Last term's the back-to-sch phase... This term's the mug-and-test phase... Tests are falling on me like a thunderstorm, heavy, fierce and so not showing any signs of stopping... It's taxing for my little body, both physically and mentally...
I'm lamenting... I think I have tt rights... I don't mind the knowledge tests... But recently, I think I can even ace any, apart from [Maths] tt is... I don't know why... I always think I've already grasp tt concept, but once the question's out, I've no idea what is required of me... Or how to go abt applying whatever tt I've learnt...
If tt's not enough, the [NAFA]'s coming soon and we like training like mad for it... I think it's the long hours of doing homeword tt has caused me to be physically unfit now, despite my underweight physique... I can't do pull-up, standing-broad jumps, even sit-and-reach!!! What's next dude??? *Sigh* And to think I was almost inspired to train for my [NAFA] next wk... Not here, the keyword's 'almost'... I didn't do it partly because I'm lazy, I can't be bothered, can't bear being sweaty, can't stand showing my most unglam sight in front of everyone else... Hmmm... I think I can't distantly hear [YH]'s 'You can go and die/ You can go and knock yourself against the wall' screams already...
Hmmm... I think tt's what I wanna scream out loud for now... Guess I'll go [DOTA] and de-stress.... Hopefully, I won't be killed by the AI (don't wanna feel more stressed)... ^_^
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
Saturday, April 15, 2006
I Don't Wanna Mug Anymore...!!!
Today's totally not productive... I just can't concentrate and the thought 'Play' is just @ the tip of my mind... The effect of finally being able to play [DOTA] again...
Of course, I'm not playing with those creeps only maps... I'm playing with AIs... And after doing tt, I finally realised my stand @ [DOTA]... I'm like so totally @ the bottom... Reckon tt I'm just above those who can get themselves kill like 12 times within 15 mins... I'm like totally lousy lor!!! Lose to AI somemore!!! CMI le, pathetic!!! Come to think of it, I can only play with heros tt can stun or freeze enemies in their tracks... And with ultimate atks tt are strong... Well, now tt narrows down the number of heros tt I can use... Guess I'll spend my time to use them perfectly... ^_^
Tt said, guess this means tt I'm taking a rest from MS for a while... And I really mean 'awhile'... I'm just clarifying things up... Who knows you ppl might assume tt my 'awhile' means 'forever'??? Just taking precauctions... *Smiles*
Oh ya... Today's yet another raining day... But the rain's later then yesterday's... Wonder if the scenerio would change if our outing's today... Hmmm... Would we have more fun??? Definitely... Oh well... Let's just hope tt Heaven won't be such a wet blanket next mth and drown our mood again...
Food for thought:
I feel boycotted... No one's tagging me anymore... Waaa~!!! I know I shouldn't be thinking so negatively and all the more I shouldn't be imagining things... Poly's starting soon and it's like DUH!!! Tt more ppl will be busy... Besides, I'm no [XiaXue]... Now why does this sounds like I'm self-comforting myself???
Of course, I'm not playing with those creeps only maps... I'm playing with AIs... And after doing tt, I finally realised my stand @ [DOTA]... I'm like so totally @ the bottom... Reckon tt I'm just above those who can get themselves kill like 12 times within 15 mins... I'm like totally lousy lor!!! Lose to AI somemore!!! CMI le, pathetic!!! Come to think of it, I can only play with heros tt can stun or freeze enemies in their tracks... And with ultimate atks tt are strong... Well, now tt narrows down the number of heros tt I can use... Guess I'll spend my time to use them perfectly... ^_^
Tt said, guess this means tt I'm taking a rest from MS for a while... And I really mean 'awhile'... I'm just clarifying things up... Who knows you ppl might assume tt my 'awhile' means 'forever'??? Just taking precauctions... *Smiles*
Oh ya... Today's yet another raining day... But the rain's later then yesterday's... Wonder if the scenerio would change if our outing's today... Hmmm... Would we have more fun??? Definitely... Oh well... Let's just hope tt Heaven won't be such a wet blanket next mth and drown our mood again...
Food for thought:
I feel boycotted... No one's tagging me anymore... Waaa~!!! I know I shouldn't be thinking so negatively and all the more I shouldn't be imagining things... Poly's starting soon and it's like DUH!!! Tt more ppl will be busy... Besides, I'm no [XiaXue]... Now why does this sounds like I'm self-comforting myself???
Friday, April 14, 2006
ECP...
Woo-hoo!!! Finally!!! The long awaited vacation's finally here... I can finally take a break and let my hair down... Gee... I should have longer hair... You know'll why later...
