On Leave!!!

After being enlisted, I didn't know I'm entitled to 1 day leave... Surprise, surprise!!! [Cheif Clerk] summoned me down yesterday and told me tt wonderful news and I was also informed tt I have to clear tt leave for the year... No bringing forward of leaves anymore...

Think abt it... By today, if I didn't take the leave, it'll be wasted... So, I was willingly forced to take tt wonderful leave!!! Rejoice!!! An extended weekend till [Tue]!!! I couldn't be happier!!!

In the end, I headed to [K-Box] with some of the gang members and had a ball of a time!!! LOL... Truthfully, I had a ball of a time eating tons of snacks... Heke... =D

Oh well, I guess my entries are going to be shortened from now on... Life's will be monotonous from now on as a clerk and I like it... Admin stuff, the kinda stuff I like... Working in the office... It's superb!!!

Oh ya... I miss this... When the gang saw me bald, I was instantly under the limelight... I was treated as some kinda newly discovered animal and tourists are busy snapping pics of me... Gee... But feeling my head, I feel heavier now... Probably due to the increasing information being stored as well as more hair growing... Heke... ^_^

Off to [youtube.com]... Tata~... =D

Drained...

It's been 2 wks I think since I've last keyed in an entry here... Been busy these few days... Went away from home for a wk (not running away from home, mind you) for my [NS Induction Programe] and now, I'm being posted to another new camp for the rest of my 2 yrs in the army...

No reservist and it's a 8 - 5 job, except for certain days where I've to do some overnight duties... Other than tt, tt's life as a clerk... Of course, it sounds relaxing... Heck, IT IS relaxing... However, after being @ work for 2 days, stoning can be a very tiring task as well... Hopefully, life as a stoner ends today cause the bosses will be back from their leave and tt will only equate to more tasks being assigned to me...

Will do a proper entry some time during the hols, or when I feel like it (rubbish)... Apart from work, helping you ppl out in your work, watching animes, [Taiwanese] dramas, and playing [RO], I've nth else to do, so... You get the pt huh...

Oh well, need my beauty slp before I anticipate a better, more productive tml... ^_^

Deeply Troubled...

In case any of you misread the title, I'm not in a pile of shit... I'm feeling troubled... Yes, T-R-O-U-B-L-E-D... Perhaps it's the 1st time I'm really feeling troubled... Ho-ho... The seemingly joyful [~LeiLa~] has finally encountered some milestone, some of you might say...

For once, I'll cut the crap and answer all of your prayers, by keeping this entry short... Ha~!!! This decision of mine really follows a Poisson distribution... LOL...

Okay, less crap and no beating around the bush... In actual fact, I've been troubled ever since the end of the 'A's... There's tt nightmare of me flunking [GP] and doing badly for [Maths]... But tt's not the main reason... The 'A's over and I'm not really happy abt it... So there's no more exams, tests, etc.... But this also means the transition to adult-hood and for me, giving up civilian life for the next 2 yrs... Now tt's a huge change for me to adapt to...

I hate changes and I just simply can't get over it... There're times when I feel like I'm reverting back to my old self, the reclusive self, a loner... Maybe tt won't be too bad since making friends in the 1st place and networking isn't my forte @ all... I know tt thought is bad, but tt did cross my mind once in a while...

I'm done with what I'm suppose to note down... New entries might not be so often nowadays since I'm now preoccupied with [Ragnarok Online] - a more intellectual 3-D versuion of [MS], - [Ouran], [Hana Kimi] and [Get Backers]... LOL... =D

Deep In Thought...

Short in length but much to think abt… I don’t know why, but my mind seems to be thinking abt unnessary stuff whenever I’m totally free (read: slacking)… Maybe [YH] is right… I’m troubled, aka stress, abt the upcoming army life tt I’ll be going through… *Groans*

Anyway, just a few days back, I was wondering the same old thing tt I’ve always been wondering for quite some time now… Should I even think abt starting a relationship now??? I mean, in the past, I knew better than to be in one cause study comes 1st… However, now tt exams are over, I could consider right, with so much time on my hands and all… Tt’s my heart talking… My brain on the other hand, is telling me tt it’s not the right time as clearly, I’m not the type who would place relationships as 1st priority… To me, gaming is my love… Hence no matter how much I longed to be loved, it’s not really… Correct as I don’t think I’m able to give my fullest attention and not doing tt totally defeats the purpose in being a relationship…

Imagine… My other half calls to ask me out for shopping/ movie watching/ stoning and what’s my reply??? ‘Sry, I can’t make it… I wanna stay @ home to play DOTA/ MS/ RO/ Digimon World 2…’ Can you reckon how horrible it is??? I betcha the relationship wouldn’t even last past a mth…

Oh WTH… Guess this is a very good example of yearning for something tt you don’t have… And once you have it, you realized tt it’s not so great after all… What can I say??? I’m human after all…

Anyway, probably last [Wed] or [Tue], I had a nightmare, one tt feels and sounds totally real to me… In the past, the dreams tt I have are all abt me and some hunks, which I totally know tt are not going to happen, not in a thousand years, or even in my next 10 lifetimes… Unless I’m reincarnated as a female, tt is… Anyway, I dreamt tt I’ve gotten back my exams result and I got a ‘B’ for [Maths]!!! Can you believe it?! A ‘B’!!! And tt’s not the end… I totally flunk my [GP] in tt dream of mine… Scored a G8 for it… Now, anyone seeing tt would know tt it’s not possible cause there’s only E8… But being in a dream, with illogical being the only logic, when I saw the ‘G’, and realized tt it’s after ‘F’, I immediately drew the conclusion tt I’ve flunk tt subject badly… Plus I still remember talking on the phone with [ShunMing], and going like ‘Shit, I fail my [GP], how am I going to face my dad???’ With tt, I got out of my nightmare, not feeling very well, wondering if whatever I’ve experience is indeed reality…

And tt’s not the end of my problems… I’m losing my appetite… Even when I’m hungry, when food is served, I feel full and can’t eat as much like I used to… I have no idea why my appetite can disappear so fast… Post exams stress??? Pre army stress??? Perhaps… Somehow, I feel tt it’s unjust… I want to touch my com more… Play MS like I’ve never played before… Yet I can’t thanks to whatever I’m going through… And to divine intervention as well… Of all the time to not have internet connection, it has to be now… Because of who knows what probs, I can only access the internet for the 1st 15 mins every time I turn on the com… Surprisingly though, I can use MSN to chat and receive pics, even though the transfer time is horrendously slow… Oh well, could be some virus or spyware tt couldn’t be detected… My dad’s contemplating re-formatting the com and I second tt… As long as he does it asap, and not after I enter you-know-where… It’s pointless then… Zzz…

Oh well… Signing off now… Heke… =D

Chalet...

After my usual once-in-2/3-mths skin check-up @ the [National Skin Centre] which I'm beginning to get really sick of, I went for lunch... To be precise, @ [United Square]'s [Food Junction]... I had [Ham & Mushroom Pasta], thinking tt since I've had it before in the past, it should be rather edible and tasteful, @ the very least...

Yet I was horribly wrong... The pasta's tomato sauce was choke full of herbs and the mushroom looks poisonous... Worse... There's no grated cheese on the pasta unless you ask for it personally... Sheesh!!! I'm bitten twice and if I don't learn my lesson now, I simply couldn't be more dense...

Distasteful lunch aside, I met up with [Lynn] and both of us shared cost to have [Ben & Jerry's]... We had the waffle + 3 scoops of ice cream + toppings ice-cream, whatever the name of tt thing is and yupz, it's indeed delicious... If I have the chance, I'll definitely eat it again, even though it's a little bit on the expensive side...

After tt sinful and filling meal, we headed to [Pasir Ris] and *gasp*... I've absolutely no, as in nada, idea on how to get to [Aloha Loyang], let alone know where on earth is the free shuttle service... Tt's a little retarded I know... But I was too busy playing [MS] the day before and I forgot to take note of those details... Hence I called the ever trustworthy [YH] for help and I betcha she's on the brink of an imminent heart failure as she's talking to be... Nevertheless, I managed to get to the chalet... Yes, we walked there, when it's raining... A freaking 20 mins walk!!! Gosh!!!

Once @ the chalet, the 1st thing I did was to operate the [PS2] and play [Worms 4] with [Mr. Ling], [RN] and [Lynn]... The 1st round, everyone ganed up on [Mr. Ling] and beat him to a pulp (not literally) in less than 10 mins... the 2nd round though, they ganged up on me... But because of [Lady Luck], I managed to escape being trashed... However, the game ened prematurely due to arrival of the rest of [deCliques]...

Moving on, I played a game of [Reversi] with [Quin] and it's an interesting game... Just imgine... Me, her opponent, teaching her how to win... Ironic isn't it??? On the surface, tt seemed to be the case... But analyse the situation deeper, both of us are learning abt our short-comings and in tt process, attain knowledge on becoming better players... Wah!!! So chim!!! LOL...

The [BBQ] started then and I still continued to play the [PS2], [Naruto] & [Worms]... LOL... I didn't even bother abt the food and I only ate 1 sotong ball... Surprisingly though, I wasn't even hungry... Guess as long as I have games, nothing else matters...

Tt pt is proven as I watched some play [MJ] till abt 2 am... Surprised by [Joan]'s hidden talents @ [MJ]... [KL], [Ryl], [Lynn], [Reina], [Quin], [ZS] and [J] then decided to head to [DownTown East] for food and I tagged along, hoping to be able to make my presence felt @ the 24-hr arcade...

Alas, by the time we arrived @ [DownTown East], everything's closed!!! Even those so-called 24-hrs shops like [Cheers] and [X-Zone] are closed!!! C-L-O-S-E-D!!! I can't believe it!!! My hopes of playing the arcade are dashed in an instance... *Sob*... So we stoned a little before heading to [Mac] (where else???) for a bite... Isn't tt dumb??? Spend 20 mins walking just to eat [Mac] when you can save tt time by ordering delivery... Dotzzz...

Heke... It's only @ abt this time, 3.30 am tt I felt hungry... Surprised isn't it??? 12 hrs w/o food and I don't feel starved!!! Am I human??? Or do I simply have too much hidden fats under my clothes to burn??? I'm guessing the later...

Anyway, before I digress further, they ate [Mac] breakfast @ 4 am and after tt, we headed back to the chalet... It's creepy... Imagine walking past all those private houses, dilapidated houses tt're for sales in the wee morning of the day when the sun isn't out... What if there's a ghost sighting??? Or a psycho??? Won't our lives be in danger??? Hey... Some psycho go after guys as well okay?! Tt's why they're called p-s-y-c-h-o right???

