Multiple Rants...

After procrastinating for real long, I've finally set my mind to do up a decent post tt consist of not the whiney rants abt my single status, but of the stuff tt I've done over the past couple of days...

Okay!!! The 1st thing tt I wanna talk abt it of ppl's strange behavior when they're in a queue... Ever noticed tt in those M/M/1 server, there's always someone who'll stand really, really close to the person currently being served??? This happened a couple of times to me and personally, I feel tt it's a total intrusion of my personal space... As if simply by standing nearer to me when I'm being served, you'll get your turn faster... News flash, tt's not gonna happen... In fact, I think tt'll lengthen the service time cause I'll be aware of some unholy presence and begin to get a little bit uncomfortable... Plus, it tempts me to simply 'accidentally' stumble back and knock onto you... And you totally deserve it...

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Some random pics tt I've taken during this mth...

My sis's friend's chihuahua... LOL... With its small frame, it's really a cutey... And I couldn't resist stroking its fur and carrying it in my arms, nvm tt it's tail keeps trembling, signaling tt it's afraid whenever I lift it off the ground... OPPS... I'm damn evil... WAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

But no matter what, [Jap Spitz] pups are still the best with its white fur and wolf like features... *SWOONS*

I crashed [DH]'s [Xmas] party with her [FOC] exco friends cause I was unfortunate enough to bumped into [M] while I was eating [SubWay] after catching [Rapunzel] by myself... And we ended up playing [Uno Stacko] 1st and it was exciting just knowing tt the structure might collapse anytime...

Of course, we did play [Monopoly Deal] too and I like tt game as well!!! It's a pity tt I can't truly enjoy it due to it being a game tt requires players to be able to see colours real well...

It seemed like I won some moolah... I should've followed [K] and send a reply and get them to donate everything away... ROFLMAO...

Speaking abt getting quick cash, it was only a couple of days ago tt I received an e-mail from sch asking me if I'm interested to participate in another survey... This time, I've to complete an online component as well as head to sch for another survey... It's estimated tt it'll take @ least 3 hrs to complete everything and we'll get $60 for our efforts...

W/o hesitation, I turned down the offer... Like WTH, right?! Where the hell can I ever find such good deals again??? And I won't get the chance to earn such easy $$$ again till the next academic yr starts... Yes, this is epic-ly dumb... -_-"'

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And just yesterday, I met up with both a few of [The Gang] gals & my uni friends for some cycling action... HAHA... It was such a great exercise tt I think I overdid the cycling by riding too fast... I ended with very, very, very sore legs... They were so sore tt I woke up in the middle of the night wincing in pain... Erpx... =(

The love cycling clique!!! HAHA!!! XD

This is like the only pic I have of any of us cycling... HAHA!!!



This is their 2nd dinner after what we had @ [Mac]'s... I've friends who are foodies cum great eaters... =D

Killing Time...

It's nearing impossible for me to blog on a weekly basis, mainly because there's not much going on in my life and my inner thoughts are getting increasingly messy, rendering myself unable to really put them in words...

Besides, I've never been much of a diary person and I've to admit, my initial purpose of starting this blog is to get the attention of my friends... Of course, with most of them no longer checking on my blog, blogging has been much like crapping in front of a wall...

So yeah... I'm now blogging mainly because I don't feel like playing games and I'm bored... In fact, for this post, I'm just blabbering just so tt I could keep myself occupied while my pics get uploaded on [PhotoBucket]...

Time seemed to be a jumble... Was it last wk or 2 wks ago tt I spoke to [MJ]??? Well, regardless of when, the fact is tt I did spoke to her and I would say tt she has been really patient to lend a listening ear to me, @ the time when I'm feeling so darn troubled...

'What do I really want???'

I'm now seeking the answer to this question... Am I really looking for someone whom I can spend the rest of my life with??? A sex partner??? A once off fling??? Or simply friends??? Frankly speaking, I still can't figure tt out for myself...

LOL... And it's usually @ this point where I'll usually stop whatever I'm blogging and simply push it to the back of my mind, ignoring it and simply deny the existence of such a prob... This time however, I've actually state the prob in words, admit tt I've no a single clue to this solution and wish like hell for an answer key...

