweight physique... I can't do pull-up, standing-broad jumps, even sit-and-reach!!! What's next dude??? *Sigh* And to think I was almost inspired to train for my [NAFA] next wk... Not here, the keyword's 'almost'... I didn't do it partly because I'm lazy, I can't be bothered, can't bear being sweaty, can't stand showing my most unglam sight in front of everyone else... Hmmm... I think I can't distantly hear [YH]'s 'You can go and die/ You can go and knock yourself against the wall' screams already...

Hmmm... I think tt's what I wanna scream out loud for now... Guess I'll go [DOTA] and de-stress.... Hopefully, I won't be killed by the AI (don't wanna feel more stressed)... ^_^

Latest!!!
Miss Swan's the 'in' thing now!!!

I Don't Wanna Mug Anymore...!!!

Today's totally not productive... I just can't concentrate and the thought 'Play' is just @ the tip of my mind... The effect of finally being able to play [DOTA] again...

Of course, I'm not playing with those creeps only maps... I'm playing with AIs... And after doing tt, I finally realised my stand @ [DOTA]... I'm like so totally @ the bottom... Reckon tt I'm just above those who can get themselves kill like 12 times within 15 mins... I'm like totally lousy lor!!! Lose to AI somemore!!! CMI le, pathetic!!! Come to think of it, I can only play with heros tt can stun or freeze enemies in their tracks... And with ultimate atks tt are strong... Well, now tt narrows down the number of heros tt I can use... Guess I'll spend my time to use them perfectly... ^_^

Tt said, guess this means tt I'm taking a rest from MS for a while... And I really mean 'awhile'... I'm just clarifying things up... Who knows you ppl might assume tt my 'awhile' means 'forever'??? Just taking precauctions... *Smiles*

Oh ya... Today's yet another raining day... But the rain's later then yesterday's... Wonder if the scenerio would change if our outing's today... Hmmm... Would we have more fun??? Definitely... Oh well... Let's just hope tt Heaven won't be such a wet blanket next mth and drown our mood again...

Food for thought:
I feel boycotted... No one's tagging me anymore... Waaa~!!! I know I shouldn't be thinking so negatively and all the more I shouldn't be imagining things... Poly's starting soon and it's like DUH!!! Tt more ppl will be busy... Besides, I'm no [XiaXue]... Now why does this sounds like I'm self-comforting myself???

ECP...

Woo-hoo!!! Finally!!! The long awaited vacation's finally here... I can finally take a break and let my hair down... Gee... I should have longer hair... You know'll why later...

[Rec]'s parents drove us to [ECP] and it's a totally awesome ride... Imagine sitting @ the back of a lorry and getting the wind to blow you... No sweat, just constant wind... So refreshing!!! Then [XP] was thinking if such strong wind can erode your face away... LOL... I'm thinking maybe a facelift might be possible... But who knows??? The unpredictable winds could just lift your face ustil you look like some ET...

Arrived @ [ECP] and the gang took some food before proceeding to the main attraction... I thought of joining them for [Ice Kachang] but after considering tt I won't have time to enjoy, I decided against it... Guess I'll eat one slowly some other time, when time isn't of a concern... ^_^

Rent mountain bikes and we're off!!! It's been some time since I've last rode a bike and this's cool... But we weren't together... @ soem junction, we split into 2 groups... As a result, [YQ], [MJ], [SH], [XP], [Racheal] and I were a group while [Rec], [HY], [YH] and [Cass] were in the other group... We rode till 1 end of the park and we saw some beautiful scenery... [MJ] took quite a lot of photos... Guess she's a natural born photographer... *Grins*

Saw quite a few good looking guys, but none can I classify them under the category of 'hunks'... I mean, seriously, all of them are suppoters of the [UN]... Gee... If you don't have what it takes, then don't flaunt them... As if 1 item off your already hot bod will make you any cooler... Besides, the weather wasn't exactly sweltering, burning hot... There wasn't even an inferno!!! In fact, it's more of a cooling weather... The calm before a storm...

It's true, I tell you... As we rush back in an attemp to find some shelter, it rain... Okay, not so sudden... Drizzles are already a signal but we didn't bother abt it anyway... So when it rain, it's a downpour, with cats, dogs, cows and sheeps... Quickly took refuge @ a shelter and tt's when I saw another good-looking guy... Haha... Fancy have a shuai ge to ogle @ tt time, when it's boring... *grins*

After some time, I don't know how long, we decided to return the bikes as it's nearing the time limit... So we took our umbrella and cycle towards the bike rental store... It's a new experience... The last time, I cycled in the rain... This time, I cycled with 1 hand holding a brolly... It's cool... Haha....

Took a chill pill @ [Mac] and had our uber late lunch, @ 1500++ hrs... [XP] had already left by then... Anyway, we had lunch, took a few pics before boarding 196 to [Clmenti] and heading home after tt...

Overall, this outing could have been a little more interesting if only we had cycled together... And more [Ms. Swan] antics could be pulled... Way to go [YQ], with your almost perfect imitation of [Ms. Swan]!!! ^_^

Tired...

This 1 wk seemed to be dragging and I'm really glad tt [Sat]'s finally here... Happiness seemed to have taken a wk off from visiting me and I'm like suffering from [Weekday Blues]...

Who wouldn't be down after the release of the [Common Test] results??? Who would still be in the mood when the loss of an 'A' Level subject or flunking your subjects are so real??? Who would still be thinking of fun when teacher after teacher are showing you the same overall performance graph and tt your class on the whole's under-performing??? As much as I tried to block out those negative feelings like a firewall blocking spam webbie, the negativity still seeped into me, draining me...

All this while, after my promos, I've always wondered why the senoirs always complain tt life's tough and it's hard, how they scored 'F's in every subject in their Common Test... I was baffled by their poor performance... <39!!! How can 1 score tt low for a paper???

But after the Common Test, I realised tt the same scenario could happen to me as well... It just hasn't happen yet... The close call of almost not getting an average 'C' shocked me... All this while, there're instances whereby I didn't do well for certain tests and I know the reason... Didn't study, didn't finish on time... But this time round, both my Chem and Phy grades are atrocious (to me tt is)... Maybe it's because I didn't experience this before... But this fall has made me lose my confidence and has completely demoralised me...