[Rec]'s parents drove us to [ECP] and it's a totally awesome ride... Imagine sitting @ the back of a lorry and getting the wind to blow you... No sweat, just constant wind... So refreshing!!! Then [XP] was thinking if such strong wind can erode your face away... LOL... I'm thinking maybe a facelift might be possible... But who knows??? The unpredictable winds could just lift your face ustil you look like some ET...
Arrived @ [ECP] and the gang took some food before proceeding to the main attraction... I thought of joining them for [Ice Kachang] but after considering tt I won't have time to enjoy, I decided against it... Guess I'll eat one slowly some other time, when time isn't of a concern... ^_^
Rent mountain bikes and we're off!!! It's been some time since I've last rode a bike and this's cool... But we weren't together... @ soem junction, we split into 2 groups... As a result, [YQ], [MJ], [SH], [XP], [Racheal] and I were a group while [Rec], [HY], [YH] and [Cass] were in the other group... We rode till 1 end of the park and we saw some beautiful scenery... [MJ] took quite a lot of photos... Guess she's a natural born photographer... *Grins*
Saw quite a few good looking guys, but none can I classify them under the category of 'hunks'... I mean, seriously, all of them are suppoters of the [UN]... Gee... If you don't have what it takes, then don't flaunt them... As if 1 item off your already hot bod will make you any cooler... Besides, the weather wasn't exactly sweltering, burning hot... There wasn't even an inferno!!! In fact, it's more of a cooling weather... The calm before a storm...
It's true, I tell you... As we rush back in an attemp to find some shelter, it rain... Okay, not so sudden... Drizzles are already a signal but we didn't bother abt it anyway... So when it rain, it's a downpour, with cats, dogs, cows and sheeps... Quickly took refuge @ a shelter and tt's when I saw another good-looking guy... Haha... Fancy have a shuai ge to ogle @ tt time, when it's boring... *grins*
After some time, I don't know how long, we decided to return the bikes as it's nearing the time limit... So we took our umbrella and cycle towards the bike rental store... It's a new experience... The last time, I cycled in the rain... This time, I cycled with 1 hand holding a brolly... It's cool... Haha....
Took a chill pill @ [Mac] and had our uber late lunch, @ 1500++ hrs... [XP] had already left by then... Anyway, we had lunch, took a few pics before boarding 196 to [Clmenti] and heading home after tt...
Overall, this outing could have been a little more interesting if only we had cycled together... And more [Ms. Swan] antics could be pulled... Way to go [YQ], with your almost perfect imitation of [Ms. Swan]!!! ^_^
[Rec]'s parents drove us to [ECP] and it's a totally awesome ride... Imagine sitting @ the back of a lorry and getting the wind to blow you... No sweat, just constant wind... So refreshing!!! Then [XP] was thinking if such strong wind can erode your face away... LOL... I'm thinking maybe a facelift might be possible... But who knows??? The unpredictable winds could just lift your face ustil you look like some ET...
Arrived @ [ECP] and the gang took some food before proceeding to the main attraction... I thought of joining them for [Ice Kachang] but after considering tt I won't have time to enjoy, I decided against it... Guess I'll eat one slowly some other time, when time isn't of a concern... ^_^
Rent mountain bikes and we're off!!! It's been some time since I've last rode a bike and this's cool... But we weren't together... @ soem junction, we split into 2 groups... As a result, [YQ], [MJ], [SH], [XP], [Racheal] and I were a group while [Rec], [HY], [YH] and [Cass] were in the other group... We rode till 1 end of the park and we saw some beautiful scenery... [MJ] took quite a lot of photos... Guess she's a natural born photographer... *Grins*
Saw quite a few good looking guys, but none can I classify them under the category of 'hunks'... I mean, seriously, all of them are suppoters of the [UN]... Gee... If you don't have what it takes, then don't flaunt them... As if 1 item off your already hot bod will make you any cooler... Besides, the weather wasn't exactly sweltering, burning hot... There wasn't even an inferno!!! In fact, it's more of a cooling weather... The calm before a storm...
It's true, I tell you... As we rush back in an attemp to find some shelter, it rain... Okay, not so sudden... Drizzles are already a signal but we didn't bother abt it anyway... So when it rain, it's a downpour, with cats, dogs, cows and sheeps... Quickly took refuge @ a shelter and tt's when I saw another good-looking guy... Haha... Fancy have a shuai ge to ogle @ tt time, when it's boring... *grins*
After some time, I don't know how long, we decided to return the bikes as it's nearing the time limit... So we took our umbrella and cycle towards the bike rental store... It's a new experience... The last time, I cycled in the rain... This time, I cycled with 1 hand holding a brolly... It's cool... Haha....