We managed to arrived @ the chalet safe and sound and some ppl are playing [PS2] while others are doing [MJ]... I chose [MJ] and [Quin], [ZS], [TY] and I played till like abt 8.50 am... From 5 am plus till tt time... LOL... Super pro right??? However, because of [Lady Luck] helping me during my game of [Worms 4], she wasn't with me when I needed her most when we're playing [MJ]... With cash... *Sigh*... As a result, I lost $4.50... Grrr... It's [Murphy Laws] I tell you... When we're not playing with cash, I did win a few rounds here and there... But when we're playing cash, I became everyone's [God Of Fortune]... Grrr...

Oh well... Headed back to home sweet home after tt and I fell crashed the moment I touch my bed (after I shower and brush my teeth obviously)... It's shocking I tell you!!! 5 hrs of sleep and I didn't even hear the vaccuum cleaner when [Sis] did vaccuumed the house... Guess I'm really tired...

Hmmm... Oh ya... Once more thing before I end and watch my beloved [Death Note] anime... It's known tt mint [Mentos] - whatever type, as long as they're mint - can cause explosion when it reacts with coke (try it yourself), as well as kill sperms... So as I was eating my [SpearMint] sweet, there's advice for me not to eat too much... I appreciate their concern... But hey!!! I'm only a kid!!! Losing millions of sperms wouldn't kill... It's not like the sweet's gonna make me infertile... Sperms are constantly being reproduced and they constantly die as well... So what if I'm catalysing their deaths??? I don't need them anyway... Not now, not ever... *Grins*

A Different Sat...

Today feels totally different... I mean, there's no more need to rush to complete your assignments or revise your work... The entire day feels empty... Well, not exactly empty empty... After I've watched [Get Backers] and had my breakfast @ the same time, I went to my room to do some serious cleaning...

You should see the amount of papers (and hence the amt of trees tt died) I've collected over the past 2 yrs... It's like 4 large plastic bags full!!! Ignoring the environmental costs, the disposing of all those worksheets and the thought of not seeing them ever again seriously thrills me... There's no longer the need to bother abt the structures of [Terelyn], [Nylon 6] or [Nylon 66], the distinguishing tests of carbonyl, tri-iodomethane and 2,4-DNPH ever again!!! Wow... Look @ the amt of brain space I've liberated for [MS]... LOL...

So once I'm done with dumping all those waste papers into the store room, I help my sis wrap her textbooks... @ least I'm doing some productive work here... Oh and as I was looking through her [A-Maths] book, the topics totally shocked me!!! She like learning [Partial Fractions], integrating expressions like 1/(ax+b) and the factor formula for trigo... Can you imagine how fast children are nowadays??? They're like 2 yrs in advance... Ya... She's in [Sec 3] and those topics are like [J1] standards... Sigh... Guess as we get more developed, the poor next generations have more to learn @ a younger age... Perhaps you can say tt tt's the price of development - higher standard of living, but lower quality of life???

Taking abt quality of life, mine's not improving despite the hols... And the root of tt huge prob lies within my [Dad]... Fancy him telling me to do more cleaning today, when I've just finsihed clearing my worksheets and I'm just starting my hols... Gee... Can't he just leave whatever tt's in my drawer untouched instead of thinking of clearing them??? I can really imagine how next [Thurs] will be like already... I'll be stucked in my room, with a rag full of chemicals, removing all my items in the drawer and cleaning the drawer... My poor hands will suffer in the long run and if tt's going to turn into reality, I'll seriously throw everything away... I mean, I hardly touch anything in my drawer ever since the last time I cleaned it... So I might as well throw everything and create more space... I see no pt in keeping them for 'just in case I'll use them in the future' scenerios...

Apart from tt, I was discussing with [Mum] on where to buy my [Grad Night] clothes and what time should I set off on the actual [Grad Night] as I planned to have my haircut first before heading for the dinner... Then [Dad] interjected our conversation and he exclaimed this...

'KNS la you, worse than a woman... Must go for a haircut 1st... KNS...'

After hering tt, my conversation with [Mum] ended abruptly and I'm seriously fuming on the inside... For starters, if I'm worse than a woman, I wouldn't only go for a haircut... I mean, [deClique]'s already planning to hire some makeup personale to help them with their makeup and hairdo... So comapred to them, I'm better than woman, not worse off!!!

Second, is it so wrong to look my best on tt day??? It's the last time we'll be seeing everyone and I just wanna look my best... Is there fault in it?! Can't they be more understanding even though they didn't even go through tt phase ever in their lives??? Perhaps to them, [Grad Night] is just a dinner and there's no need to kick up a big fuss... But well, they are simply wrong...

Hmmm... I'll stop here for now... I'll blog next wk, when I return from my class chalet... Until then, tata my friends...

Moving On...

Gosh... It's finally over!!! After slogging for 2 yrs, @ last, the battle's over... The results aren't out yet, so I know I shouldn't be jumping for glee now... There's always the 'what ifs'... But oh heck... If I'm to spend my short (I really meant short) hols groaning and worrying and whining abt how tough the papers are, the careless mistakes I've made, etc... Life's going to be super boring...

So like what I do after every exams, I'll just sit back, and have tons of fun in front of the com... Rot like there's no tml and oh, dispose of all my worksheets and TYS... LOL... If the teachers didn't force us to buy the TYS, I wouldn't even have bothered... Those books are super new and I betcha tt I can even sell the books higher than the cost prices... With all the valuable, neat notes tt're in there, how can the value depreciate???

Enough abt studying and everything... There's so many thngs to do and I can't wait to put them all in action... But before I do tt, lemme list them all down first... Here goes...

1. Watch [Death Note] anime
2. Watch [Tsubasa Chronicles] anime
3. Watch [It Started With A Kiss]
4. Watch [The Covanent] with friends
5. Reunite with my bf!!!
6. Change blogskin

Surprised with no. 5??? LOL... I was totally devastated when we break up... And it's been like 4 - 5 mths already... But look @ me!!! I'm not a least bit affected by it... Instead, I managed to turn all those negative thoughts into my inspiration to study, even though it was a struggle... Who knows??? We managed to patch things up and now, I'm living happily ever after with my beloved!!! We'll surely make it past our 2 yrs, me and my [MS]!!! LOL...

Oh well... Now tt [blogskins.com]'s updating stuff... I guess I've no choice but to do it later... Now I shall rendevous with my beloved... Tata~...

P.S: I beg of you... No spamming of the taggy anymore!!! Just because I'm away studying doesn't mean you can drive me to my grave... Behold my wrath!!!

Exam Blues...

I'm suffering from the usual case of exam blues again... The lost of incentive to study and all... Despite tt, I shall still blog and looking on the brighter side, there's rain for these few days... Hopefully, the rain clouds did pass by [Indonesia] and deposit tons of water droplets 1st before floating here... Begone evil forest fires and bring your minions - those pesky smoke particles - with you and never return (though they're sure to return next year)!!!

Haze aside, last [Fri] [PJC] had it's open house and I don't know much abt it... Don't complain cause for starters, I'm never a fan of such events tt involves tons of ppl... Moreover, I'm so caught up with finding the gang and ogling @ guys tt I'm totally oblivious to the surroundings... LOL... Of course, tt's half the reason... The other reason is tt there's this some kinda voting contest to determine the sch's beau and belle and [Soon Leng] is in it... Being me, I couldn't help but give him a vote as well as to get whoever I know (not many anyway) to vote for him as well... *Grins*... Look like I'm his no. 1 fan... Ha~...

Seriously... The outcome of tt contest is like so bloody predictable for the sch beau (I'm not talking abt the belle cause I can't tell who's prettier)... Him of course!!! Glancing thru the other contestants, [Soon Leng] is like THE most good looking guy of all... Where are the rest of those shuai ges?! Don't tell me [PJC] doesn't have any... Woops... This sch doesn't have many anyway... Whatever the case, tt competition wasn't even fair... Those good looking ones are not there and the only eligible guy has the [SC] to back him up... The foul smell of conspiracy is so strong only nose-less ppl can't detect it...

Oh ya... On [Sat], [JY], [Dar], [YH] and I went to [JP] to watch [Death Note]... I apologise for not inviting [YQ] and [XP]... I totally forgot to SMS you ppl... Guilt aside, the movie's awesome!!! It's a must watch to view it, DVD a must buy and [Death Note 2: The Last Name] is also a must watch @ the end of this year or early next year... LOL... I kinda like both [Light] and [L]... Gee... Looks like I've a thing for guys who are smart, intelligent and a little weird... LOL...

Ha~... I'll end here... Gonna watch [Death Note] anime and [Princess Hours] on [Chn U] later... Sayonara~!!!

Exam Stress Or SImply PMS???

I feel tt throwing all the bad stuff as my 1st few paragraphs for my blog will turn everyone but those closest to me off... Therefore, I've decided to blog abt those delightful issues 1st...

Just 2 days ago, our sch threw a farewell asembly for the J2... This means tt officially, we, the J2s are no longer required to attend sch for the morning ritual of singing the national anthem and pledge taking... However, we still have to, afterall, attend certain lectures and whatever lessons tt our teachers have put up for us in preparation for the 'A's...

Tt doesn't sound too bad as now I've time to study and I plan to head to the sch library and complete my assignments (and revision @ the same time)... It's the 1st time I'm doing this because I'm starting to feel tt the house is getting increasingly difficult to study due to all the TV, com and PS competing to get my attention... Therefore, by depriving myself from all those distraction, I do hope tt I could increase my productivity...

Back to the farewell assembly... The performances by the various teachers and the VP were really interesting and fun to watch... The only bummer was the performance by the [7th SC]... They really can't sing... But @ it's a good try and thanks anyway for the not so wonderful performances... *Weak smile*

Once the sch day ends, it's time for a major phototaking session by all my classmates... I was witness to the whole event and everyone was like so eager to take photos with him, her and everyone... But not me... I guess it's because I give out those 'don't even think abt taking photos with me' vibes... After all, I feel (and it's proven), tt I'm not exactly good-looking nor ugly to even warren any attention to me... Besides, I totally feel tt when I smile or even attempt to act cute, the end result is totally hideous... Guess the only expression I can give is to look normal and don't even bother to smile...

Had lunch with the class in [Pizza Hut] @ [Lot 1]... Despite it being a class lunch, there wasn't any class-y interactions as after 2 yrs of being in our own cliques, I do feel weird conversing with ppl whom I'm not too close with... After all, the topics available with strangers are just tt limited, and I'm a very shy and reserved person when it comes to being around with stangers... Perhaps those who aren't close to me find tt I'm a very distant and cold person... However, to those I consider as friends, I'm more talkative and as for my buds, I only have this to say... It's remarkable of you to bear my incessant chattering on the phone...