I feel weary... How I wish tt I could just stone 24/7... Even now I have lose my drive for [MS]... The element of fun just isn't there anymore... And come to think of it, I hardly feel any fun now... With the stress-o-metre reaching 10, my productivity's dipping to a 0...

*Sigh* This entry's seriously depressing... Hoped tt the next entry will be something less mundane... 6 more days till ECP!!!

- Rate Of Productivity = k * (Stress Level)^2...

Most ppl assume tt a little bit of stress is good for the body cause it helps to increase your performance... Yes, tt theory is true... But there's a limit to tt... It's obvious tt the more stress you exert, the more productive you'll be, unless the limit of proportionality isn't exceeded... Now tt's for the majority of the ppl...

For my case however, I noticed tt the less stress I have, the more productive I'll be... Hence, the more stress tt's exerted on me, the worse it is for me... In addition, it is also observed tt a small increase in stress will cause a much greater reduction in my willingness to be useful... Therefore, the hypothesis tt I drew up, tt my negative rate of productivity is inversly proportional to the stress level is true... Therefore, I present to you the [~LeiLa~ Theory]...

Tt's my attempt to humour ppl... If you have absolutely no idea what I'm talking abt, the only conclusion tt can be drawn is tt you didn't study enough [Chem], [Phy] and [Econs]... Hmmm... Obviously I'm gonna get bitten once again... *gulp*

Despite the common test being over, the results tt I obtained aren't worth celebrating... The marks tt I get's seriously pathetic... I freaking failed to perform even for my fav. subjects!!! Fancy getting Ds for both my [Chem] and [Phy]!!! While my grades didn't change for [Econs] and I got an A for my [Maths], these are only consolation grades for the lousy performance... Even [GP]'s a bummer... I totally flunk my language!!! Guess it's time to wake up cause the alarm's blasting, signalling me to wake up and do something abt my vocab and lang... [XP], [YQ] and [Dar], help me!!!

The [NS] registeration's getting on my nerves... I mean, their server's damn slow and while I was filling up whatever tt needs filling, I got DC-ed from them... I'm sure it isn't my internet connection... Moreover, they have to seriously improve on their com generated mail as well... Imagine sending the password and you can't even decipher what it is... Is it a 'B' or a '8'??? An 'O' or a '0'??? 'G' or 'Q'??? Get the point already??? And to top the irritating factor, my dad didn't help one bit... Because it's impt, he has to do things slowly... And with me entering the wrong password, he almost went berserk, saying things like 'Num Lock interfers with the keying of the password', 'F*** la, so slow'... Now tt totally begins to piss me off... I mean, what the heaven!!! Num Lock interfers with me keying in the password??? I'm keying in the wrong password, tt's why... DUH...!!! And what's the idiotic use of using profanities?! As if tt can make the internet spd faster... Seriously, I'm more stressed with him supervising... And tt's making my quality of life (QOL) plummeting to a -ve value, if there's a numerical value for QOL...

On a more relax note, [DOTA]'s now an official CCA in [PJC]...!!! Thanks to [Dar]... Pity I'm not a year younger or else I can join tt CCA and my CCA record wouldn't go 'Library for 5 yrs, from Sec 1 to J1'... Oh, and talking abt [Dar], apart from [DOTA], he's also planning to join [Bowling] and [SC]... Now tt's sucidial, but tt's his choice anyway... Zzz...

One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six...

I can't believe it!!! The much awaited screening of BBM's a complete flop!!! Nono... The outing was a success... We had fun... But the movie wasn't what we had expected... Well, except for the kissing scene which I've viewed it on [youtube.com]... Other than tt... The movie's not tt interesting... Perhaps it's because of all the mumbling of the actors and their strong accent and all those dark scenes and lousy subtitles... It's like making the gang totally bored...

So we switched to [The Excorism Of Emily Rose] and fearing tt it's really a horrible horror movie, I hid myself in [Darrell]'s room most of the time until the ending... When the excorism was performed... Tt scene wasn't freaky... It's just so [Constantine] and maybe if I watched it from the start, I might not be freaked out @ all... But who cares??? No guts = Less exposure to the outside world...

Oh ya... We also watched videos from the webbie and we watch clips from some comedy... [Miss Swan]... It's seriously hilarious... Watching those for the first time... Okay... Maybe it's too much to say tt it's really hilarious... It's funny and you'll smile @ those ppl tt're being driven to insanity... The process of them going ku-ku... =D

Apart from the videos, we also did some illegal stuff tt shouldn't really be made known to the world... I can't believe tt because of tt, I became everyone's [Cai Sheng] @ [BlackJack]...!!! Er... Opps!!! It just slipped outta my fingers... Hehe... Okay... I'm so not original... But really... I'm totally CMI when it comes to the creativity part... Tt part of my brain's totally dead already... *grins*

Oh well... I'll end here for now... And I would like to thank everyone for the wonderful time spent together, the treats of chips and drink and most of all, to [Darrell]... Esp when I totally messed up his house... *smiles* Hmmm... Tt sounds wrong right??? ^_^

Common Tests...

The wretched [Common Tests] are finally over... Obviously, this isn't anything to be joyful abt as after the tests, the results will be out and tt'll not be a good thing... The only paper which I've confidence in is [Maths-C]... The rest are a total flop and I could only keep my fingers crossed for an acceptable grade... Moreover, the feel this time round is also different from tt when we were sitting for out [Promos]... This time round, the papers are harder, the atmosphere feels different and we're more stressful as well...

Stress... The word once not in my dictionary... Now, I'm beginning to feel stress... Imagine having chest aches during almost every test!!! It's so demoralising when you can't concentrate... Perhaps the pain is a symptoms of exam stress or perhaps there's something seriously wrong with my bod (touch wood)...

Recently, there's a new show on [TV] - [Yours Always]... It's abt the love affairs of 3 ppl caught in a love triangle... And it's interesting to watch... It's even more interesting with [Roy Chiu], the suave [Taiwanese] actor... In the show, he plays a cool, quite kinda guy who's being ditched by his GF... So poor thing!!! Hmmm... A little emotionally insane here... So let's change the topic before I totally go ga-ga over him... Again!!!

