Time To Get My Act Together...

I seriously have to stop [FB]-ing this excessive... By this, I really mean the gaming part, mostly... The stalking part is still relatively insignificant in terms of the time spent on it...

I'm proud to announce tt I've scaled down on my involvement in [HC] and [Farmville], so effectively, I'm only concentrating on [RC] and [CW]... Even tt involvement is really just to ensure tt the restaurant continues to run and a few other stuff... For [RC], it's to unlock dishes and to continue getting more ingredients... [CW], it's merely to prevent my dishes from turning bad and to lv. up...

With wk 4 of sch starting tml and me pratically drowning in the heavy workload, I've come to realise tt time is really of the essence and I seriously need to spend it wisely... Of course, I could be really anal here and start rambling on abt linear programming, but I guess I'll piss the hell out of [XP] another time, another day... For now, I have to strive to get a balance on work, doing the necessary non-work stuff and having some fun... Procrastination has gotta stop!!!

Well... I guess I should get started with what I've been telling myself these past few wks and really get down to managing the pics which I've taken 2 wks back as well as those tt I took yesterday...

Start Of A New Semester!!!

I used to love hols when I was little, or up till a couple of yrs back, cause I get to play all I want and there's no guilt for simply bumming around... However, everything changed the moment I completed [NS]... Now, bumming seems like an utter sin and there's this unreasonable fear of either my brain degenerating into mush or tt I'll contract the illness of old, where I simply refuse to absorb new things in my life...

Anyway, now tt sch has started, I've more stuff to occupy my time with and the best thing of all is tt I can get to see all the freshies!!! HAHA... I'm shameless to admit tt I've been looking forward to me becoming a senior so tt I can ogle @ the shuai freshies tt've decided to enroll themselves into [NUS Business School] or any other facs for tt matter... Eye candies FTW~!!!

Well, eye candies are 1 thing... Having them as friends is another and the latter is next to impossible... Which brings me to the next thing which I've been pondering abt for quite some time... Unknowingly, I've stumbled upon a few good looking guys and despite my attempts to befriend them, I still feel tt there's still a distance, as if we're merely acquaintances...

There're times when I simply feel like just giving up this mindless pursuit and simply be contented with friends tt I've made... Even though they're predominantly female, they're totally awesome and fun to be with... On the other side of the coin is my other self telling me to persevere and maybe, just maybe, I'll be rewarded... After all, it was due to pure stubbornness tt I kept clinging to [SL] and we ended up being friends...

Tt's the bright side, and after typing tt, I couldn't stop myself from considering the time and effort tt I've invested on [SL]... It took me 6 yrs... Okay, tt's totally 'wow'... Like, I need 6 yrs to make a friend??? -_-"'

I guess the facts are there and they're all not in my favour to actually try to foster some serious friendship online... Yet affairs of the heart are never logical and this is why I'm struggling... I'm too used to making rational decisions such tt asking me to follow my heart and make a choice when my brain tells me otherwise is really like throwing me from the baby pool to a shark infested ocean and expecting me to escape from the jaws of the hungry carnivorous sharks...

I believe it's time to really set some things in motion so tt I can be a better person...