1st impression counts but there's a great percentage error to the vaildity of it...

Now let's move on to some solemn issues... Of late, my mood is @ an all time low, just like tt of the weather, @ an all time low due to the persistent haze... Sometimes it's only human nature to immediately shift the blame to others... However, we can't really totally blame the [Indonesians] for burning down the forest... After all, they depend on the land for their survival... Sure, some of you may argue tt they could've adopt other means to clear the lands... But they're living in poverty!!! Do they have the means (knowledge and technology) to actually clear the land using more environmentally friendly means??? It's beyond their reach to do so...

I know I'm digressing... Nonetheless, if we want to blame ppl for the haze, we have only ourselves to blame... If every country actually could really send aid, I mean not only monetary aid, but other forms of aid tt'll help increase the welfare of the poor, perhaps the haze can be prevented... Yet tt is easier said than done...

O-k-ay... Back to my bad mood... I do think tt it's the exam stress and with me being such a passive person, I've no means to de-stress and the effect is a bad mood... I guess everything will improve once the 'A's is over... But my foul mood will remain...

The root of the problem??? I've just received a letter from [MinDef] announcing my date of enlistment to the army... So I've no BMT and I'll only be gone for 5.5 days, what's the prob??? Well, the prob is of majority of the ppl surrounding me, including my parents... And my inability to be in self-denial...

Let's dwell on the self-denial part 1st... After my med check-up, and my wonderful PES E status was bestowed to me a few mths back, I was happily deluding myself tt tt's the end of the army issue... The study stress, friends and [DOTA] actaully helped to shove tt inveitable event (my enlistment) to the back of my mind... I even have to cheek to help organise the gang's chalet even though I knew @ tt pt of time tt my probability of my giving tt a miss is rather high... I even envisioned myself @ the arcade enjoying myself @ the wee hours of the night...

Then came the letter which totally obliterated all hope of me going to the army @ a later date... as I was in self-denial, accepting the truth is a little hard but I've managed to accomplished tt some time ago... Despite tt, my mood hasn't improved...

The main cause of it (I reckon) is the persistent nagging of me to prepare for army life by my parents and some of my friends... Advising me to attempt bathing faster and in cold water are only 2 of the numerous irritating advice tt're thrown to me like it's free...

As If I don't have to worry abt doing well for my 'A's, I have to worry abt tt... Can't they cut me some slack and stop mentioning abt army life?! The 'A's is really stressful enough as I have high hopes for myself and I can't even fanthom myself messing it up...

But does anyone understand??? NO!!! None of them... All they ever care abt was the after 'A's phase, not the before 'A's and during 'A's phases... Insisting tt I should train up and be more man, etc... I'm not tt free to even attempt to factor those events into my schedule...

*Deep breathes*... Can't those closer to me actually see tt I hate (I'm using such strong words on purpose) exercising??? Tt I prefer online gaming and playing my PS to those activities??? After caring for me for so long, can't they realise tt??? Sometimes I can't stand them...

Tt day, when I showed them my prelim result slip, they're only concered if I could get into a uni and they were impressed tt I'm the [ACM]... It's no big deal anyway, but they sounded so impressed... Then they noticed tt the teacher wrote tt I'm a 'quiet and reserved' person... I mean, I've always been like tt... But my dad asked how come I'm reserved!!!

Sheesh!!! I'm just shy when it comes to strangers, can't they tell??? Okay, so I'm a little withdrawn from my parents as well... But tt because they thought tt every cartoon I watch is the same!!! Try explaining why 1+1=2 to a sec 1 student and you'll know how I feel @ tt pt of time... I was watching my recorded [Tubasa Chronicles] yesterday and my dad asked this dumb question...

'I thought you watched this yesterday (Friday) already???'

FYI, on [Friday], the anime I was watching [Inuyasha]... Just because I'm watching cartoon doesn't mean tt they're all similar... Can't they see animes as dramas with different episodes??? You don't see me complaining to them everyday @ 7 pm for watching the same drama...

After all those complaining, it's obivous there's a rift b/w me and my parents... I'm not the kind to take initiatives and passively, I'll prevent the gap from widening...

There!!! I feel much relieved now... Looking ahead, I'll enter [Tekong] with less hatred, tt I can assure myself... As for enlarging my social circle, tt I can't promise... Afterall, life as a loner isn't always tt terrible and having the gang is the best thing tt could ever happen to me...

It's terrible to envision the future when we all go our separate ways... Yet I know it's heart-breaking to tihnk of such events now... When the time comes to move on, tt feeling will no longer be there except when memories are revived...

Can't type anymore... My feeling are in a turmoil now... Arghhh!!!

PSI = 150!!! Record High!!!

Ya, as I'm typing this, the air quality is atrocious... And I do think tt the acrid smell is affecting me negatively... I don't know if it's due to the stress I'm experiecning to do well or simply just the haze tt's irritating me or a combination of both, but I'm easily irritable of late... Maybe it's just a simple case of PMS... LOL...

Anyway, let's start from the beginning of the wk... Tt's where the tell-tale signs of me having my alleged PMS starts... For those tt originates from [KSS], you should know what I'm referring to... You know those kinda taffic lights tt only turn red when you press the button??? The vicinity of [PJC] has a similar traffic light so as to allow children and students to cross the road in the morning in peace... Around [Mon] or [Tue], as I approached tt traffic light, there were 2 teachers and some [TWSS] students waiting for the green man to appear... There's no prob to tt... Except tt none of them did press the button!!! So how on earth is the lights going to change??? I was utterly pissed off by what I witness and if I hadn't saved the day and pushed tt button, I bet everyone's gonna wait dumbly for who-knows-how-long...

Yes, it's no big deal actually... But I'm bewildered by the fact tt the 2 teachers didn't even bother to even press the button!!! They were like happily chatting down there, not giving a damn... Even worse, they teachers are from my sch... Gosh... Then again, I shouldn't be so critical abt them... I believe in karma you know... What goes around comes around... Who knows maybe in the near future, someone's gonna call me 'dumb' as well... Note to self: I should watch what I think...

Tt outta my chest, I think I feel much better... Now I shall delicate this para to [Quin], my 'Milo Bud'... It's uber sweet of her to bring mooncakes for declique on 2 consecutive days, and different types as well... The 1st time she bought the mooncakes, it's those traditional ones with egg yokes and whatever-nuts you call them in the mooncakes... On the next day, she bought those with different flavours... There's durian, yam and something else... I tried the durian and I find tt it's yummy... You rock [Quin], even though you didn't do all the baking yourself... Thanks loads!!! ^_^

Now it's where the sentimental me slowly comes in and the pissed off me disappears... I was watching [Tsubasa Chronicals] yeasterday on [Animax] and it showed tt particular episode where [Shaoran] and company went to one of the world w/o feathers... During tt episode, [Sakura] managed to regain her memory of her birthday, except tt [Shaoran] is not in tt memory... Despite tt, [Shaoran] still wants to help [Sakura] regain back all her memories because as long as [Sakura] is happy, [Shaoran] is contented already... Then [Shaoran] relives tt same memory of [Sakura]'s b-day, with him in the memory... I find tt part especially touching... Tt unconditional love to [Sakura]... It's true love I tell you, and I wonder when I'll get to experience tt...

It's only human nature to long for something tt we don't have... The following kinda proves my pt...

I was having an extremely weird dream a few days back and I still remember it vividly... In the dream, a hunky guy in beach wear - flora shirt and bermudas - was pushing me against the wall and having both hands pressed on both sides of me, cutting my escape route... Then he leaned closer to me and we French kissed... The kiss lasted for only a second or 2... He pulled back his head just as I've gotten over the shock and was wanting more... What's worse is tt I couldn't see the features of my man of my dreams... Such a pity... *groans* :S

Perhaps when I actually got a taste of being in a relationship will I stop all this thoughts... For now, I'm following my heart even though the most rational thing to do is to follow my head, which is currently telling me not to get into a relationship but study for the 'A's!!! LOL... Of course, tt's only part of my dream... The other half is a psychotic one... I actually dreamt tt [Ming]'s the type of psycho tt likes to hit ppl and I'm a sadist tt like to be beaten... OMG... I can't believe I dreamt of tt kinda sicko sutff... Guess I'm a step closer to needing a psychaitrist...

Before I end off, I wanna note down this theory of mine as I find tt it's a very good hypothesis of how Biology works...

I believe tt humans are created such a way tt they're spread out over a range abt a mean... I.e, the creation of human is normally distributed with a certain mean and variance... The mean consist of ppl like you and me, those who are either very clever, but lack the looks - a.k.a geeks, - those who are god-like, but dumb - a.k.a bimbos or himbos - and those who are neither very intelligent or good-looking, those average Joes and Janes ... These ppl can be classified as the normal kinda ppl... Then there's those @ the 2 extreme ends... On the negative ends are the handicapped ppl, those born with disabilities... They're placed there as satistically, the probability of them being born is very low, which is proven... On the positive end then are the anomalies... Ppl born with superb abilities... Either they've special abilities like [Chris Angel], the famous street magician, they're born with both good-looks and intelligence... And this is where I'll classify [SL]... The falls in tt category as satistically speaking, the probability of the likes of him appearing in this world ever again is almost negligible...

Oh well... I've written my fill and before I really end off, the following is a summary of my grades for me [Prelims]... I feel stressed out to maintain my momentum and perform better... *sigh*

English --> C6 (almost failed if not for moderation)
Maths --> A
Phy ---> A
Chem --> B
Econs --> E (almost failed this as well due to essay, my nemesis)

P.S: I saw my J1 eye-candy again!!! It's been a long time since I've last seen him... Saw him @ [KFC] in [Lot 1] ttyeaterday when I'm having my dinner... He's so adorable!!! (I'm going a little crazy here...)

My Mind's Drifting...

It's just 33 more days... I wonder if I can hold on tt long... With the new time-table, our lessons are greatly reduced and the rationale for tt SUPPOSEDLY is to allow us students to do after sch consultation and revision...

I understand tt concept so for the past 3 days, I've dilligently been doing my revision, making summarising the notes so tt it's more comprehensive... I know I can't summarise all the chapters for all of my subjects... But doing some will lessen my load when it's time do review whatever I've learnt...