Oh well, with mroe maps and monsters added into [MS], it's getting more interesting now... So I'm off to play [MS] now... Haha... Until next time!!!

Oh... A little help here... I can't get my bgsound to repeat, despite me adding the 'loop= infinite' command... Can anyone help me??? Please???

Isn't This Great?!

It's ironic if I state tt I'll take you ppl's critical comments into consideration and not do anything abt it... So now I hope tt you readers are satisfied tt I've changed my skin...

Not well versed in HTML codes, I can't get rid of some dotted borders and pls don't laugh @ me... The original was something like this, but as usual, I added some, changed some... So voila!!! It looks wordy, but @ least the fonts' are bigger not eh???

Oh well, blog some other time then... I'm off to fight some stones in [Orbis Tower]... Cya~!!!

Slow & Steady Wins The Race... And A Complete Turn-off After That...

Once again I was the early bird... But there isn't any worms to catch... Not tt I wanna catch 1 anyway... Give me $100 for tt??? Forget it... This is 1 bet I'll withdraw willingly... Unless my guts gauge's full once again...

Not seeing anyone around, I thus headed towards the food court to grab a cup of [Kopi-O]... Actually, I made a mistake cause I like sweet stuff... And tt's bitter... But since it's coffee, I'll just drink it anyway... So note to self, order [Kopi] the next time... Ya...

Saw some short and tall figures moving towards [Fuji] and I immediately ID-ed them to be [Cass], [JY] and [MJ]... Gave [Cass] 2 calls and [JY] a call but none of them picked up the phone (realised tt [JY] didn't bring her phone later on)... Dumb right??? What's their phone for??? @ least [MJ] picked up my call...

Went to [KFC] to stoned for a while while some of them have their breakfast and we crapped abt [MS], [BBM] & [Formula17]... [XP] came and chat with us... But pity she didn't join us in skating...

Within mins, we were in the ring and skating in circles... There's no choice cause the ring's round... [Dar] and [YQ] can skate pretty well and I was able to half-skate and half-walk, trying to maintain my balance and all... [JY] & [MJ]'s pretty good in moving around, though I won't say they're skating... More like walking... The last duo, [YH] and [Cass]'s completely hopeless... They refuses to release their grip from the barrier...!!! It's hilarious when [YQ] & I finally pried ourselves from [Cass]'s grip and left her to stand in the middle of the ring... How she was totally freaking out!!! It's radical, dude!!! And when [YQ] gave her a push towards [Dar], she screamed!!! OMG... I was laughing till I was starting to have stitches...

After countless skating in circles, we began to feel bored and thus, decided to leave [Fuji] for lunch... [Dar], [JY], [YQ] & I headed to [Pizza Hut] while the rest headed towards [KFC] again!!! The lunch cum dinner's a little insightful where I share my exp. on [PW]... Hope it's of some help to them...

The last part of our outing was spent on the arcade @ [Lot 1]... We first tried the racing and poor [Cass] was last... From the beginning, she already had a disadvantage cause she can't use her turbo... So she's like CMI... Then I saw [MJ]... She's like a pro, using only 1 hand to drive and doing tt big turn @ the end effortlessly!!! So cool!!! And she used the turbo @ the appropriate time, and tt allowed her to get tt first... Way to go!!!

I took over [Cass] in the next race and I concentrated on the driving, not on the winning... Now this helped me to secure a 2nd and 3rd place till the last lap... Pretty cool for a person who can't use turbo huh??? The turning pt came when [Dar] tried to overtake me w/o using his turbo... Bad mistake!!! Tt big turn came and I used his car as protection when I do a brake turn, causing him to crash into the wall and overturning!!! Now I'm first!!! The last lap came and I just dashed as fast as my non-turbo car could carry me and I emerged 1st!!! Awesome!!! 6 turbo racers being beaten by a non-turbo racer!!! Hey hey... Now, slow and steady will win the race!!!

The next attraction was [Virtual Cop III] and everyone's going gaga over tt, literally spending tons of cash on tt game... Well, [Dar] and I were gd but [Dar] and [YQ]'s a better team... They're like so compatiable, killing the enemy within secs and was equally accurate... I shall not reveal some ugly scenes here for fear of being assissnated or boycott... But you know who didn't perform tt well la hor... Of course, we need more training so tt we won't be killing any more innocents...

With reluctance, we parted and headed home... Once home, I thought I could enjoy this nice day to the end... Yet when [Mom] came home, she handed me a letter... From [Mindef]!!! *gasp*

I opened it and yeah, it's THE LETTER... The one calling me to go online to do tt troublesome registeration... Such a bummer... Oh well, @ least my startes on 29/03... So let's just forget abt it first la!!! Everything will work out find... ^_^

Fear Factor, Extreme Goumet...

This, my friends, is going to be a rather short entry... Finally, it's 1 of those days where I have those feel to write a short 1... Now this is NOT normal... In fact, you should be eager to read what I've to write and LOL @ it later... Trust me, you'll really LOL...

I planned to study today and what did I do??? Rot!!! Seriously, with [MS] down for patching till 1500 hrs, I tried to study and I did a little... By little, I really mean really, really little, as compared to all the topics tt I've to revise on.. It's all relative now... Anyway, despite the patch, I still managed to go online to read blogs, stoned, played online games here and there, watched my sis surf... Ya know, do everything except studying...

So [MS]'s fianlly done with tt big patch and I tried to DL it... ... And failed miserably... Thanks to all those fanatics out there jamming the traffic... I have no choice but to do it @ night... Thank goodness I managed to secure 1 of the many DL routes... Or else I'll have to wait till tml and [Sis]'s sure to use her wand and blast me into the end of this universe...

*Sigh* With no [MS] for the whole afternoon, and with my chest aching like mad, I've absolutly no mood to read [Phy] or [Chem] or [Econs] for tt matter... So I vaccuum 3/4 of the house and later, went to spend my VIP Coupon for a haircut... Not in [MS]... It's @ [Kimage] where the 'coupon' actually is a $20 discount voucher... Heh heh... @ least the gang can see me in my new haircut, which is not tt messy...

