R/s Status: Forever Alone...

Now tt I've actually completed [You're Beautiful] and before I embark on another dramathon, I guess I should blog a little...

@ least this is a reminder to everyone out there tt I'm still alive and kicking, and haven't got swallowed by some bear looking for food... -_-"'

Anyway, I'm in the process of trying to upload all the pics tt I've accumulated for the past few wks... It's really gonna take forever considering tt there're like 247 pics... How on earth did I manage to take THAT many pics???

Okay, I guess for CERTAIN ppl, 247 pics in 3 wks is like child's play... La-la-la~...

*Ahem* I guess I should get into the content proper le, since I've only limited time on the sch's com... Gonna join my friends to play with snow later and I hope I don't freeze to death while playing... Tt's gotta really top the list of my epic fails... =P

Well, seeing tt I don't have a laptop to entertain me 24/7, my wandering mind has decided to think abt the various reasons as to why I will most likely remain single...

1. Night-blindness. This is perhaps the fundamental reason as to why I won't be able to find a BF... The inability to check out the gay scene in [SG] or even when I'm in [Vancouver], where society's really much more open to the [LGBT] community, means tt I couldn't really network and know more PLU... Of course, I can also network with all the straight ppl tt I bump into on a daily basis and hope tt one fine day, I'll hit jackpot and meet someone who's gay... But tt's like finding a needle in a haystack, isn't it???

The other thing abt this genetic flaw tt's in me is tt I can't really function well when light intensity is low... I'm like a reverse of a normal vampire, or [Cinderalla] with an earlier curfew... In other words, even if I wanna spend quality time, I've only till before the sun sets and really, now available am I during those times when there's sch to be content with???

2. Introverted nature. I take quite some time to warm up to ppl and in this community, this is really working against my favor... There's this unspoken need to really hit it off on the 1st date, which is really WTH... And is it really a crime tt I prefer to take it slow??? Come to think of it, the rush for the guys to be in a r/s is giving me the impression tt they've a ticking biological clock akin to females approaching the age of 40...

3. Wrong priorities. No matter how I rank it, I somehow place whatever I can do with my com immediately after my studies... Or on par with my studies and everything else will rank below it... So, unless I can find someone as crazy as me to really log into [FB] on a daily basis simply for [RC]-ing or spamming our walls with game posts of different sorts, I guess I'm on my own for the time being...

4. Loner. I can really do social events on my own... Eating, shopping, catching a movie... In actual fact, I like to window shop alone... @ least I can walk around, own time, own target... And I'll usually target what I wanna buy 1st before returning back another time with another person in tow to give me opinions as to whether I should really buy it...

5. High expectations. Okay, I don't sparkle like [Edward Cullen], or have a bod like [Jacob Black], but I sure as hell would like my other half to be as romantic as [Kang Shin Woo] or as adorable as [Jeremy] from the [Korean] drama [You're Beautiful]... Yeah, TV has really instill an unrealistic ideal BF in my head such tt normal guys all pale in comparison in my eyes...

Hmmm... I thought the list could go on, but I guess my brain has indeed turn a bit mushy from the lack of protein in my diet tt thinking for an hr is really hurting my head... Woah, is this how I can devolved to a himbo??? o_O

Accelerated D-day...

I guess being on [RC], [Cafe World] & watching a whole lots of dramas totally beat blogging... And the reason why I'm doing this now is because I'm debating b/w heading downtown and checkout the gay bookstore and doing ep 2 of [You're Beautiful]...

With snow and rain falling down in campus, I've a feeling tt it's raining everywhere in [Vancouver], and this is the kind of weather tt's not nice to walk around in... Just think freezing fingers and toes... Brrr...

Anyway, I know I haven't been uploading any pics for quite a while... The reason is because I totally forgot to bring the cable to transfer the pics... Of course, I could rely on the SD card, but after it gave me the BSOD after I tried to force my lappy to read the darn thing, I've decided tt screwing my com just because of a few hundred pics is a price tt I can't afford to pay...

Well, tt was a couple of wks back... And just 4 days ago, I found out tt my com did indeed died on me... It now refused to boot up... The only indication tt it's not totally dead is simply a flashing num lock light...

*Sigh*

Just great, all this happened when I'm having my reading break, the perfect time to actually stay in my room and nua the entire time away just like I've always done... Not to forget tt I'm totally dependent on [FB] to kill the time... How am I suppose to survive w/o [RC], [Cafe World] and constantly stalking ppl tt'll easily take up like half a day???

MY ENTIRE LIFE AS I KNOW IT, IS OVERRRRR... *Screams*

O-k-a-y... Tt's like a little kua zhang cause obviously, I managed to survive 4 days w/o destroying anything in sight or mourning like some retard... The bright side of this is tt I'll finally be forced to really mug...

Like real...

4 days have passed and all I've ever did was to head to [West Mall Complex] to use the com lab and play with my [iPhone]... Of course, there's also [Tue] when I decided to head out to [ChinaTown] on my own for some dim sum... And speaking of tt, it was really a good experience, trying to locate any restaurant tt sells dim sum... I think I did walked like 3 circles around [ChinaTown] before locating a random restaurant to satisfy my cravings and even then, being a puny eater tt I am when it comes to normal food, I couldn't eat much... =\

Next time, if I could find anyone to accompany me, I'll definitely wanna try more stuff... Tee-hee... ^_^

Hmmm... I think tt's abt it for this post... I think I'll just continue with my drama watching for today and head out tmr... It's kinda sucky to go out on my own when I've a time limit hovering above my head... No matter what, I've to be back before the sun sets or I'll be in trouble... The street lighting around here isn't tt good as compared to tt of in [SG]...

Of course, when friends are around, they shall be my eyes and I'll usually stay out till much later... Ho-ho-ho... =D