Despite all tt I"ve mentioned, I'm afraid I'll just give up half-way again... The last time I did my mind-maps, I could last beyond 2 chapters... Hence my apprehension... Though I have my fears tt the past might repeat itself, I'm confident tt I can prevent it... After all, I have to learn from my setbacks... In addition, I managed to do notes for more than 2 chapters already... Hence I believe tt I can peservere...

Tt said, I shall now attempt to resist the temptation to shut down during weekends... Tt's my vulnerability... *Sigh*

Now tt I'm done worrying, now it's time to put my hair down a little... I headed to [JP] just now with my family and I do really see a lot of guys... *Slaps* Obviously!!! How I wish some scenes from those TV dramas might surface, where I really bumped into them, you know, a head-on collision... Tt isn't so impossible considering I'm so muddle-headed and the mall's freaking packed with ppl...

*Groans* I can't believe I'm still thinking abt those issues... Perhaps my attention should really be diverted elsewhere... You know, to studies and gaming... So tt I can stop dreaming... Only in the alternative reality will my dream come true...

Before I end this... He asked me for my blog add yesterday... I gave it to him AGAIN with a tinge of disappointment... No matter what, tt devious hope is always there eating @ my heart... Darn it...

OMG!!! My life's getting boring by the day, evident from the blog entries... I need to spice things up a little in my life!!! But for now, let me just help [XP] in finding her desired MP3s...

P,S: This has been bugging me for a long time now... Should I get a tote for myself??? *Questioning look* Heke... ^_^

BlackMail...

I've been blackmailed... By a person I believed tt's my friend... Can you believe the atrocity of tt?! And you're not going to buy what she's blackmail-ing me with... The previous post...

Of course, I'm not truly shocked or angry @ tt... After all, those are my memories and I'm merely typing them out... What's more, it's all in the past... Repeat after me, P-A-S-T... Yes!!! As in history!!! Now I'm simply going to concentrate on my [MS], [Digimon World 2], [.Hack], [Tsubasa] and my studies... I'll try to install a firewall to block out all those malicious affairs of my heart... I'm determined to @ least complete my [DW2] as tt'll mark my very 1st PS RPG game tt I'll actually complete... LOL...

Evidently, posting tt entry up do in fact carry tons of risks... The situation described is so freaking overt to anyone tt's very close - with 'very' being the operational word here - to me can actually decipher the truth... I just hope tt no friendship is being lost here as after all, it's all history... I still hope tt I'll find my bf in the future... Perhaps like in those TV shows where I bumped into 1 hunk or tt we share some common interest and we're abt to take the same book from some library or tt some hunk took the initiative to ask me out...

OMG... I can just keep dreaming...

Headed for lunch with [YH] today and I was devastated when she told me tt she didn't wanna eat [Pizza Hut]!!! I was sooo looking forward to eating some pizza... Tt disappointment is short-lived... I mean, hello?! If I'm to get disappointed so easily, I wouldn't be alive for long... Imagine the harm of grieving @ such details!!! Gosh... We had [KFC] instead...

Once we're done, I followed her around as she shopped for gifts and borrowed books... Coincidently, both of us wanted to invite [SL] along... But evidently, both of us didn't go ahead with our plan... I can't remember why she didn't, but the reason why I didn't is because I couldn't stand another rejection from him... Come on, after wasting my SMSes and having tt 'No' thrown to me like it's FOC, I've enough sense to infer tt he has better company or things to do than to simply travel all the way to [Lot 1] or [West Mall] for a simple meal and then head back home...

Heke... There isn't really much to it... So I'll end here...

P.S: I know the blackmail thingy is in jest... Like DUH!!!

100 And Counting...

It's been 3 wks and 1 day since I've actually entered this webby and actually blogged... No, I'm not taking a sabbatical or anything... Though I do wish I could take a break from everything... You see, for the 1st wk of my absence, I'm having my hols and I'm supposed to be studying... But did I do tt??? Nooo~, I didn't... Rather, I was busy playing [DOTA] and slacking... I tell ya... Technology and food will be the cause of my death... Probably guys as well...

Then for the next 2 wks, I'm having my prelims and OMG!!! It's freaking tough... The difficulty lv has been raised to who-knows-what-lv... Perhaps I haven't been studying during the hols and I was doing last min revision once again tt I feel tt the papers' tough... The worse was [Phy]... The questions are like a combination of every topic combined... Imagine alamagating (apologies for the spelling error, if there's any) all those topics together and applying them!!! It's hell I tell you... Studying has just become a whole new thing for the children of the future... I reckon this is the end of the un-adaptable [LeiLa]... *Sigh*

@ long last the prelims' over and on the very day my last paper ended, [deClique] decided to head over to [PS] to have dinner... Tt's cool considering the alternative of no celebration after exams, which for the record, is boring... FYI, the paper ended @ 1730 hrs and tt paper - [Econs] - isn't any easier as compared to [Phy], so I'm anticipating the dinner very badly...

[Ryl], [KL] and I rushed to [PS] and joined the rest - [Lynn], [Quin], [Joan] and [LY] - @ [Manhattan Fish Market]... We had tons of laughs while we ate and all of us can't seemed to finish whatever we ordered, despite all of us being very hungry... Well, there's a very good reason for tt: We're all on a diet... LOL... Do you actually buy tt??? *Engimatic smile*

Once we're done with our dinner, we're obviously not ready to head home... Heck, we travelled all the way to [PS] just have a meal and head home??? You must be outta ya mind... The 7 of us then headed to [Cathy Cineplex] for [Ben N Jerry]!!! For eternity, we've been talking abt hanging out and eating tt ice-cream... But due to our busy schedule, we couldn't pull tt off... @ long last, we managed to fullfill tt desire to eat those delicious ice-cream together as a clique... Hooray!!!

By the time we're done, it's already 2200+ hrs and we left tt closing shop after we've taken quite a handful of photos... Hmmm... I'll attempt to get hold of those pics asap and post them up despite my horrendous self being in the pic... Don't you find my smile unnatural and my physique ugly??? Then again, if I don't smile, it'll be like I'm sulking... Gosh!!! It's a catch-22 situation!!! *Grins*

Another issue tt's I'm bugging myself with is my preference for love... Tt day when I'm having dinner with the clique, they suddenly asked my if I ever did liked a female before... I did, considering tt I so like being around her, listening to her and all... Tt's the thing of the past... Yet those memories keep floating to the surface of my mind as though it's like oil on water... Everytime I head to [Causeway] or [JP] or even any [Moss Burger], I'll thinking of the times we spent together, me listening, she talking abt the movies she has watched recently... Well, those are just tt, memories and my wishful thinking...

Another issue tt's been bugging me whenever my mind's not thinking abt games or schwork is the rumours of them being back together... It isn't any of my concern actually and they say 'ignorance is bliss'... I would rather be guessing and not knowing the truth as being kept in the dark is better... After all I can't see in the dark and what I don't know lurking in the darkness can't hurt me... I'm living in self-denial, I know... But tt's just my personality which I've developed ever since tt truth made me lost my cool in the most uncool kinda way...

Oh crap, I'm getting all emotional here... WTH... Maybe it's the envy tt I feel from all those couples... How I wish I could have some guy by my side as well... *Slap myself* I'm thinking too much again...

On a happier note, I'm currently hooked on [AniMax]... The animes are totally fabulous!!! [Tsusaba Chronicles] really rock and so does [.Hack//Lengend Of The Twillight]... Heke... However, I started a little late... How I wish I could watch them from episode 1 till the end... Nevertheless, I shall catch every single episode for now!!! Rock on anime!!!

O-k-a-y, before I end this entry, there's this extremely meaningful note tt I found some time ago on the papers tt's worth remembering...

Nostalgia does serve it's purpose... But when something you treasure has to go, then let it go; don't be a prisoner of your memories... Move on, accept the change and even embrace it... Who's to say new - and better - memories can't be born with the change???

Insightful isn't it??? Oh and before I forget, happy 100th entry to me, myself and [LeiLa]...

Friends...

It's in my nature to think more than I should really do, thinking of issues that are of little importance @ the extent of the lives of thousands of brain cells, amplifying their importance to an idiotic lv... When I could've used those pityful cells for other more pressing tasks @ hand, like concentrating on my studies...

Out of all those senseless issues, the only 1 tt bugged me the most is tt of friendship... Thinking back, I do regret not being more out-going, more friendly... I missed tt only chance of learning how to make friends... You might argue tt I was young then... Yet when I entered secondary sch, I realised tt the world out there is truly an ugly one... There'll be ppl tt'll dislike you, make fun of you, leaving an enotional wound so hugh tt time can't even heal it...

Instead, I was tricked into seeing a counsellor by a friend of mine... I didn't blame him... Rather, I'm grateful for tt... Because of him, I managed to overcome those name-callings, even accepting 1 of the nickname... Hence friends can be a good thing...

Yet up till now, I still don't know how to actually make friends... As the saying goes, 'Once bitten, twice shy'... After being the subject of name-calling from those whom I treated as friends, I'm afraid tt the same fate will befall on me once again... Thus I steered clear of strangers, preferring to hang abt ppl whom I know, who took initiative to befriend me... Those are the ppl whom I really trusts and don't really mind the real me...

Of course, the ppl tt really now me, none of them are guys... You can say tt I'm more comfortable in the company of females, gossiping of the latest news and all, rather than talking abt sports and spewing profanities like it's a pleasant word... To me, profanities in whatever language or dialect it's in is like how most ppl are perceiving [Paris]'s [Stars Are Blind]... Tt's why I dislike the company of guys... Yet I yearned to be in the embrace of 1 as well... Ironic...

Tt aside, it's sad how some ppl are so simple minded tt the actions they do or the words they say can influence my friends, turning them against me or simply causing the friendship to turn sour...These ppl jumped to conclusions upon the images tt they saw, unaware of the whole picture, fabricating stories to such an extent tt my friends are very much affected...

In the past, I'll be affected by it... However, tt's the past moi... The current me is totally immune to those gossips... Instead, I'm very much intrigued to see how long they can actually be thrilled by those gossips tt they created out of their own boredom... These immature ppl are so idiotically childish they they ought to use their imagination for a greater good, like for they [PW] project or for [GP]...

I'm not going to use any profanities even though the thought of these bimbotic [J1] really make me wanna utter tt word... But I'll refrain from using tt word anyway as it's against my moral values...

Before I digress further, I'm bringing tt issue up because [Bec]'s classmates saw me and her together and wrongly assumed tt the 2 of us are a couple... Tt's an insult to [Bec] herself... I know I should be saying tt... But seriously, I do feel tt she really needs a knight in shining armour, not some clown waiting for his king... So the rumour's there and this really infuriates me...