Hair aside, I returned home and how this is where the interesting part came abt... [Mum] actually bet $50 for me to eat 3 big stalks of veggie (Do not tt 'big' in this case is relative once again... Perhaps it's not big to you ppl... But hey, it's big to me... And tt's an understatement)... So I took up the challenged and devoured the 3 stalks... Not with filling my mouth full of rice when I'm eating the veggies... Haha!!! A whopping $50 earned!!! Now... Who wants to be part of this wacky family of mine where you get paid to eat veggies??? o_O

Open House, Inline Skating And So Totally BBM!!!

You have been forwarned... This entry might be quite long, probably ad infinitum... So ya... Read on @ your own risk... *A banshee scream could be heard from the distant*

It's not everyday you can visit some run-off-the-mill open house on a [Sunday] with friends... But it did happen... The [NUS] open house - from 11th to 12th March...

[WQ], [Joan], [Lynn] and I met @ [Clementi] and boarded 96 to the large, old yet busy [NUS]... It's supposed to be busy... But once we entered the campus... It's like so deserted, giving you the feeling tt you've been to the wrong place... @ least there's assurance from ppl around us, moving like some zombies heading towards 1 specific direction, where most of the activities took place... Of course, the other reason there's a migration pattern's pretty obvious... For the goody bags, what else?!

We 4 then went with the crowd to some MPR like room where there's what I presume to be some kinda CCA display centre... We toured around a little, and I'm not sure abt the rest, but I was trying hard to make my mind think with all those loud music blasting @ my poor eardrums and taking all those brochures tt ppl are stuff us with like the paper's free or something... Poor trees from the Amazone forest!!! I feel for you, being made into tiny paper just to be discarded into the trash the next day...

Once the tour of tt confined noisy place's done, we hitched a shuttle bus to [Shear's Hall] and have a look @ hostel life... It turned out tt hostel life could be quite fun... No curfews, independent living, many neighbours and best of all, small dorms!!! Now I need not worry abt cleaning up my own room... A simple 2 hrs per wk should keep my room neat, shiny and super clean...!!! Of course, all this doesn't come cheap... S$1.4K per semester for all your meals, a room with bed, a study table, a wardrobe, and electricity... Now how on those ppl actually cough up those cash in addtion to the very ex. sch. fees??? Work??? Doesn't this means tt their daily schedule's gonna be extremely packed??? *gasp*

Hostel life aside, we decided to continue to the [NUS Business Sch]... But once we arrive there, it seems totally haunted, dilapidated... Guess it's not opening their doors to visitors... Sigh... So much for wanting to learn what courses are availabe...

Anyway, we decided to head over to [The Cheese Prata Shop] then, which is like 20 mins to 1/2 hrs walk from 1 of the many [NUS] exits??? Who cares abt tt when we can have delicious bananna and pinapple prata topped with yummy cheese??? And DUH, it's not your average cheese tt you see ppl use @ [Lot 1]... It's quality cheese tt melts in your mouth... Simply marval-licious!!!

Once we have our late lunch, our final destination's [West Mall] where we partonised the arcade... It's a pity tt the [Para Para] machine's no longer there... But @ least there's still the racing... And I used up my luck there and then cause usually, you need 2 tokens... But somone left 1 token there and all I have to do is add 1 more and I can play!!! Cool right???

My downside came where we play those table hockey or whatever-you-call-tt game is... I was totally trashed by [Joan] and [WQ]... 2 v 1... The situation's made worse when I told them the ultimate way to defend against an atk... It's totally to my diadvantage... And my only consolation was to beat the [Pocket Fighter] game... Heke...

So tt's it for the open house... Feeling bored already??? Awww... The best's always @ the end... So read on...

I had my final inline skating lesson today and it's just revision for me and more practice on turning as it's pointless to be promoted to a new level when this is the final time you see those witty, good-looking instructors...

Revision done, it's urban time... What's tt lingo you say??? It's nth... It just means to skate in the outside world, away from the safe confines of the sch, which FYI, isn't tt safe... Imagine moving down tt [Ramp] and not knowing the correct way to move down a slope??? I end up falling on purpose as a means of breaking... So un-glam right??? Yes!!! Esp when you're in those really short shorts, exposing your fat, fair legs, falling @ a high velocity means getting some scratches, which fortunately for me, I didn't sustain any...

The terror doesn't end there... Outside, the road's uphill and downhill and I end up lagging behind as every time I tried to accelerate, I'll end up losing my balance and falling... The woes of having a high C.G... Tsk... Skate, blam! Fall, skate, Blam! Fall... The cycle repeats itself everywhere I go... Across the road, up some minor slopes, down some pavement... And I almost slam onto a tree!!! So I conclude tt I can only skate for fun, doing slow acceptable speed... Not those snail pace where even walking's faster...

We finally arrived back @ sch where we could finally be dismissed, after all those sweat... Now I'm so looking forward to the ice skating this [Thurs]... @ least I can skate, fall and not bruise myself and not sweat @ all!!! Such a good bargain, why pass up a chance @ tt?!

O-k-a-y... We're almost @ the end... The last part's perhaps a self confession??? Perhaps I'm really not normal... Fancy seeing some gay kissing scenes and not feel weird... Check out tt webby and you'll know...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzLDUhNQ9U8&search=formula%2017

Seriously, after watching tt 4 mins long clip where they kiss so passionately like any ordinary couple, I still don't feel grossed out, weird or anything... Rather the opposite feeling surfaced... Check out the BBM's entry and you'll know what kinda feeling I'm feeling...

Oh well... I guess I better end here or else you ppl are gonna boycott this blog for breaching protocool... Writing too long an entry... *Grins* ^_^

Food-for-thought... Personally, I would appreciate ppl if they give straight answers... Like 'yes' or 'no', not 'perhaps I'll update you some other time'... I mean, what could tt mean??? A yes or a hint of no??? How would I know??? I would rather be brought back to reality asap rather than float so high before the truth hits... Then it'll hurt cause the higher you are when you fall, the more pain you'll feel... So don't give me a 'yes', but it's a 'no' in the long run or vise versa... Just be direct!!! *Not arrowing anyone in particular*

Common Tests...