I guess the state tt I'm in is all of my own doing... If only I'm contented with what I have and not constantly try to obtain what I would like to have, I'll definitely be a happier person...

I'm now in the vast open field, surrounded by fog w/o a working iPhone...

Rants...

I was supposed to blog abt a certain issue in my previous post as well, but I guess crossing paths with a complete stranger whom I consider as rather cute has gotten me a little... Distracted... -_-"'

Well, now tt it's in the middle of the night & I'm not really in the mood to watch any more videos for the day, I've decided to do some blogging to kill the time... Apart from logging into [FB] for the sole purpose of checking complete strangers out, as I've been doing ever since 1 yr ago, give or take a few days...

In life, I guess all of us will cross path with different ppl from all walks of life... I used to think tt this doesn't concern me @ all... What with me being a complete introvert, acquaintances just stay as tt, their status will never be upgraded... Combine this with my natural fear of strangers, I would admit tt I'm not quick to warm up to anyone...

The bottom-line??? I give of the impression tt I'm not very approachable...

However, the status quo changed around 15 mths ago, when I actually started uni life... Much as I like to shut myself up like I always do, I guess age has finally caught up with me and I'm starting to feel how lonely I am... The end result is tt I began to open up a little to my friends, sharing issues abt myself tt I'll never share THAT readily in the past...

In order words, I've began to not let whatever happened when I was in [KSS] haunt me any longer... I've actually let my guard down...

i initially thought this would work in my favor... Like, hey!!! Now tt I'm becoming slightly more sociable, perhaps my social circle could finally expand @ a faster pace... So, over these few mths, I've given it a shot and tried...

I would love to say tt despite the outcome not being what I've anticipated, I've made certain progress... However, truth be told, I'm really not sure whether I've made much progress @ all in the 1st place... But @ this pt in time, as I'm doing up this rather depressing post IMO, I'm sure of 1 thing...

I've completely & utterly lost who I am & I feel like I've accomplished nth but accumulate more regrets ever since 15 mths ago...

Okay, I admit tt this has been @ the back of my mind for quite some time already and all I've ever done was to push it to the back of my mind... And every single time when my feeble attempts to network failed, I'll delude myself by saying tt 'better luck next time!!!'... Tt false hope tt I've been harboring is no different to me slicing my arm up just to let it heal and slice it up once again, all the while pretending tt I won't be scarred @ all...

I guess the final straw came when someone whom I've always considered as a friend told me tt he has never considered me as a friend... This is as good as telling me tt the times we've had together hanging out, lunching & me lending a listening ear when you're down all meant nth and tt he has been playing with me...

It's 1 thing if we drifted apart after a while, but to say those words out loud, straight in my face... The hurt was really unimaginable... And the fact tt you've said it when you've had a fight with someone and you're not thinking clearly isn't really lessening the pain, not when there wasn't even an attempt to personally apologise...

It feels like what I've been thru in [KSS] all over... I feel like I've been stabbed in the back, betrayed... I guess I should let go of this and let go of more stuff, but I can't really bear to... Haha... In a sense I've sorta understand the magnitude of the saying tt it's hard to let go and harder to move on...

Perhaps in 29 days, when I make my way to the other side of the globe, when I'm away from this tiny red dot tt holds all these unpleasant memories, I might truly be able to heal my damaged heart... For now though, I think I better start to find more stuff to do to keep myself occupied...

While the hols are a good reprieve from the busy sch schedule, it has also given me more time to thing abt things tt I'd rather not thing abt... =(

Being Impeccably Dressed...

Finally!!! The worse is finally over!!! It's now the hols and the results won't be out till the 4 days before [X-Mas]... In the meantime, there's no use brooding over my performance... Off to the back of my head it goes and it's time to have tons of fun chillaxing... HAHA... XD

Anyway, here're some of the quirky and crazy stuff tt me & my friends did and/or saw while we're busily mugging for the dreadful finals...

[S] chanced upon this when she was on her way to [YIH]... EPIC!!! =P

This is an A4 piece of paper and [DH]'s notes for our [ACC1006] paper... Really, it's truly amazing tt she's able to write TT small and be able to locate all the stuff as well...

This is my masterpiece... Produced using [MS Word], font size 9... I kinda squeeze 2 pgs of the doc into 1 side of the paper just so I can add more notes... LOL...