Took a chill pill @ [Mac] and had our uber late lunch, @ 1500++ hrs... [XP] had already left by then... Anyway, we had lunch, took a few pics before boarding 196 to [Clmenti] and heading home after tt...
Overall, this outing could have been a little more interesting if only we had cycled together... And more [Ms. Swan] antics could be pulled... Way to go [YQ], with your almost perfect imitation of [Ms. Swan]!!! ^_^
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Tired...
This 1 wk seemed to be dragging and I'm really glad tt [Sat]'s finally here... Happiness seemed to have taken a wk off from visiting me and I'm like suffering from [Weekday Blues]...
Who wouldn't be down after the release of the [Common Test] results??? Who would still be in the mood when the loss of an 'A' Level subject or flunking your subjects are so real??? Who would still be thinking of fun when teacher after teacher are showing you the same overall performance graph and tt your class on the whole's under-performing??? As much as I tried to block out those negative feelings like a firewall blocking spam webbie, the negativity still seeped into me, draining me...
All this while, after my promos, I've always wondered why the senoirs always complain tt life's tough and it's hard, how they scored 'F's in every subject in their Common Test... I was baffled by their poor performance... <39!!! How can 1 score tt low for a paper???
But after the Common Test, I realised tt the same scenario could happen to me as well... It just hasn't happen yet... The close call of almost not getting an average 'C' shocked me... All this while, there're instances whereby I didn't do well for certain tests and I know the reason... Didn't study, didn't finish on time... But this time round, both my Chem and Phy grades are atrocious (to me tt is)... Maybe it's because I didn't experience this before... But this fall has made me lose my confidence and has completely demoralised me...
I feel weary... How I wish tt I could just stone 24/7... Even now I have lose my drive for [MS]... The element of fun just isn't there anymore... And come to think of it, I hardly feel any fun now... With the stress-o-metre reaching 10, my productivity's dipping to a 0...
*Sigh* This entry's seriously depressing... Hoped tt the next entry will be something less mundane... 6 more days till ECP!!!
Who wouldn't be down after the release of the [Common Test] results??? Who would still be in the mood when the loss of an 'A' Level subject or flunking your subjects are so real??? Who would still be thinking of fun when teacher after teacher are showing you the same overall performance graph and tt your class on the whole's under-performing??? As much as I tried to block out those negative feelings like a firewall blocking spam webbie, the negativity still seeped into me, draining me...
All this while, after my promos, I've always wondered why the senoirs always complain tt life's tough and it's hard, how they scored 'F's in every subject in their Common Test... I was baffled by their poor performance... <39!!! How can 1 score tt low for a paper???
But after the Common Test, I realised tt the same scenario could happen to me as well... It just hasn't happen yet... The close call of almost not getting an average 'C' shocked me... All this while, there're instances whereby I didn't do well for certain tests and I know the reason... Didn't study, didn't finish on time... But this time round, both my Chem and Phy grades are atrocious (to me tt is)... Maybe it's because I didn't experience this before... But this fall has made me lose my confidence and has completely demoralised me...
I feel weary... How I wish tt I could just stone 24/7... Even now I have lose my drive for [MS]... The element of fun just isn't there anymore... And come to think of it, I hardly feel any fun now... With the stress-o-metre reaching 10, my productivity's dipping to a 0...
*Sigh* This entry's seriously depressing... Hoped tt the next entry will be something less mundane... 6 more days till ECP!!!
Saturday, April 01, 2006
- Rate Of Productivity = k * (Stress Level)^2...
Most ppl assume tt a little bit of stress is good for the body cause it helps to increase your performance... Yes, tt theory is true... But there's a limit to tt... It's obvious tt the more stress you exert, the more productive you'll be, unless the limit of proportionality isn't exceeded... Now tt's for the majority of the ppl...
For my case however, I noticed tt the less stress I have, the more productive I'll be... Hence, the more stress tt's exerted on me, the worse it is for me... In addition, it is also observed tt a small increase in stress will cause a much greater reduction in my willingness to be useful... Therefore, the hypothesis tt I drew up, tt my negative rate of productivity is inversly proportional to the stress level is true... Therefore, I present to you the [~LeiLa~ Theory]...