The last 2 days were no fun @ all... Of course, tt statement's only applicable to those in J2s as it's the start of our much feared common test... And before I dwell into all those boring issues of [GP] and [Maths-C], you have been warned... Some parts are anti-sports... So if you're a sports afficionado, this will generate quite a few hate mails... But seriously, do you think I will care abt tt???

Our [GP] paper was, how should I phrase it??? Hmmm... Let's just say tt even if you've read those notes tt your tutors have given you, it might not even be of much help... You see, for the first paper, the question I chose was, ''Technological progress has alienate man from nature.' Do you agree?' The starting was a little tough... But after I started writing the intro and parts of the body, the content came naturally and keep your fingers cross tt I'll do well... Who knows??? I might just write out of point and it's game over for me...

The second paper was any better... Usually, there'll be 2 passages greeting us... But this time, there's only 1 long passage... And swell, of all the topics to test us on, the sch just have to test me on something tt I didn't read and am uber-weak @ - War, Terrorism, Politics... Murphy's Law, some might call tt phenomenon... So the compre's abt agression and there's some qus. whereby I'm totally cluess on how to answer them... *Sigh* And the consolation??? Ya, there's a small consolation... @ least the vocab section wasn't all tt bombastic and full of chimified words tt make my head hurt just by thinking of them and infering what on earth does it actually means... Even the AQ's very straight-forward... Fingers entwined once again ppl, to pray and hope tt I can pass this one...

Then there's tt [Maths-C] paper yesterday tt lasted for a freaking 3 hrs... Okay, so it isn't tt long... But consider all these plausible scenerio... What if you have to go to the loo to release tt water pressure tt's building up in your bladder??? Or to release some solid undigested materials because you've ate some bad stuff??? Or what if your paper's in some freezer LT??? With tables so low tt you have to hunch down till your back and neck ache and your head feels like dropping off???

I am digressing so let's move back to the point... The paper was simple as the concepts are all in my mind... No need to pray for this A... It's difinately within my grasp... If not, I wouldn't be taking this [Science Stream]...

Tests aside, you ppl might consider a run or some vigorous activities might let os relax by sweating out all those mathematical formulaes... It might work for some but when tt's applied to me, it's not gonna work... The only way for me to forget stuff and really relax is to bring me to the arcade, play [MS] and not forgetting the ultimate de-stressor - hanging out with the gang... Awww, isn't tt just sweet??? *Distantly hear some vomit spilling out @ [Toh Tuck]*

So we have our [Road Run] and before we can run, we have a house meeting where we learn some cheers... So what's wrong with cheering??? Everything!!! A soft-spoken person like me can't shout loud, let alone scream @ the top of my voice for some dumb words... What's more, I'm so not gonna get a sore-throat @ a time like this, during the [March] hols... Tt'll max out my stress-o-meter... So there's cheering and the J1s are do tt with enthusiasm, which is very shocking... The ultimate eye-opener was when 1 of the J1 OGLs came up to us, the J2s and started to demo the actions of the cheers... I was trying so hard not to look @ him and rolled my eyes when I'm looking @ the floor, or @ my friends or anyway except directly @ him... Even [LX] was trying very hard to stifle a giggle... For a person tt's always lauging her head off @ the slightest joke (no offence), it's gotta be the toughest thing to do...

Now this got me thinking... Why on earth does tt J1 OGL even thing tt we wanna cheer??? And don't he have any sense of embarrassment when he demo the cheers to us??? Or perhaps he's so dense tt he's oblivious to our body language??? And the cheers... There's like no meaning in the wordings of the cheers... 1 very good example is as such... What has the inverse of the word 'Owens' - Suemo - have to do with spurring us on??? I mean, a cheer is suppose to spur us on right??? And what's with tt mascot of our [Owens]' house??? Fancy using a mutated housefly as a mascot!!! Sheesh!!!

From this I can conclude tt bad words in cheers + bad housefly = lamest house ever present... Pity tt Owens scientist whom our house borrowed the name from... And if this has ignited fury in you, pls don't read any further... Believe me... If not, just continue on...

The road run finally commerce, not before a whole lot of crapping by the emcees - SL and another 05S02 guy - and some dumb warm-up... Frankly speaking, by standing under the sun for like eternity, aren't we 'warmed-up' and dehydrated enough already??? Can't they just get the run over and done with asap??? Once we actually started running, I ran... But of course, I didn't give my best and ran only 3.2 km and walking the remaining 1.6 km... Now, why would I do tt??? You see, only the first 150 ppl will get pts for the house and it's obvious tt by the time I finish the 3.2 km, the instanteous ranking @ tt pt of time for me, can't possibly be within 150... So even if I run, I won't get any pts... So what's the use of running??? So me and my friend walked till the entrance of the sch where I decided to put on an act by running then...

You should know the feeling, to stop running and then run again... Your body will not wanna function and you'll get exhausted easily... This is made worse when you're beginning to feel a little dehydrated... So by the time I jogged to the area where the guys and gals are separated, I walked, despite it not being the finishing line yet... And here's the infurating part... One J1 [Owens] clan OGL - female - tried to encourage me to run... I can't be bothered with her and I ignored her... Can't help being mean as I'm exhausted and the sun's burning... After walking past her, the mutated housefly greeted my and with it, a guy OGL - his name's Jay Chua or something, thank goodness it's NOT Jay Chou... So what's wrong with him??? Normally, I have nth against encouragment, but he his phrasing's just toally wrong... He's liierally jeering @ me!!! Tt impudent, moronic guy...!!! He actually said, 'Run la!!! Owens one still don't run!!!'

To hell with tt guy... On what grounds does he have to command me to run like tt??? If I don't wanna run, then so be it!!! You might think tt I'm bias and if it's some good looking guy asking me to run, I would... Well, let me clarify this... I won't!!! So what if tt guy's ugly and shorter than me... Or good-looking??? If he mock me, he's totally a complete turn off... Darn him... *Fuming*

This week, it's a fashion faux pas for me... Imagine me wearing a jersey with shorts tt's just too short, exposing those fat, fair, flawless legs... OMG!!! So totally gay right??? Now you know why I like long pants or those knee-length shorts... >_<

Outflow Of Emotions...