I'm positive tt [NUS] is simply trying to make all of us short-sighted... ~_~

Fast forward to today, I met up with [SL], [YH], [MJ] & [Bec] for a mini gathering... The initial plan was to have lunch @ [Seoul Garden], but once we swayed all the way to the restaurant, we got news tt the place is totally packed and we've to be placed on the waiting list... If it's possible, I should've done an advance booking... So, there goes the thought of stuffing myself silly with meat... =(

Of course, it doesn't end there... After placing my name on the waiting list, which for the record, was totally useless because the waiter didn't even bother to give a return call like after the entire day... Anyway, we were wise enough to fall back on the other alternative, which was to head over to [CineLeisure]'s [Suki Sushi]... This time, THERE WASN'T ANY QUEUE @ ALL, so we just waltzed right in and started on the quest to make [Suki Sushi] suffer a net loss for the day...

[SL] had to leave mid-way... And we kinda ate more once he's gone... Machiam like we've to protect our image in front of him like tt... HAHA!!! -_-"'

I didn't take much pics this time, but thanks to [MJ] who made tt passing comment tt she thinks she saw someone who looks like [K]'s friend, it was only then tt I turned around and saw tt IT IS indeed [K]'s friend...

Okay, I really think doing this is kinda disturbing, but I can't resist... Heck, I seriously think I can stare @ this dude the entire day w/o getting bored... HAHA!!! XD

I'm impeccably dressed once again... =P

Memorable Sun...

The much anticipated [AFA X] took placed during the weekends and even though I'm not much of an otaku, nonetheless, it's still an event tt can't be missed...

I heard from [YH] and her bro I should expect a crowd even in the morning, so I decided to leave the house earlier for my [McDonalds'] heavy breakfast so tt I can effectively skip lunch, allowing me to have more time for the event...

I think I broke my own personal record of the time taken to travel from the MRT stn all the way to [SunTec]... It's as if I've equipped myself with the [Boots Of Travel] or something... LOL...

Well, I arrived @ the venue to find tt there's not much of a crowd yet and tt there's no queue @ ALL for the purchase of the tickets... I guess it's a [Sun] and everyone decided to slp in a little (well, I'm not complaining if there's not much crowd)...

$15 bucks poorer and I'm in the exhibition hall!!! WOOTS~!!!

Well, this time though, I think I was there a little too early, and hence, most of the cosplayers aren't there yet... So, instead of taking pics with cosplayers, I ended up taking more pics of the display items and soaking up the atmosphere, and basically enjoying myself...



[AniMax] has a booth for you to try dubbing and a promotion to win [AniMax] merchandise (shown in 2nd pic)... Haha, I obviously took the easiest way out by [4Squaring] and checking in @ tt location... @ least I get to earn some pts too what... LOL...

Got the umbrella instead of the t-shirt as I think tt since my current brolly isn't dmged or whatsoever, I won't be using it so soon, so it won't depreciate THAT quickly (assumption here is tt I'm using units-of-production depreciation) and I get to admire the brolly with the [AniMax] words on it for a longer period... ^_^

Anyway, let's move on...

Life-size [Domo-kun]!!! XD

I don't think [Beyonce] is here to film [Video Phone]... ROFLMAO!!!

Woah!!! 1st time seeing [Sailor Moon]!!!

And like all mega cosplay event, there's definitely a cosplay comeptition!!!



OMG @ the mass of humans!!! O_O

When I 1st saw this, the 1st thing tt came to my mind is [Vampires Suck]... HAHA!!! =D

What most guys would wish they have on their cars...

And speaking abt gals, I didn't visit [Sch Days] - the maids cafe which caters to the target segment of all the young guys who're @ the event... I didn't have enough time as i was busy trying to stop myself from having a heart atk from the hotties next door (more on this later)...

Well, you can take pics with the maids and I heard tt you can get the maids to do 1 thing for you... Which sounds really wrong and ugh... *Shivers*

Okay, moving on, the long queue @ the maids' cafe kinda turned me off, so I decided to try out the other cafe next door...

THE BUTLERS' CAFE!!! It has a shorter queue and I'm dying to let HOT guys to wait on me... HAHA!!!