Are teenagers a year younger than me tt much immature??? Or is it because those snakes have been hybernating way to long tt they miss the evolution in society - tt it's normal for a male and female to be together as friends??? The mere mention of those girls made my blood boil... Can't believe tt such bimbotic bitches actually can survive up till now... Their extinction is long overdue... Grow up for the love of humanity!!!

Sports...

2 days have passed and I still can't wash away my disdain for tt activity which I loathe the most... The thought of tt word sent shivers down my spine and to actually type it out is really a matter of willpower... Of course, the hatred for it will definitely subside, say in another few more days before it's back in full force once again as I enter the phase of my life which I'm forced to enter... Hmmm, tt's actually another topic by itself...

On [Wed], our sch have our 'much anticipated' [Sport's Day] and right after my [Sat] test after sch, we've no choice but to report to the [Grand Stand] where all the competition's held...

Bought [Bec] and [Cass] a drink each and stayed with them for 30 mins or so before I decided to get back to my house and join the class... As I walked pass [Owens] - my house, I realised tt the class's sitting all the way @ the front... And how sweet of them to reserve a place for me!!! However, the appreciation wasn't really there though... I'll explain later...

Once I've settled down, I practically stoned for who-knows-how-long before [Quin] and I both agreed tt we're both in desperate need for a drink... With glee, the duo made our way not to the water-cooler nor the canteen, but the [Milo Van]!!! The 2 of us were practically in haven, though I doubt tt haven's actually so humid... I mean, isn't haven, like, above the clouds where all the water vapours are stored??? Ya, so anyway, [Quin] and I both have like 3 cups of cool milo before we took another 3 more cups for whoever wanted milo... Oh, and did I mention tt the drink's TOTALLY free?! Wahaha!!! Me, a milo fanatic, couldn't be any happier indulging myself in what I love most...

Once tt's over, the remaining time was wasted as though there's unlimited time in the word... Seeing the relay race, or the whatever is a fate much worse than being grounded for eternity... When you're grounded, @ least I could still do what I like - read... But @ tt pt of time, all I could do was to look dumbly @ the running track, staring @ 4 - 6 ppl running round the track and seeing who's coming 1st... I've no idea who's running for which house and I'm subjected to ear torture... Poor ears!!! I'm so not looking forward to being deaf @ such an early age when I'm going to be blind soon... Gee, pathetic isn't it???

As a matter of fact, the situation did get more out of control... The rain came... It was supposed to be a good thing, as I initally assumed tt we could actually be dismissed, or should I say, liberated from tt hellish torture... But nooo, the sch stubbornly refused to grant us salvation...

When the rain actually stopped, [Quin] and I decided to have another round @ of milo escapades... But alas, the van disappeared!!! The 2 of us were like utterly disappointed as our target of 10 milo's shattered in a blink of an eye... Why must I be tortured in such a way?! WHY?!

Thank goodness it's over... Anyway, [Lynn] and I were chatting and we dwelled on what the future have in store for us... For starters, she's going to uni and she'll be my senior - which is hard to imagine - and I'll be going to [NS]... I'm freaking out on tt because being in an education system for 12 yrs in a row, tt sudden change of environment is scaring me... I fear change as well as the unknown... What type of ppl will I meet there??? Will I be ostracized again like when I'm in lower sec??? How will I change??? The notion of me losing my feminism character and no longer being like what I am now... I don't like it...

I know I'm worrying a lot, being paranoid and all... Frankly speaking, I can't help it as it's in my character... If I'm not worrying abt all these tiny details, then I'm being abnormally abnormal... For now, I'm simply contented with being what I'm now, normally abnormal... LOL...

Trapped...

The mind is indeed a very powerful object indeed... It can alter your opinion on a subject in a blink of an eye, changing love to hate, friends to foe... Yet it can also pervent the change from happening, like in the case of sports and me...

No matter how many years have passed, I still find sports immersely unpleasant... From years of being one of the many spectators @ various sports meets, wasting my already short life by watching the participants compete and having no idea who won or whatever, I've developed the mentality tt such events are a total waste of time and effort to even watch...

[Friday] proved my point even further... The girls wanted to cheer our classmate @ the hits, so I dumbly tagged along as we've decided to have dinner together... The notion of actually enjoying the sight did cross my mind... Yet once I've witnessed our classmate doing the short put for abt 3 tries and I attempted to cheer him on, the enjoyment just disappeared as the sight of him throwing ball after ball, trying to beat records of his competitors as well as his own personal best bore me to the core...

Tt's not all... Since there's going to be a run and tug-of-war, we have no choice but to retreat to the [Grand Stand] to cheer and render our support. Imagine, sitting down and watching 6 ppl run as fast as they could to see who could be first... I have no idea which runner is repesenting my house and hence, I just stared dumbly @ the ppl running, and clapping when the cue comes, uninterested in whoever won the race... To me, 6 ppl racing just reminds me of the primary sch days, when you race with friends to see who's the fastest... Ironice huh, tt when you race on the track, it's normal... But when you race anywhere else in the vicinity of the sch, it's being reduced to a childish act...

In addition, when the boredom is abt to consume me, I've decided to take a walk to the canteen and not wanting to create any suspicion to my feelings, I decided to buy some food so tt @ least I could have an excuse... Then I went to look for [SL] to kill time... We chatted a little and my instincts tell me tt there's something different abt him... Of late, he has become a little distant, like the connection on a friendship lv has been cut off... Maybe it's the stress of all the exams and so on... Who knows???

I'm getting a little out of point there... [SL] then attempted to change the subject and asked who's winning the tug-of-war... Oh, sure I did witness the game and I've watched it... But I don't know which side represents which team... Like what I've told him, 'Sports and Shawn don't mix well with one another'...

Did saw the [J1] eye cady of mine though as I returned to join my clique... Even though some say he isn't all tt good-looking, which is partially true... I don't really care cause I actually find tt he hasa very... Cute character... LOL... I'm going all crazy here...

The clique, finally got affected by boredom, decided to leave and head over to [BP] for lunch and a whole lot of gossiping... Now tt's what I'll say is entertainment...

With exams coming over and I'm getting a little stress, the hormones are beginning to get a little wacky... Wonder if I'm able to have the willpower to contain my desire to throw myself @ any guy I see until after my 'A's... LOL...

P.S: In a matter of hours, it'll be 2 yrs already... The wound has healed, but the scar's still there... Yet with all the skincare tt's available, I'm starting to move on...

ECP Again...

The monthly gang outing never fail to take off and this time, we headed back to [ECP] once more... The other time wasn't much success cause the rain spoilt our day... This time however, we're postitive tt the weather will be perfect...

Woke up darn early and left home @ abt 0830 hrs to have [Mac]'s breakfast... I wanted to ask [Dar] and [Gid] along but I was hesitant to SMS them, fearing tt they're still in bed... Good thing I didn't though...

Tried to take my own sweet time as the meeting time was 1000 hrs... Alas, no matter how I tried not to be early, I'm still @ the meeting place before everyone's there... Guess the early gene just can't disappear...

By 0956 hrs, [YH] and [Bec] arrived appeared and we headed to [7-11] to find some snacks for [Bec] cause she got herself an upset stomach... By 1000+ hrs, everyone's there and by everyone, I mean [MJ], [YQ], [JY], [YH], [Bec] and moi... [Dar] and [Gid] were supposed to join us too, but @ the last min, they SMSed me saying tt they're too tired to turn up... 2 guys staying overnight and the next day, they're too tired to do anything... You tell me what the hell took place... *naughty smile*

As we took the 1 hr long bus journey to [ECP] we crapped as though the rest of the ppl are deaf, like they're non-exsistant... But we can't help it and I doubt we cared anyway... And this is 1 topic tt I feel tt's of major importance... It's abt [XP]... We're bitching abt her... ... Actually, of course not!!! We're not tt mean... We're discussing abt her fainting experiance in sch and our conclusion is this... [XP], take good care of yourself!!! Of all the days to fast, you have to do it when you have your [WuShu]... Turning yourself anoxeric in an attempt to save money is bad... Try to draw up a saving plan and have a proper meal @ the same time... Perhaps you can try saving $1 a day for starters... If tt's too much, a few cents everyday will do... Don't belittle the power of accumulation...

A little off tangent here huh??? We finally arrived @ [ECP] after what felt like eternity and not wasting any time, rent a bike and started to have some excellant exercise!!!

However, after riding for barely an hour I reckon, [Bec] became exhausted and her riding became erractic... It's like she's drink-driving, losing control over her bike every now and then... We can't really blame her cause hey, she's having an upset stomach here... As a result, we didn't really ride far before we turn back to the coffee shop for lunch... Once we're done with it, we ride with godspd all the way back to the bike rental shop as our 2 hrs running out... Made it in time obviously...

Hit the beach for 10 mins just to talk for a while and take a few piccys before going to [Mac]'s to have dessert... We could do w/o the desserts but because I owe them a treat... Oh well, I willingly treated them anyway... 2 salads, 1 MacFlurry and 3 sundaes, all for below $10!!! Guess the waiter undercharged... Or is it because there's some discount??? Who knows???

With tt, we took the bus 196 back to [Clementi]... The long journey back made all of us doze off in the bus and the un-glam side of us were revealed and captured forever as pics... Not everyone though, only 1 particular person... Her image's been tarnished... But then again, it's not like she has any image anyway... *evil laugh*

Before I end this post, can you believe tt [Paris Hilton]'s gonna be the spokesperson for [Hello Kitty]?! Can you believe it?! I can't!!! It's outrageous I tell you... [Paris]'s so gonna destroy the pure and innocent image of [Hello Kitty]... LOL... Like what [MJ] said, 'Slap her la'... Heke...

National Day Eve...

The day before was [KL]'s b-day and we played a tricked on her... Not those over-the-top type kinda trick... She wanted gifts and a sunflower, so on [Mon], we didn't shower her any gifts, except a bracelet, giving her the idea tt we're so mean to not give her any presents while she showered almost everyone - teachers tt taught us, friends and classmates - with gifts tt she took time and effort to prepare... It's very sweet of her to do such a thing...