Tt's my attempt to humour ppl... If you have absolutely no idea what I'm talking abt, the only conclusion tt can be drawn is tt you didn't study enough [Chem], [Phy] and [Econs]... Hmmm... Obviously I'm gonna get bitten once again... *gulp*
Despite the common test being over, the results tt I obtained aren't worth celebrating... The marks tt I get's seriously pathetic... I freaking failed to perform even for my fav. subjects!!! Fancy getting Ds for both my [Chem] and [Phy]!!! While my grades didn't change for [Econs] and I got an A for my [Maths], these are only consolation grades for the lousy performance... Even [GP]'s a bummer... I totally flunk my language!!! Guess it's time to wake up cause the alarm's blasting, signalling me to wake up and do something abt my vocab and lang... [XP], [YQ] and [Dar], help me!!!
The [NS] registeration's getting on my nerves... I mean, their server's damn slow and while I was filling up whatever tt needs filling, I got DC-ed from them... I'm sure it isn't my internet connection... Moreover, they have to seriously improve on their com generated mail as well... Imagine sending the password and you can't even decipher what it is... Is it a 'B' or a '8'??? An 'O' or a '0'??? 'G' or 'Q'??? Get the point already??? And to top the irritating factor, my dad didn't help one bit... Because it's impt, he has to do things slowly... And with me entering the wrong password, he almost went berserk, saying things like 'Num Lock interfers with the keying of the password', 'F*** la, so slow'... Now tt totally begins to piss me off... I mean, what the heaven!!! Num Lock interfers with me keying in the password??? I'm keying in the wrong password, tt's why... DUH...!!! And what's the idiotic use of using profanities?! As if tt can make the internet spd faster... Seriously, I'm more stressed with him supervising... And tt's making my quality of life (QOL) plummeting to a -ve value, if there's a numerical value for QOL...
On a more relax note, [DOTA]'s now an official CCA in [PJC]...!!! Thanks to [Dar]... Pity I'm not a year younger or else I can join tt CCA and my CCA record wouldn't go 'Library for 5 yrs, from Sec 1 to J1'... Oh, and talking abt [Dar], apart from [DOTA], he's also planning to join [Bowling] and [SC]... Now tt's sucidial, but tt's his choice anyway... Zzz...
For my case however, I noticed tt the less stress I have, the more productive I'll be... Hence, the more stress tt's exerted on me, the worse it is for me... In addition, it is also observed tt a small increase in stress will cause a much greater reduction in my willingness to be useful... Therefore, the hypothesis tt I drew up, tt my negative rate of productivity is inversly proportional to the stress level is true... Therefore, I present to you the [~LeiLa~ Theory]...
Tt's my attempt to humour ppl... If you have absolutely no idea what I'm talking abt, the only conclusion tt can be drawn is tt you didn't study enough [Chem], [Phy] and [Econs]... Hmmm... Obviously I'm gonna get bitten once again... *gulp*
Despite the common test being over, the results tt I obtained aren't worth celebrating... The marks tt I get's seriously pathetic... I freaking failed to perform even for my fav. subjects!!! Fancy getting Ds for both my [Chem] and [Phy]!!! While my grades didn't change for [Econs] and I got an A for my [Maths], these are only consolation grades for the lousy performance... Even [GP]'s a bummer... I totally flunk my language!!! Guess it's time to wake up cause the alarm's blasting, signalling me to wake up and do something abt my vocab and lang... [XP], [YQ] and [Dar], help me!!!
The [NS] registeration's getting on my nerves... I mean, their server's damn slow and while I was filling up whatever tt needs filling, I got DC-ed from them... I'm sure it isn't my internet connection... Moreover, they have to seriously improve on their com generated mail as well... Imagine sending the password and you can't even decipher what it is... Is it a 'B' or a '8'??? An 'O' or a '0'??? 'G' or 'Q'??? Get the point already??? And to top the irritating factor, my dad didn't help one bit... Because it's impt, he has to do things slowly... And with me entering the wrong password, he almost went berserk, saying things like 'Num Lock interfers with the keying of the password', 'F*** la, so slow'... Now tt totally begins to piss me off... I mean, what the heaven!!! Num Lock interfers with me keying in the password??? I'm keying in the wrong password, tt's why... DUH...!!! And what's the idiotic use of using profanities?! As if tt can make the internet spd faster... Seriously, I'm more stressed with him supervising... And tt's making my quality of life (QOL) plummeting to a -ve value, if there's a numerical value for QOL...
On a more relax note, [DOTA]'s now an official CCA in [PJC]...!!! Thanks to [Dar]... Pity I'm not a year younger or else I can join tt CCA and my CCA record wouldn't go 'Library for 5 yrs, from Sec 1 to J1'... Oh, and talking abt [Dar], apart from [DOTA], he's also planning to join [Bowling] and [SC]... Now tt's sucidial, but tt's his choice anyway... Zzz...
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