I've to order food and you might think tt the price tag might turn me off... It didn't... I actually paid $18 for [Set 3]...

And the actual thing turned out to be...



And my total expenditure for tt 45 mins stay is...



The remaining $7 is due to me deciding to take a pic with the butler tt's assigned to me, which cost $5 and me requesting to have another butler to be in the pic, which cost an additional $2... Yes, I'm mad to be spending so much $$$ just to take pics with ordinary ppl who aren't celebrities, but are smoking hot... *Shakes head*



Met up with [MJ] after the whole thing to head over to [Darrell]'s 21st b-day party...



A few pics here and there before my cam gave the alert tt the bat's dying soon, so I didn't snap tons of pics, which is kinda of a waste cause the condo - [Bontannia] - has an awesome clubhouse... The design makes it feel as if you're in some atas resort like tt lor...

Final pic of the day... It's like [Darrell]'s some uber star, and we're all waiting for him to be done with the autographing... LOL... =P

And this is the much hyped abt $7 pic tt I took [AFA X]... I scanned it and have decided to make this my permanent profile pic on [FB]... Tt is, until I managed to get a pic with a much, much, MUCH hotter hunk... XD

Random-ness!!!

More often than not, when I'm off window shopping, I'll usually come across shops tt sell quirky stuff... Ya know, bumper stickers tt goes '50 and still sexy' or something to tt extent... And most of the time, like most boutiques, taking pics of the merchandise isn't allowed...

While some would screw the warnings and take a snap when the salesperson isn't looking, I'd rather not do tt as the shots tt you take will end up being out of focus or just not perfect enough, given tt it's taken in a hurried...

So it's to my greatest delight when I spotted some files with interesting captions tt [Sis] bought, but didn't use... LOL... I couldn't resist taking pics of the 6 different files and blogging abt it, obviously...



If only ALL files come in designs like this... Tt way, more ppl will be smiling and the world will be a much happier place... *Insert blonde smile* ^_^

Happening Thursday!!!

Since [Thurs] is my off day, yesterday was officially the start of my long weekend... However, considering tt I've classes on [Sat], [Thurs] & today is more like my [Sat] & [Sun]... So going by this logic, I'll be having [Mon] blues tmr as I wake up and head to sch... LOL... Gawd, this is totally messed up... -_-"'

Anyway, instead of being mildly productive, I spent the entire morning getting my [OSP Loan] done up... And checking out what mods I can take and should be mapping back here... I kinda feel a little screwed and freaked out as I couldn't find 5 mods tt has names almost similar to whatever tt's available back home... Or 3, the min. no. of mods tt I can take w/o delaying my graduation...

And not to forget tt according to a friend, the flight to [Vancouver] is freaking ex... Like $2k plus... And by pure logic, the price will definitely jack up as [Dec] nears... Zzz... I'm now eagerly looking forward to [11 Nov], the date of the pre-departure briefing... i need to meet up with the 4 other ppl who're going over to the same [PU] as me, and all 4 of them aren't from [Biz]... In other words, I'M THE ONLY [BIZ] STUD TT'S GOING THERE!!! Ugh, I'm totally defining the term 'loner'...

Anyway, headed to sch to submit the loan thingy before I sneaked into the toilet @ [MRB]

I really need full length mirrors... =P

Headed to [Vivo]'s [Kopitiam] to grab dinner... I managed to squeeze in [Ben & Jerry's] as well before I went to catch [The Social Network]... The movie's interesting and there's some humor injected into certain scenes every now and then...

My fav part??? The ending when [Mark Zuckerberg] decided to add his ex on [FB]... Then after he sent the request, he kept refreshing the page... Classic stalker behavior... ROFL...

Penultimate issue!!! Pic of the day:



I'm taking issue with this because of all the times to be offering 3.5 mins interval for trains, they've to offer it @ lunch time, when most office ppl won't have THAT much time to travel around looking for nom, nom...

I'd rather [SMRT] solve the prob of overcrowding in the morning... The time when MOST ppl, working adults and students alike, are ALL vying for space and cramming into train carriages, transforming the train into sardine cans on wheels... UGH... =\

O-k-a-y!!! Here's the last item for this entry... [Fireworks] by [Katy Perry]!!! The MV's nice and the lyrics are uber meaningful!!! ^_^

Pictures...