Then yesterday, our sch put up the [National Day] celebration which wasn't very exciting if the breakdancing and dance weren't there... The dance by the female dance members were eye catching... How their hips can sway!!! How I wish I could do tt... Mind you, I'm fansinated by their dance, not their assets... Then there's the breakdancing... Most of our class guys took part in the performance and it's never boring seeing so many hunks dancing... =D

After the performance and our [Chem] extra lessons, the clique headed to [Holland V] to seriously celebrate [KL]'s b-day... Of course, we showered her with all the gifts tt are meant for her - sunflower, pink slippers, blouse - before we headed to [Bouna Vista]... Once there, we took the wrong way to [Holland V] and end up walking for more than 15 mins or so... Once there, we were clueless to what to ea for our lunch as we're really spoilt for choice... @ long last though, we settled for the food centre as the rest of the options are all way off our budget...

Mind oh mind... The food @ the food centre isn't all poor quality and all... The [Grill Fish] tt I had was by my standards, way better than those you can find @ [Lot 1]... Imagine this... Grilled fish with loads of pepper plus gravy on it, a small scoop of mashed potato, cloeslaw, fries, beans, egg... For only $5!!! Can you believe it??? And the one @ [Lot 1]'s $5.50 and there's NO cloeslaw, beans, potato and gravy on fish...

Once we're all done with the lunch, it's down to the main even of the day... Headed to [Settler's] and tt's where the real fun began... But first, let me introduce to what's [Settler's] all abt... It's actually a board games cum cafe for cool ppl like the clique to chill, bond and have tons of fun... In addition, the student package includes uni students as well!!! Imagine!!! $6 for unlimited drinks and games for 4 hrs for 1400 - 1800 hrs!!! Moreover, there's a huge varitey of games there for you to choose, games tt you've never heard of but will have unlimited amt of fun for hours!!!

Next time, the gang outing should be there and I recommend [Bang!] and the other Snap-like game tt's more challenging... LOL... I'm promoting tt place!!! ^_^

Oh ya, before I end this post... It's fun going out with the clique... The game's fun, but the company's better... It's great tt everyone enjoyed it and I'll always remember all the screaming!!! Heke... =D

Why Blog???

Just 24 hrs ago, we were talking abt censorship and our [GP] tutor threw us this: Should there be blog censorship by the authorities??? The class did give some interesting viewpoints and personally, I do think tt there should be some form of censorship to some extent...

Frankly speaking, you can't expect the authorities to monitor every single blogs there are on this little red dot... And you can't restrict the words we use... Can you believe what [China]'s doing?! They've this program tt doesn't allow ppl to write words such as 'demoracy', 'freedom', etc... The thought of it is dumb... Imagine if I write this: 'I've lost my freedom due to my parents grounding me'... A pop-up will inform me tt I've used some prohibited words... I'll explode I tell you...

But on the other hand, it's for the sake of national security... Hence like what the little red dot is doing, we have better not write any racist remarks or post any information abt the army, etc... Of course, the little red dot isn't restricting us from writing anything... It's impossible... Hence they're using censorship in another sense, by teaching us to self-censor... Wonderful plan huh...

Tt's just a little something tt's relavant, yet not relavant to occupy space... And before I dwell on the main topic, the mention of the word army reminded me of this... The army sent me another letter informing me tt I've a medical appointment to attend... Isn't tt weird? Thus I called them up to enquire and guess what??? The database didn't have any records tt I've went for my check-up during the [June Hols]... I was shocked when I heard tt... However, after explaining everything to the customer- service lady, I do hope tt the misunderstanding is solved... I'm very determined NOT to go back to [CMPB] on [Tue]... I have something impt to attend to on tt day... *Flash mysterious smile*

Now onto the main topic... Just a few days back, when I was heading home from sch, I was witness to a jaw-dropping event which brings back vivid meories of [XP's] b-day party...However, there isn't any bullying or anything... 2 primary school kids (sch's name is being witheld to protect the interests of the sch... But isn't the sch obvious?!) - I think they're like pri. 3 or 4 perhaps??? - were walking towards the road and schoolboy A was esctatically shouting 'F***!!!', oblivious to everyone who's there... My eyes widen as I heard tt word and as I turned to look @ them, schoolboy B was laughing and told A off in a laughing manner tt he's scolding valgurities...

I was interested to see what's happening next and I wasn't perpared for what I was witness to... As A & B approached the traffic lights, they saw their friend sitting on a rusty railing and decided to yell out to their friend... It's normal isn't it??? Calling out to someone tt you know??? It depends on how you shout...

A & B shouting together: 'Hey C!!! F*** you!!!'
I can't believe they actually shout tt out so loud!!!
C turned and spit on to the grass before replying: 'Wa lao, you scold valgurities, f*** you, cb...'
My jaw got dislocated after tt...

I'm awed @ the conversation tt took place... Are kids so rowdy nowadays??? Is technology to blame??? The rowdy behaviour is totally unacceptable... What is the sch teaching these days??? I'm not gonna blame the parents as I'm positively sure tt their parents are clueless to their kids' odious behaviour... For all I know, those devils could be angels when they're home... Tsk, what kids these days need are lessons tt tells you what's right and what's wrong...

Oh well, I guess tt's abt it... [National Day]'s just around the corner and I'm already in the holiday mood... This can't carry on... I should switch permanently back to the mugging mode and get serious with my work... Perlims' after all, is just a few wks away... Therefore, let's make it formal now... I hereby announce tt the frequency of my updates will be reduced in the near future...

Will end here...

P.S: [National Day]... I have this nostalgic feeling all of a sudden... It's 3 yrs already... Some wounds just can't be healed...

No Life...

It's amazing you know... Tt when you simply have too much on your mind and when you wanna blog everything down, only the most impt one are being recorded... This could be probably due to insufficient time, bad memory, too much excitment, etc...

I'm betting it's the excitment tt's the root of my bad memory... After trying so hard to come up with some interesting story to spice up my entries, I think my brain juice are squeezed dry... Ya, so all the remaining issues just seeped out of my brain...

Well, I have a life on [Friday] night... And tt's as far as tt entry goes... Other than tt, I'm like devoid of any life, approaching zero social circle, boring past time... What else can I add tt won't turn you off??? My dislike for sports... Now tt is one major thing tt I would like to bring out... My class's playing rugby and it's disgusting... Imagine sweaty bodies barraging towards you all because you have the ball in your hands... Ewww!!! If I were to describe the ball, I would say tt it's a time bomb, ready to explode... And by explode, I mean being in contact with sweaty bodies... Yucks...

Apart from sweat, there's also mud... Not nice, esp when the field's muddy and soggy... All the dirt just fly up and stick to you when you slam your food in the ground... The thought of cleaning up after tt is so odious tt I'm having goose-bumps @ the thought of it... Brr... Ya, tt's why I hate sports, to abstain from BO and dirt... Don't bother talking abt teamwork and all those stuff cause if I don't like it, nth can change my mind...

Then there's [Friday]... When all the fun ended, a horrendous thought entered my mind... I totally forgot abt my beloved [Charmed]!!! In my rush to meet the gang, I forgot to set my timer!!! Such an anti-climax... Grr... But @ least I managed to get my dad to record [Ghost Whisperer]... Phew... @ least all isn't lost... LOL... Sight, yet I still can't accept the fact tt I've missed an episode... There goes my target of catching every episode of the last season... *Sob* ='(

Before I end off this entry, there's yesterday... I went to [BP] to have dinner with my family and guess what we ate??? For the 1st time ever, we went into [Cafe Cartel]... The food's average, partly because the pasta tt I ordered have veggies in it... I didn't make a mistake in ordering, mind you... When I order stuff, I'm 100% positive tt it's veggie-free... I assumed tt all pasta tomato pasta sauce have minimum veggies in them... Yet this time, the tomato sauce for some reason or another, is being infested with veg... *Gags*... Yup, so I didn't really enjoy the food... But I do enjoy ogling @ the waiters... @ least 2 of them are cute and good-looking and they came to serve us!!! Woot!!! I've decided... I shall visit [BP] more often in the near future... LOL... =D

Guess I shall end here... Relatively short entry huh... Heke... @_@

Friday's Nightlife...

I was practically rushing like it's the end of the world is looming near... However, you can't blame me... After all, I'm going for the 1st date of my life...

Yes... You heard me right... I'm not outta my mind... The last everyone checked, I'm still sane... Okay, I'm digressing... Ya, I rushed back home from sch and took a shower before going back out, all in a record timing of 1 hr!!! It's a personal best I tell you...

Yet after rushing, I wasn't late... So I guess you can conclude tt I rush not because I'm late, but because I wanna be early... LOL... So anyway, reached [Jurong East] before he came and I just stoned around the platform for a whopping 15 mins, which seemed like eternity when you're waiting for someone and you've nth to do...

He finally came and we headedto [SunTec], yes, in the evening... Well, I don't really have a lot of time in this world to spare so I might as well make the best out of it... Who knows when I can even have such a good time like this again???

Whatever... O-k-a-y, once we arrived @ [SunTec], we headed straight for [Mac's]... I know it's retarded... But I have the coupons!!! Besides, $6 for 2 burgers, a drink and fries is more worth it than my next best alternative - [Pastamania]... Compare tt with $6 of nth but pasta only... WTH... as long as he doesn't mind wmy decision, who cares?!

30 mins later, after food + being with my date, I became an esctatic guy... So we simply shopped around the humongous shopping complex... And we chanced upon [PopCornPop]!!! The shop tt sells movie posters!!! Yes, now I officially became the happiest guy on earth... Can you imagine immersing yourself with all the wonderful posters tt you long to find but you can't???

How I wish I could buy all the posters there... But considering tt'll burn a hole the size of [China] on the world map, I decided against it... Instead, the duo hunted for [Ben's N Jerry] for some delicious, sweet dessert and chat like there's no tml... Gee... I sure know how to enjoy life...

By the time we're done with all our window shopping, talking, etc, the magnificant shopping complex decided to chase us out and we reluctantly headed our separated ways, he taking the train via [Woodlands] while I took the train via [Boon Lay]... Swear to meet up again some other time... ^_^

Awww, isn't tt sweet??? Me going to a date??? I can't believe it!!! And neither should you ppl reading tt cause those are just my figment of my imagination...

To those who actually bought tt, I can only say tt you ppl don't know me tt well... We're talking abt a date here!!! It's virtually impossible for it to happen!!! It's just like a nucleophile trying to react with the benzene ring - totally not happening...

So the front part's a load of bull and perhaps you ppl might find excitment in reading those... But now's the truth, the actual 2nd nightlife...

The rushing part's true... Except tt I had my dinner in [Lot 1], taking [Mac]... Before meeting [Bec], [JY], [Cass], [MJ], [Dar] and [Gid]... Decided to take the [MRT] after all instead of [985] to [Potong Pasir] as the 2 guys confirmed my suspicions tt the jam @ the expressway's gonna be terrible... And tt the [MRT] ride's much safer and relatively faster...