There's a limit to everything... Like a bottle tt has a fixed amt of H2O tt it can store, a human shell also has a capacity to how much it can absorb... Once, tt threshold level is exxceed, the human shell burst apart, releasing whatever tt it has kept locked up for eons...

After watching the trailers of [BrokeBack Mountain] in [youtube.com], I finally realised why it's rated [R21]... When I stumble across the kissing scene of the 2 male leads, I guess my naive mind can't fully understand it and there's this sense of weirdness after viewing it... Of course, this feeling soon dissipated... In tt short trailer, you can really see the hesitation on [Jake] as [Ennis] tried to kiss him... Yet the hesitation was totally gone once their lips made contact and firey passion exploded... It's remarkable tt [Jake] didn't get freaked out by his best friend's move... How I wish tt tt could really happen in my life... To be able to find tt special guy...

Aparting from fantasing abt tt for 1 whole week, I still have a [Chem SPA] to handle and seriously, science practical has now taken a whole new meaning... In the past, we have to do the exp. in order to get the answer, evident in our QA and titration exp, where we mix all different sorts of chemicals to see some colourful precipitate which I don't know how to differentiate... now, all we have to do is to memorise - yes, MEMORISE - the answer given to us by the teacher and literally vomit it all out back to the teacher... Now why is tt happening??? This is because we're being tested on Skills C - calculations - and D - evaluation... For evaluation, we simply have to find out what's wrong with the exp, it's impacts and how we can improve the exp... And pior to the actual SPA, the sch will obviously get us to do similar exp and tell us the evaluations, which for the record, is totally congruent to what we'll write in the actual SPA... Thus, it's almost impossible to fail such SPA and it's a must to score in order to gain leverage in the 'A's...

Amazing infomation aside, it's time for a little bit of solem news... I recently got back my [Chinese] results... No, I didn't fail... I pass... I managed to obtain a C5, which isn't tt good seriously... But considering tt my target's a pass... I'm more than satisfied... And don't bother proposing the idea of re-takign the exams... I'll ought to be thrown into the lonney bin if I were to really do tt... @ tt same time, the 'A' level results are out and the really senior [Pioneers] retunred to obtain their precious result slips... Saw most of the guys donning a cap and I don't know how they can do it... To look cool and good-looking while being bald @ the same time... If I were really to lose all my hair, I'll wear and won't even look @ myself in the mirror, let alone step outta my house... Even [SL] commented tt he'll wear a hat if he's to shave his hair...

It's [WQ]'s b-day on [Thurs] and I went to dine with the all-girls group @ [Let's Eat] once again... It's enjoyable and memorable as it's 1 unforgettable day... [WQ]!!! May your wishes come true so tt there's world peace!!!

Then today's our ex-CT's wedding solemisation ceremony in the evening but I didn't turn up for tt event... Despite [Ms. Lee] being our CT for the past 1 yr, I'm not obliged to attend the ceremony right??? What's more, I do not really look forward to attending such events as I find it uninteresting... To me, staying @ home the ideal choice when it comes to going out late @ night... I would rather play [MS]... Kinda unfeeling right??? I think so too... Guess it's the reprecussion of sealing my emotions and locking it up in my already solidifed heart...

And just not so long ago, I was told tt the ice-skating outing tt I anticipated is being brought forward from the [March] hols to tml... I can't really make it tml as I'm plannign to study tml... Tt change of plans has totally ruined 1 hr of my life by being upset and emotional... Guess I can't really hold onto anymore emotions in me and what ever tt is being thrown in my way is immediately reflected back...

Now some may wonder why am I kicking up a big fuss over not attending some outing... As a matter of fact, they're the bulk of what I would classify as 'close friends' - ppl who you'll share almost everything with... And after not meeting up with them for who knows how long, I kinda miss joking with them... Guess I'm afraid of losing contact with them and moving on with my life... I fear the constant change tt's happening all around us...

Taking A Sabbatical...

I guess the weariness's catching up on me... So instead of lamenting tt I don't have time to do my work, let's be optimistic and say tt @ least I've got outta my house and have a view of the world...

I've finally watched [I Not Stupid Too] and the movie's interesting, with a sense of humour, insightful as it dwell on the current issues of [S'pore] - delinquency, gangs, teachers hitting students, parents not paying attention to their kids - and best of all, we get to see [Joshua] and [Shawn]... My oh my have they matured... They're better looking than before, esp [Joshua]... You have no idea what good bod he has... It's literally an eye-opener for me... Haha... Oh great, I'm getting a little out of control here, so let's just say tt the guys are shuai and end here... If not, my nose's gonna bleed and it's so not the time to bleed to death...

Then there's the [kNOw DRUGS] dance competition and [PJ]'s taking part in it... Initially I've invited [YH] to join me, but due to excess [Mapling], she decided to play me out and changed her mind @ the last min, and told me when we're playing [MS] @ close to midnight... Talk abt last min. changes... So I ended up joining the class, which for your info, was enjoyable only to a limited extent as only6 ppl turned up... The remaining ppl are from [O2] and [SC]... O-k-a-y... Where was I??? Ya... The dance competition... It's fantastic!!! You have no idea what dancing talents lie out there... Most of them have coordinated and synchronized dance steps... And there's 1 group tt caught my attention... Their dance was beautiful and tt's not all... They have the youngest dancers - probably Sec 1 or 2 only!!!

8 dances later, it was [PJ]'s turn to perform... I personally came to support because 5 ppl from out class's performing... In my opinion, their dance was good and so was their make-up, so gothic... I didn't stay long for the results to be announced because it's ad nauseam after seeing the dances for 9 times carrying the same old msg 'Say No To Ketamine' (They can't help it cause it's the theme)... What's more, I haven't had my lunch and I'm starving... So we went to [Burger King] and headed to the arcade later on...

In the arcade, I played the [Para Para] again cause I wanna practice and get better and tried the racing... It's amazing... I didn't know [WQ] can drive so well... For 2 races, she's always either in the 1st or 2nd position... Gotta hand it her and buck up my driving skills... Perhaps I would've performed better if I've not been so competitive and just concentrate on staying in the track and not crash...