I feel so brain dead and not in the mood to do any productive work... I know this kinda unproductive-ness is uber destructive, so I guess after bloggiing, I should force my lazy brain to get functioning...

If not, the mush will just grow @ an exponential rate till my entire brain is destroyed...

Anyway, call it self-denial if you want, but I realised tt I'm not really much of a camwhore, like [SH] who's extremely capable of taking like 32 self shots consecutively... Rather, I like to take pics of myself when I actually took the effort to dress up... Haha...

Yes, I believe there's a difference b/w being trigger happy when you're taking self shots and being selective of the pics tt you're taking when you took the effort to dress up...

Oh well... Shall not crap so much and let the pics do the talking instead...

Me posing with my new tie which I bought @ the last min @ [Vivo] the other day... It cost a freaking $39!!! *Faints*

Okay la, @ least I'm happy with this new purchase... Aaaaaannnnnddddd, while I was @ [Vivo], I saw some uber nice long sleeve tops and vasts, which made my uber tempted to try them on and buy them if I look good in them... The only prob is, my 2nd opinion personnel isn't around to condemn some of my quirky taste, so I better wait till tt person is around 1st before buying...

Hmmm, and $39 isn't really tt ex, considering tt [G2000] sells ties tt're $52... And obviously, higher end labels like [A|X] confirm have ties tt cost even more (recalls lovely [A|X] belt tt cost $140)...

WAHAHAHA... Forced [MJ] to help me take a pic of me before I went to remove the tie and order [McDonalds]... Wonder when I'll ever wear the tie again... Ha~...

Okay, so I took some pics again when I came home... And even though the shirt is the same, I didn't roll the sleeves up, so it's different!!! And I took the pics @ different angles too... Haha... Gotta experiment!!!



This is my personal fav!!! Shall use this as my new profile pic on [FB]... LOL~!!! ^_^

Clueless...

I'm fast running out of inspiration and topics to blog abt...

It's time to blog when there's a need and not blog weekly simply for the sake of blogging...

Well, last [Sat], I was supposed to be meeting [The Gang] for a trip to [K-Box]... I bailed out in the end because of a group proj meeting tt took place @ [SMU], of all places... *Sigh* Oh well, I guess I've been bitching abt tt particular mod and my group members wayyyyy too much and I shouldn't continue it here... I so do not wanna be reminded of it...

LOL... I've a tutorial prior tt and I've decided to take a few pics while waiting for class to start...

The consolation for tt day is tt I managed to travel back to [Lot 1] to meet a few of my friends for dinner... But before the dinner actually came, I managed to don the cloak of invisibility and sneaked into the room... And here're the evidence!!!



Dinner with [JY], [MJ], [Yuling] & [YH] was cool... Managed to do some catch up with them as well as to get an insight of what's happening to the others so far... Now this 2 hrs is what I call quality time... LOL~!!!

Anyway, I decided to chop of my messy locks on [Tue]... Despite the natural curls and the fact tt I think my hair colour has revert back to its default colour, I'm satisfied with the outcome to the effect tt I tried to take some pics of myself while I'm alone in the toilet...

I'm not sure abt others, but I think it's DAMN strange to be taking pics of yourself when there're others staring @ you... LOL... I'm self-conscious tt way... =D

My attempts to take more pics to get 'THAT BEST' shot was interrupted by some dude who decided to use the toilet... Oh well, guess I should head home and take the pic instead...

Ah-ha~!!! I think this isn't tt bad... Shall use this as my FB profile pic some time in the future... WAHAHAHA~!!! XD

[C] decided to stop by sch on [Wed], so I stayed back in sch to do a little catching up... Or rather, use tt opportunity as a training ground to level up my inner kpo-ness, which is currently @ skill lv. 1... On 1 hand, I kinda appreciate tt I was able to [HTHT] with him, but on the other, I kinda resent getting the puzzle pieces via such means... This is akin to getting the required puzzle pieces by duplicating the pieces or stealing from another similar puzzle...

Nonetheless, with new information, there is now clarity and like the lyrics from [Lily Allen]'s [LDN]: When you look with your eyes / Everything seems nice / But if you look twice / You can see it's all lies... How true...