Thus I called [YH] to inform her abt the last min changes and I could tell from her tone across the phone tt she's not happy... Woah, it's like the unhappiness's radiating out from my phone in waves... I mean, who can blame her when you tell her @ the last min tt we're no longer taking [985] and tt she can't meet us @ tt bus-stop... Instead, she had to take a bus to [Clementi]... Who wouldn't be pissed @ such an abrupt change???

By the time we arrived @ [Clementi], [YH] hasn't arrived so [Cass] decided to eat her [Takoyaki] @ the platform... Little did we know tt we're standing directly in front of the security camera!!! LOL!!! Seriously!!! I was shocked tt the security guard actually came and reprimanded us... When she told us tt we're standing @ the front of the camera, I almost burst out laughing... Yet I have to hand it to [Cass]... She was unfazed by the enounter, pulling off the confrontation with not sign of nervousness... Way to go [Cass]!!!

[YH] finally came and I got a dressing down from her which I deserve to some extent... And we simply took the train to [Potong Pasir]... Fast forward to [SAJC], the performance was interesting... Esp the performances by [SAJS] - the little children performing are all so adroable and good - and the choir from [SAJC] itself... The choir actually sang 3 songs from [ABBA] and it's wonderfully performed!!! Way to go!!!

Hmmm... I think tt abt sums it all up... Initially wanted to treat the girls to dessert... But by the time we arrive back @ [Lot 1], it's alreadt like 2300 hrs already... Can you believe it?! 985 actually took a freaking 45 mins to travel to [Lot 1] w/o any jams!!! Gosh!!! I pity those ppl studying @ [SAJC], yet living in the west... With the long travelling hrs and all... *shrudder @ the thought*

Ya, I'll remember the treat... I won't forget... Can't imagine dealing with [Cass]'s wrath... LOL... I have this immediate thought of an obasan nagging @ me incessantly @ the fish market... ROFL...

Sigh... Thought of blogging more... But due to time constrain, guess I'll stop here... The rest of the issues are not worth talking abt anyway... ^_^

Brain Drain...

I just have this nagging feeling tt I'm suppose to do something... I can't quite place the task tt I've to do... 156 hrs of unease - of the feeling tt you're to do something, but didn't - is killing me... Wait, I realised what the thing is already...

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I haven't been blogging for 2 weeks!!! Okay, it's not funny... And I know it's a lame attempt... But @ least give the void-of-humour guy a credit...

Now I shall be serious... The reason I haven't been blogging for the 13 days is because I'm busy with my new life... I've found a boyfriend...

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LOL... If tt's really to happen, the sky will fall, the [Nile River] will run dry and [SL]'s gay... And I'm going to stop joking... Serious!!!

The main reason for not blogging for so long is because I fell sick last week and have lost my mood to blog... Moreover, being away from sch for 2 days really multiply your workload by the exponential factor...

In case any of you ppl are even the least bit concern, I was down with a fever, flu and sore throat last week and when I thought I've recovered, my flu returned last [Mon] and I'm down with a cough... -_-"'

Fret not!!! I'm only left with a cough now so if you think I'm still infested with an army of bacteria, you can relax a little bit now... Heke...

In actual fact, I was also scolded by my dad last week... Now you know really why I didn't blog for such a long time... The combination of the fright as well as the army of bacteria is enough to scare off the bravest of the muses tt are constantly giving me inspiration... Now tt I'm on the road to recovery, my muses have returned, thank goodness!!!

Hmmm... Wondering why I'm being scolded by my dad??? It's simple... Last week, when I got back my results, I told him tt I've flunked on of my [English] paper... The comprehension paper to be exact... Then he asked my if I know the min. requirement to get into uni, whether if [English] is impt... Being the simpleton I'm, I didn't know... So I told him I didn't know and he blew his top...

Now here's the catch... I know tt I've to pass [English]... But I didn't know tt I've to pass [English] to get into uni... So tell me, is there a diff??? Apparently, only my dad can see the non-similarity...

Not going to stay on tt topic anymore...

Let's jump straight to yesterday first... YES!!! Yesterday's [KSS] [IFD]!!! Waited 2 yrs for tt day already... Last yr they cancelled it due to who-knows-what-reasons... So no dancing, no being high, nth... This yr, the one and only day where you can dress in whatever you want and party is back!!! As such, I met up with the gang and we headed to [KSS] together... I wasn't dumb this time round... I didn't wear long pants this time round... I mean, after 4 yrs in [KSS], attending 4 times [IFD], you should have enough sense to realise tt there'll be lots of danceing and very little wind... So why bother to dress up so nicely when you're just going to sweat like hell??? Besides, I don't care what ppl think of my dress sense... As long as I feel comfortable in whatever I wear, screw their opinions!!!

Saw a few of friends which I haven't seen in 2 yrs... Some changed a lot, others, there's only subtle changes... But my pt of returnig to [KSS] is to participate in the mass dance... I did only 1 dance... Not because I didn't know how to... But becasue the gang didn't wanna dance!!! So not going to be the entertainer there... Sigh, have to wait 1 more yr to dance again... *Sob*...

Wait, next yr I'll be bald... Ewww!!! So not going back to be the laughing stock!!!

Overall, the [IFD] was not bad... It's good because there's new performances... There's hip-hop now instead of the normal folkdance and line dancing... And bad becasue there's not finale... Tt's a major demerit there!!! Can you imagine tt?! Just when you're in t he high, you're brought back immediately down back to the norm... Tt's so uncool!!! Therefore, the mean's 50%...

Next week there's be [SA]'s choir performance @ [SAJC]... Till then, just leave a tag or 2 and wait for the next post!!!

P.S: Mid-yr results...
English: D7 (45%, just nice)
Chem: B
Phy: B
Maths: A
Econs: E (didn't put much effort in the essay anyway)

Plaza Singapura...

When I stepped out of the train, and headed to [PS], I can't stop my head from spinning... There're way too many good looking guys around to ogle @... And tt my friends, is a sign, a sign tt's screamnig, 'OMG, you overtly haven't stepped into town for a very long time now, esp on a [Sat]...'

Guess tt voice in my head can't be anymore accurate...

I was with my parents and we went into [Carrefour]... I wasn't really interested then as what can be of interest to you @ a supermarket??? Probably food... Which is exactly the only subject tt can kept me distracted and not spend the whole time sulking like some kid whose parents have dragged him outta the house unwillingly...

The sausages are temping... They have, what, cheese sausages, apple sausages (they don't have apples in them), garlic sausages... And I haven't even have lunch or dinner yet... Talk abt being hungry... Then there's also those ready-eat-kinda chicken, pizza, pasta, hotdogs... OMG... I have to get my eyes away from there asap, or else I wouldn't wanna be held responsible for unknowingly burning my pockets again on food...

Headed outta the supermarket soon after we bought some delicious yogurt and the family of 4 split up, with my sis tagging along with me...I was planning to head to the book store but alas!!! It's being revamp... !@#$%!@...

As an alternative, I headed to the arcade and watched the hunks play they drums, and shooting games... I've no idea hoe they can play so impressively... Perhaps it's one of their tricks to attract the opposite sex??? LOL... JK...

Now this is where things got interesting... I tried to play one of the shooting games myself... I attempted [House Of The Dead 4]... Goodness me!!! I'm like so pathetic!!! Perhaps I'm not accustomed to the gaming machine yet... But still, it's a total embarrassment... I couldn't even kill 1 single undead before I was slashed to bits... Guess I positioned the gun too high... Zzz... There're like ppl watching and I suddenly felt a urge to find a hole and hide in and never crawl out... Next time, I shall play it with friends... @ least I can survive longer and improve my marksmanship...

Once tt $2 literally went down the drain, I decided tt tt's it... I'm so outta there... So I headed to the cinema and binged on a cheese hotdog, immersed in tons of mustard... Yummy... Once I've had my fill, we headed to the 1st floor to view the largest kit-kat... I was skeptical abt the authencity of it intially... But when a waf of kit-kat smell entered my nostril, I knew tt the kit- kat wasn't a bluff... It's freaking real!!! There's just a catch... The kit-kat's fact sheet said tt it's dimensions are 3,000+ cm in length, 1,000+ cm in width and 725 cm in height... Yet one with enough sense should know tt it's impossible to house a 30m long kit-kat in a mall... Who on earth is the fact sheet trying to kid??? Tsk...

It's finally time for dinner and we headed to this [Fish And Co.] like resturant - [The Manhattan Fish Market] - and I ate the [Fish N Chips]... You can't blame me!!! I don't eat seafood... Hence all the prawns, crabs, oysters, sotong, stingray, etc are alll out... The only thing tt's left is fish... You get the pt...

In comparison, both resturant's [Fish N Chips] tasted almost similar... LOL... Tt statement by itself is dubious, in case you ppl chose to believe every word tt I've written... Remember, my tates buds are not functioning... Anyway, if all you want is the market like noise and some class combined together, then ya, you know the place...

Once dinner is over, we headed back to the supermarket to purchase our sausages, mustard and cheese before heading back home... Can you just imagine tt the events above took a whopping 7 hrs or so??? Gee, I now remember why I hate going out so much...

On another note, I finally watched [UnderWorld]... I didn't enjoy it cause the VCD I borrowed from my friend's a little weird... I wouldn't say tt it's spoilt or something... Yet whne I play it, the special effects are loud and the dialogues are soft... I tried turning up the volume already, mind you... Even to the point tt once the special effects arrive, I fear tt the windows will shatter... Hence, I didn't really enjoy the movie and could hardly understand what the hell is going on... Nonetheless, I'll still wanna watch [UnderWorld Evolution], [UltraViolet], [Aeon Flux] and a whole long list of movies which I've missed or wanna watch again...

Woops, look @ the time!!! I ought to go prepare myself for the TV premire of[Pirates Of The Carribean: Curse Of The Black Pearl]... Kinda regret not watching the movie a few years back with [XP] & [Dar]... But tt was before I realised tt I'm 40% gay and didn't fancy [Orlando Bloom]... Besides, tt time I even thought tt movie was some horror flick cause there're some really scary undeads...

Mummy... It's Oooovvvveeeerrrr!!!

Ignore the title... I'm not a least bit sad tt the mid-year's over... Whoever's sad deserved to be smacked on the face a hundred times cause I'm pretty sure tt person's still sleeping...

I'm having 2 days off!!! Today and [Fri] cause I don't have a paper~... Haha... So I'm gonna enjoy myself to the max... YES!!! Major mapling to catch up on lost time... So before I whisk myself away from this webbie and don my magician outfit, I guess I should @ least blog... I mean, after not doing so for almost 14 days and seeing tons of comments on the taggy, I think you ppl needa reply...

