Contented...

Okay, I should not let this blog (as well as all those 300+ entries) head into the bottomless pit of oblivion... After reading through [SH]'s past entries and having a laugh out of all the unglam pics of [Cass], ha~... The memories of the good old times really stirred up some feelings of nostalgia...

Perhaps when I've really got nth better to do, when I'm bored till I'm abt to rip my hair out of my scalp, I'll probably look through all the posts which I've done since sec sch, and roll my eyes @ the current state tt I'm in...

It's debatable whether I'll eventually outgrow gaming... I mean, ever since [Sec 1] when I started playing [NeoPets], I've always been playing some form of games, be it on the com or on my [PS] - which I think can no longer be functional, death by gagging on dust motes... I've definitely outgrown [NeoPets], but I'm still playing [MS] and [Audi] once in a while just for kicks and nowadays, I'm getting addicted to all the [FB] games...

I've always attributed it to the competitive side of me trying to maintain the position tt I'm in in the game, but I guess if I'm truly competitive, I would've channeled my energy to my studies instead and try to achieve an A for all my mods, which of course, isn't happening...

LOL... So the truth is, I've never learn to accept the reality of this world... I've been shutting myself out from the world tt [Popeys] @ [SG Flyer] is really a new thing and what office politics which I've seen during my [SAF] days are nth buy child play as compared to what horrors some of my colleagues faced @ [DCI] in the past...

Speaking abt [DCI], I've decided to head back to work for half a day this coming [Tue] to clear all my work instead of giving it to another colleague... I still think it's only right to take the responsibility to clear your work if you're able to before really leaving as well as not screw up too much... After all, it serves to my disadvantage if I leave with a bad rep...

I might not be good @ networking, but I sure as hell know how to stay unnoticed and not attract too much attention... =D

Ha~... I'm off to avoid reality once again by playing [SC]... Ta-ta~... ^_^

Boxing Myself In...

I'm totally lacking the motivation to do anything except to nua in front of my com, staring @ all my [FB] games and playing [SC]...

Working and getting home @ 1930 hrs is really taking a toll on me... How I wish I didn't really commit myself to working till the end of [Jul]...

Torn b/w shutting myself out and having a life... And is it really possible to act, pretend that you're unaware of something tt you already know???

Messed Up...

My vivid imagination is acting up again, causing me to be more paranoid...

Thoughts of myself balding and ballooning up are tormenting me...

The competitive side of me tt strives to keep up with [XP] in [RC] isn't helping either, as I find myself constantly telling others tt I'm rushing home just to play [RC]... Gee... Like, get a life, will ya???

Maybe I shall... As soon as actually get down to organising those 300 pics tt I've taken so far for 3 different events over the past 3 wks before more pics are added as I plan to head down to [Marina Bay] for a carnival...

It's time I get back into my regular wkly blogging before any of this messes me up further...