O-k-a-y... Before I end this and proceed to [MS], I would like to note this down... For who knows how long, I've always fantasied abt [SL]... Er... JK... What I mean is... I've always fantised abt being like [Squall] or some magician, living in a world like tt of [FFVIII], where you study to be a warrior or in the game, a [SeeD]... Then you're working by the time you're 17, able to travel all over the world and battle monsters, fly the [Ragnarok], wield the magificent [LionHeart]... I also often dreamed abt having powers like tt of the [Charmed Ones], able to orb, have telekinetic powers, freeze or blow things up with my hands, summon fire and energy balls, yada-yada... And the list goes on...

Recently though, I'm beginning to dream abt being [Death] itself... You know, those omipotent begins dressed in a cloak and holding a scyther??? Ya... I'm beginning to imagine I'm like those, able to transform into tt when I'm furious, and slashing tt deathly scyther and bring death to those who piss me off... I know all this sounds very imagnitive and tt's why this is my imagination... This ain't gonna happen anytime soon but it would be nice if I could wield this in [MS] or even better, in reality... *Dreams*... ^_^

It's A Long Week!!!

I'm beginning to notice a cycle... I'll be going to sch with a lot of drive on the first day of sch... And this drive will last till [Wed], after my [In-Line Skating] lesson ended... From there on, a turning pt is reached and the following day, the drive's totally replaced by dread... Perhaps it's the thought of [PE]??? I think tt's not the only factor... I guess it's the daily amt of work to do, the daily rush, tests... It's suffocating me... Despite the rate being slow, the suffocation is there... Soon, I'll be totally drained and who knows??? I might just break down... ... Negative huh??? Haha... Ya... So let's move into the optimistic topics now and tt'll brighten my day, er, I mean night... ^_^

[Tue], after [Chem] practical, [KL], [Quin], [Joan], [Lynn], [LX], [Sheryl] and I headed to [Lot 1] for [Pizza Hut]!! Went after the lunch offers and it's seriously enjoyable as we gossiped quite a fair bit (I'm such a gossip-monger huh)... Really hope tt there'll be more of this the next time... Hmmm... Ya... There's 1 already planned... We'll be heading to [NUS]'s open house and when we're done with it, we'll head over to 1 particular prata stall to have a meal, whatever tt meal is... Lunch/ dinner/ tea-break... Why, of all places to go, must we eat from tt stall??? As a matter of fact, both [Quin] & [LX] have commented tt the prata there's of good standard... So I must go there to try all kinda pratas - Cheese, Durian, Ice-cream, etc...

[Thurs]... Tt's the day when I'm totally freaked out... It's after horrbile [PE] and I'm all tired and drained... Not wanting to waste any more precious time, I planned to do a quicky and get to [Popular] to purchase my stationeries... As I arrived @ the [CCK Interchange] with my friends, a guy approached me... Dazed, he flashed and I was instantly on alert... I mean, after seeing tt tracheous $2 donation tickets, who wouldn't??? So I bluntly gave a timid 'no' and tried to inch away from him... I managed to get him outta my peripheral sight when he blocked my path and our flesh made contact... The audacity of him to shove me back!!! I was bewilded by his move and even more shocked @ his darkening features... I gave another polite 'no' and this time, he answered with a not-so-friendly-tone of 'Can you let me finsih what I wanna say first???'

Thanks to my friend, she pulled my sleeve and I managed to get away from tt sticky situation... Question... Of all the ppl to flash to, why must he flash tt stack to me?! Am I so easily picked on??? Do I have tt 'bully me!' sign written all over my face??? I'm so freaking pissed abt tt now tt I think abt it... Quote from [Sheryl] and note to self... Never be kind to such ppl in future, esp if they're guys... I mean, who do they think they are, commanding me to listen to them?! I'm certainly not obliged to do what they asked me to... What's worse is tt they think tt by acting tough, ppl'll get intimidated and donate... Let me announce... When it comes to such stuff, my 'no' is final... Not even [SL] can change my mind... Of course, when it's abt other issues, a little persuaion and I'll give in...

Hmmm... Guess I shall stop here for now... But before I end, here's another interesting scene...
While on the phone with [YH]...
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Me: I don't friend you le...
[YH]: Ya, and after a few mins, you'll say let's be friends again... So primary sch!!!
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What's Happening?!

As I browsed through past entries, I realised tt the 04/02 entry's missing!!! Ack!!! What happened??? A hacker atk??? Or it's just plain blur-ness tt caused me to punch the 'delete' button??? It has to be the latter... I'm positively sure tt I did blog abt tt day... I mean, after watching a totally gay [Nicolas Tse] in [A Chinese Tall Story] and seeing [SL] while I'm on my way to [YH]'s house, I couldn't have forgotten abt tt impt day!!! So I must have done the blogging... Therefore, the only reasonable reason is tt I've accidentally pressed the 'delete' button... *Reality sinks in* Ahhhh!!! One of my precious memories' gone!!! Ack!!!

*Regaining composure* Guess tt can't be rectified... So to be a little optimistic, let's talk abt [Valentine's Day]... It's the first time I'm receiving gifts from ppl!!! Swell... I've received a total of 6 gifts, 1 each from [SC], [WQ], [KL], [Sheryl], [Joan] and [Lynn]... Haha... Of course, I'm not just on the receiving end... I gave them roses and those love-shaped helium balloons... Those from [SC]... @ least I contributed to the [SC] economy and by increasing their income via my investment and through the multiplier effect, the national income will increase by a large extent and my income will increase in due time... Of course, tt'll take some time before tt actually happens...