I went to [Nation Skin Centre] in the morning... Such a good way to spend your 1st day of your stress-free 24 hrs huh... But I've no choice... I don't wanna have the red blotches on my arms for life, scars reminding me of the rash tt I've had... No way I'll be able to bear the foul sight of tt... My flawless skin is NOT to be tempered with...

Since I don't have a appointment, I'm subjected to wait till those with appointments are done... End up waiting for an hr before I get to see the doctor and get my cream... By then, 2 hrs has passed and it's close to noon... Tsk...

Headed to [United Squares] for lunch... Saw a few good looking guys @ the food court and I'm so tempted to share their tables... Of course, I managed to supressed tt side of me with little difficulty, resulting in me sitting all by myself... Tt wasn't such a bad thing anyway, since I'm @ the food court to eat, not to ogle @ guys... Thus there's not much difference whether you're sitting alone or with a bunch of ppl... Gee, I'm like consoling myself once again...

Idled around the shopping mall for quite some time before I headed to [Popular]... And headed to the section where there're movie books... Guess what I saw??? [Ultraviolet] and [The Last Stand]!!! I really wanted to watch the former and not buy the book... But the latter, I've watched the movie and now I wanna buy the book... Perhaps as a collection??? LOL... Tt's part of the reason... I wanna read tt book to see what details are left out from the movie and what's the change... Some scenes are just different...

$15.10 gone and I energed out of [Popular] as a happy guy, with my book... Next stop, [Ben & Jerry]... I've been hearing [Fyn]'s comment on tt ice-cream shop, abt how fabulous it is, how delicious the ice-cream are... Hence I decided to try it for once... The ambience wasn't there cause I was alone... No one to chat to, laugh with and enjoy the ice-cream together... Sigh...

Yeah, alone, enjoying the ice-cream, how fun can tt get??? It get worse when you hear the price... $7.80 for tt 2 scope ice-cream!!! I didn't know what to eat, so I just settled for the ice-cream in a cone... Gee, tt's like 2x the price of [Venezia]...

Therefore I conclude tt in my case, I might as well just eat [Venezia] cause to me, both ice-cream taste almost the same... You don't need to be genius to figure out tt my taste-buds aren't working, together with my taste in guys...

Tt abt sums it all up... Now I should go update my links... Not being in the internet realm, I sure miss out on one issue - [YQ] have a blog already... -_-"'

Singapore Arts Festival @ CCK...

I confess... I'm no art person... Seriously!!! Give me any song sung by any artist (excluding those operas of course) or artwork or flim or play or drama... And I'll just listen/ watch till it's over before commenting tt 'It's not bad...'

Perhaps I'm just trying to give some politically correct answers... Or I just don't know how to truly appreciate the arts... Oh wow... Now we're @ some [GP] topic now huh???

Anyway... There's this performance [K@smos] an adward winning show by [Puja!], an arts troupe from [Spain]... The performance is 'not bad' (I'm @ it again)... The performance took place @ the open field outside [Lot 1] and this is no ordinary performance, mind you... It's a gravity-defying performance where the performers were performing in mid-air...

It's a 1 hr performance and the finale's awesome... Nope... None of the 8 performers jumped 30m - 40m... There's a fireworks display... YES!!! A fireworks display @ [CCK]!!! Right in font of my very eyes!!! I've never witness a fireworks display up close and personal before in my 18 yrs of life and this is my virgin experience...

Though the performances were breath-taking, I don't understand what it means... You can say I'm an arts retard/ idiot... Even after I SMS-ed [Dar] and he told me tt he actually spoke to the performers, I found out tt it's abt life... Heke... Still can't see the link... LOL... Really can't appreciate Arts...

Oh well... Guess I'm really dense... Oh and did I mention tt I'm blind??? Nope I didn't...

I saw [LY] today... Not before my sis practically pointed @ her right in the face before I realised tt it's [LY]... Gosh!!! She's like only 75cm away from me and I can't see her... Zzz... Maybe because I'm seeing but not looking??? I'm preoccupied with the soccer thingy @ [Lot 1], so I didn't see who's walking past... LOL... I'm like used to my sis as my eyes le...

Which proves to be a very, VERY bad thing... Because I was so damn @#%^ blind tt I didn't see him tagging along with [LY]!!! The chance of seeing him again was right in front of me... And I stupidly missed it!!! Guess lady-luck doesn't really stick to you like glue...

I feel like there's a big $100 bill pasted on my specs... So freaking devastated abt tt... I shall try to de-stress now... Here's the fireworks tt I took from my [Nokkia 7260]... Pardon the poor quality... The phone can't zoom and for the love of GOD, it's a camera phone, not some high-quality video cam... So quit complaining and be thankful tt you could actually see some fireworks tt you've actually missed...

CMPB... AGAIN?!

Wahahaha!!! I'm blogging once more... It's a good way to de-stress okay?! If you're seriously unhappy with tt... It's your problem... File a lawsuit if you want, I don't care...

I was back @ [CMPB], the place which I vow never to step into agin for as long as I live... Finally!!! I've gotten my PES[T] status!!!

I was there early (expected)... But the doctor was on time... Zzz... Hence when they got my pupils dilated for the subsequent eye tests, I waited... And waited... AND WAITED... Till it's 1400 hrs!!! Waited for like 30 mins!!!WTH!!! The doc called me in and had a look @ my retina... The usual test where they shine a torch of high intensity directly into my eye just to see the insides... I don't think tt doc did a lot of those shining cause he only shone the light into my right eye for a very long time... As a result, when he's done with the test, my right eye's shocked from the light... My eye felt as though they're wearing shades... It's a weird feeling... 1 eye no shade, the other with shades... WEIRD...

Doc then went on to see my reports and initially he told me tt the reports are sufficient to mark me as a PES C... Upon hearing tt... I totally freak out!!! I seriously DO NOT want to do any vocational training...

However, the doc continued to state tt unless he has the updated reports on my eye condition, he can't give me an E... When I thought tt all hope is lost till I obtain the updated info, I suddenly realised tt they did have the updated reports!!! I pointed it to the doc and this is what he said...

'Okay, find... I'll give you an E...'

Woot!!! I was like mentally screaming happily, rejoicing... Satisfied with my PES(T) result and from ogling @ all those hunks @ [CMPB], I decided to head over to [Tiong Bahru Plaza] to pamper myself with some high quality ice-cream... Yummy [Venezia]!!! *Laughs*

Hohoho... I'm so easy to be pleased... I just need hunks, good luck and good news... Tt's all... Now if only I have a bf... Then I'll definately be @ cloud nine... .. No, scratch it... I'll be @ cloud infinity... LOL!!!

Thoughts...

Yes, I'm back again... I should be studying but the computer is just too enticing, let alone the mushroom icon... @ least I managed to pry muself away from the mushroom world and blog...

So what if I'm totally in love with the mushroom icon??? Sue me!!!

Anyway, now tt I'm not putting on a facade, walking around as a magician, killing monsters, let me type down my thoughts and whatever I feel like pouring out to the website tt's currently staring @ me from a LCD panel...

I was in sch today... For [Phy] consultation... It was sort of compulsory... It was a little helpful cause I didn't do much revision for [Phy] and have almost nth to consult the teacher... @ least I did the paper tt she gave us and tt gave me something to consult... Oh and plus the [Common Test] papers as well... LOL... I'm freaking out over the fact tt I've got nth to consult while the rest are freaking out because they have TOO MANY THINGS to consult... How weird can I get???

The lesson's finally over, after lunch tt is... The class ordered pizza but surprisingly, I didn't eat (hence I didn't pay)... Instead, I went out to buy some waffles... Tt's so much cheaper lor... Can you imagine??? 2 slices of pizza for $6?! And the pizza's not the the stuffed crust type!!! For just an additional $1, I could have a small 4 slices of pizza, 1 soup of the day and 1 coke... Tt's why it's so not worth the deal to eat in sch with the rest of the class... Furthermore, 2 slices is not enough for a glutton like me... Don't admire me for being able to stay slim... I'm NOT SLIM!!! The amt of hidden fats hidden beneath the clothes is scary... And the fats are stores @ the most unwelcomed places of my body... *sigh*

Headed to [Yellow] to look for my engagement ring (ya, right) and I'm shocked tt a simple ring can cost anywhere from $12++ to $20++!!! But do I give a damn??? Nope... I don't... In the end, I settled for a sliver $15.90 ring, with my name engraved on it + a sliver cloth to maintain my ring... The final cost??? A whooping $20.90... Now this is a shock to all... [~LeiLa~] actually bear to part with his $20 for a simple ring!!! As a matter of fact, as long as I like it... The cost is insignificant to me... And this is scaring me... I think this incident is even more frightening than the previous one... Where I bought a bag for $108...

Now let's skip to the future first before going to the present... Tml.. I'll be going to [CMPB] once more to have my eyes checked... If anyone ask me how I make my way to the toilet in my house in the middle of the night again, I'll swear I'll answer either of these options...

1. 'I use my legs, obviously...'
2. 'I teleport there like [NightCrawler] from [X-Men]'
3. 'I turn on the lights, duh...'
4. 'Tt's my house you're talking abt... What do you think?!'

3 out of 4 options all have sarcasm... Guess when it comes to anything with regards to this 4 letter word ARMY, I'm Mr. Sarcastic or Mr. PMS... LOL... Now, what if the doctor as to keep my orignal copy of my med. documents??? This is how I'll reply...

'No can't take them... I pay for tt documents...' And if he thinks tt the documents are fake... 'Of course I pay for the documents... I don't think [SNEC] will actually print such a document like tt straight off the counter and give it to me FOC...'

I don't think I'll get to use tt cause I really think tt the guys there have much more intelligence... I'll give them more credit than they deserve 1st... This'll give me the opportunity to condemn them on my next entry if they make some dumb remarks... *sinister laugh*

Anyway, here's a little story telling... To kill time...

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I was lv. 48 and very happy as I could finally get to [Ludibrium] and enjoy the fun of playing with toys!!!

But do I want to play with toys??? No~... I simply cannot resist the allure of seeing ghostly clocks... After all, I'm a cleric and it's my duty to eliminate evil!!! I'm suddenly @ lv. 49 already...

I close my eyes and said a prayer for them...

Before using my holy magic to excocise them from the face of this world... But more just keep appearing!!!

Spent, I headed to some warped dimension to have a rest before continuing my duties to protect the world from those evil!!!