O-k-a-y... Enough of those application tt I'm doing... Now it's time for some newsflash... [Cass] sent a SMS on [Total Defence Day], telling us tt there's gonna be a water ratioing exercise in my area... 1 might wonder how she got hold of this info, but the following msg tt she sent will definitely bring you flying over the roof... This is because the following msg wrote 'Pardon me, I'm simply too bored'... OMG... I mean, if she's so bored, she could [MS] the whole day instead of sending false msgs to instill mass hysteria... Tt's not all... She even msg me abt the [Budget Talk] tt's takeing place on TV yesterday... Seriously... She's really, really bored... Haha... @ least this time round, the info's real, so can't blame her for tt... Hmmm... Guess from this entry, she's gonna be notrorious for sending false/ unimpt SMSes... Haha... Congrates [Cass], you're famous in a totally bad way now!!! *Fireworks blasting in the background*

Hmmm... Not so long ago, the critically acclaimed movie - [BrokeBack Mountain] - is finally screening in [S'pore]... Since it's given a rating of [R21], I can do nth but to long to watch tt movie... Such a touching love story... How can 1 not watch it??? Of course, I myself also wish I could lay in the embrace of another guy tt's good-looking, capable of giving me security, patient, caring, romantic, have a sense of humour, not tt egotistic... And the list go on... And if you haven't realised it by now, the only person in my eyes tt have all those qualities and parhaps more, is [SL]... And like DUH I know it's impossible, but hey, can't I just long for it even though it's unattainable??? Humans are like tt, always trying to achieve the unachieveable, and I'm no different...

On a more depressing note, our [GP] has been dwelling on the topic of [War] for this few weeks... It's seriously very saddening to view all those deaths tt's the result of the war... Even those real accounts of those war survivours made something in me click and I feel like crying... Imagine!!! A 11 yr old witnessing the death of her parents... And when she's mourning over her parents, the soldiers shot her in the left shoulder... How could the soldiers do such an inhumane act like this??? It's war, but the killing isn't... The use of arms should only be used in self defence and not to harm innocent civiliants...

Then the story goes on... And there was a survivour describing how her 7-mths pregant aunt was gang raped and both her and the unborn child didn't survive... Tt's just simple too guresome for my ears to listen... If only I could shut the narrator out... But I couldn't, and I imagined the scene where the beasts assualted her... Those ppl should not be reincarnated and have their souls banished to the fiery depths of hell to be tormented for eternity...

*Sigh*... Guess I shall end here for now...

Recent quotes...
1. 'If [WQ]'s cute, then what am I??? I shall be cute, cute...' - [SL]
2. 'Death is the 'IN' thing now...' - [XP]

A Little Messed Up...

It's been almost a week since I've updated this blog... Obviously, the draw of playing [MS]'s just too strong to resist... However, not wanting to play too much, I've decided to take a break and blog for a while...

Let's see... Just not too long ago, I had another of those horrible [PE] lessons... Ya know, where the teacher(s) get us to do all kinda worksouts??? Ya... Those... And I know... You ppl are gonna say I'm weak and all... But will you just halt and listen to my side of the story first??? Well, our first warm-up was to run around the hall... Tt wasn't so bad... Even the second one, jumping-jacks, was only a wee-bit tough... If only the teacher(s) had @ 1 go told us to do 70+ counts of 4 jumps, it would've made things easier... But no... They just have to conspire and told us to 10... When tt's over, they caught those moving and told us to start from zero... I mean, no fool's tt dumb to realised tt they're doing tt on purpose... Then the next's push-ups... Those are a complete killer... I can't do much cause my hands are like dripping sweat and I'm like slidding down everytime I'm doing 1 push-up...

Oh, and there's also fault with the teachers... I tell you... Those ppl aren't humans... They're aliens, I tell you... Aliens with so big an ego tt they're able to engulf the whole of [Mother Nature]... Fancy praising themselves hunks!!! Ugh... A complete turn-off...!!! Wonder how their wives are capable of putting up with tt...

Enough with the [PE]... The next maddness's on [NS]... Of all the [Assembly] talks to talk abt, they have to talk abt [NS], with those egotistical [PE] teachers giving the talk... It's propaganda once again, how they glorify [NS] where you can learn all kinda lessons and have all kinda experience... Yada-yada, blah, blah, blah... Let's face it...Those skills tt you pick up... When are you gonna apply it??? Skills such as building a tent... I mean, what're you building a tent for in [S'pore]?! Of all the HDBs and and air-conditioned shopping centres tt are available to you, you have to stay in a tent, void of your toilet, good food, good bed, good air quality and pest-free environment... Sheesh!!! Humans just have to go back to being primitive after being so advanced... What is this??? You might as well just turn your own clock back and stay in a cave... Not tt oughtta take care of your 'new skills'...

Okay... To some extent, tt's a little too extreme... I mean, pro-NS will say tt @ least we'll learn how to defend for our country when there's a war right??? Ya... But what if the war's in a form of bird-flu??? Will guns and missles work??? I mean, we're moving from ppl to ppl combate to somthing more deadly... Can't ppl just put aside their difference so tt there'll be world peace and battle against the ultimate evil - evolution of viruses??? Moreover, the army'll make ppl go bonkers... Just look @ those US soldiers in [Iraq]... They're already so mad tt they're torturing the [Iraqis] and voilating the prisoners' rights and modesty... Worst, the news have recently reported tt the soldiers are now beating up those innocent teenagers!!! Such atrocities!!! Those soldiers should be branded alive and burnt to death...

Hmmm... On a lighter note, justice will be dealt in due time... For now... Let's be more localised... Just hours ago, I've bought myself another pair of shoes!!! O-k-a-y... The current one's abt to spoil due to depreciation and all those running on muddy terrority... So I've finally bought another to my liking... It's black in colour and I think it suits me... Let's face it... I can't be wearing pink or any other bright colour... I feel weird and I'll bet you ppl will also find me weird if I wear a yellow sneakers to wherever I'm going... Hence, I feel tt black's the safest as it goes with anything...

In addition, I also bought myself 2 pre-paid cards!!! Congrates!!! Now I can finally change my hairstyle in [MS]!!! Tt's something to be joyful abt... The much anticipated change has finally been made possible... But then again, every good news comes with the bad news... And the bad news is tt I've over-spent my savings... 4 pre-paid cards, 2 for friends + 14/02 gifts to the gang and my classmates... OMG... A rough estimate in my head has already amounted the cose to above $50... *Sigh*

O-k-a-y... Guess I should end here for today... I should get back to my [MS] now... And before I publish this post... Let me make myself clearer if no one can infer from the 'I've over-spent my savings' complaint... I'm hoping for some returns... Perhaps some pre-paid cards on my b-day, a treat to the [Da Vinci's Code], [X-Men 3] movies, a cool bag like tt of [SL]... *Hint, hint, hint*... Heke... =D