Sunday, February 26, 2006

Taking A Sabbatical...

I guess the weariness's catching up on me... So instead of lamenting tt I don't have time to do my work, let's be optimistic and say tt @ least I've got outta my house and have a view of the world...

I've finally watched [I Not Stupid Too] and the movie's interesting, with a sense of humour, insightful as it dwell on the current issues of [S'pore] - delinquency, gangs, teachers hitting students, parents not paying attention to their kids - and best of all, we get to see [Joshua] and [Shawn]... My oh my have they matured... They're better looking than before, esp [Joshua]... You have no idea what good bod he has... It's literally an eye-opener for me... Haha... Oh great, I'm getting a little out of control here, so let's just say tt the guys are shuai and end here... If not, my nose's gonna bleed and it's so not the time to bleed to death...

Then there's the [kNOw DRUGS] dance competition and [PJ]'s taking part in it... Initially I've invited [YH] to join me, but due to excess [Mapling], she decided to play me out and changed her mind @ the last min, and told me when we're playing [MS] @ close to midnight... Talk abt last min. changes... So I ended up joining the class, which for your info, was enjoyable only to a limited extent as only6 ppl turned up... The remaining ppl are from [O2] and [SC]... O-k-a-y... Where was I??? Ya... The dance competition... It's fantastic!!! You have no idea what dancing talents lie out there... Most of them have coordinated and synchronized dance steps... And there's 1 group tt caught my attention... Their dance was beautiful and tt's not all... They have the youngest dancers - probably Sec 1 or 2 only!!!

8 dances later, it was [PJ]'s turn to perform... I personally came to support because 5 ppl from out class's performing... In my opinion, their dance was good and so was their make-up, so gothic... I didn't stay long for the results to be announced because it's ad nauseam after seeing the dances for 9 times carrying the same old msg 'Say No To Ketamine' (They can't help it cause it's the theme)... What's more, I haven't had my lunch and I'm starving... So we went to [Burger King] and headed to the arcade later on...

In the arcade, I played the [Para Para] again cause I wanna practice and get better and tried the racing... It's amazing... I didn't know [WQ] can drive so well... For 2 races, she's always either in the 1st or 2nd position... Gotta hand it her and buck up my driving skills... Perhaps I would've performed better if I've not been so competitive and just concentrate on staying in the track and not crash...

O-k-a-y... Before I end this and proceed to [MS], I would like to note this down... For who knows how long, I've always fantasied abt [SL]... Er... JK... What I mean is... I've always fantised abt being like [Squall] or some magician, living in a world like tt of [FFVIII], where you study to be a warrior or in the game, a [SeeD]... Then you're working by the time you're 17, able to travel all over the world and battle monsters, fly the [Ragnarok], wield the magificent [LionHeart]... I also often dreamed abt having powers like tt of the [Charmed Ones], able to orb, have telekinetic powers, freeze or blow things up with my hands, summon fire and energy balls, yada-yada... And the list goes on...

Recently though, I'm beginning to dream abt being [Death] itself... You know, those omipotent begins dressed in a cloak and holding a scyther??? Ya... I'm beginning to imagine I'm like those, able to transform into tt when I'm furious, and slashing tt deathly scyther and bring death to those who piss me off... I know all this sounds very imagnitive and tt's why this is my imagination... This ain't gonna happen anytime soon but it would be nice if I could wield this in [MS] or even better, in reality... *Dreams*... ^_^

Friday, February 24, 2006

It's A Long Week!!!

I'm beginning to notice a cycle... I'll be going to sch with a lot of drive on the first day of sch... And this drive will last till [Wed], after my [In-Line Skating] lesson ended... From there on, a turning pt is reached and the following day, the drive's totally replaced by dread... Perhaps it's the thought of [PE]??? I think tt's not the only factor... I guess it's the daily amt of work to do, the daily rush, tests... It's suffocating me... Despite the rate being slow, the suffocation is there... Soon, I'll be totally drained and who knows??? I might just break down... ... Negative huh??? Haha... Ya... So let's move into the optimistic topics now and tt'll brighten my day, er, I mean night... ^_^

[Tue], after [Chem] practical, [KL], [Quin], [Joan], [Lynn], [LX], [Sheryl] and I headed to [Lot 1] for [Pizza Hut]!! Went after the lunch offers and it's seriously enjoyable as we gossiped quite a fair bit (I'm such a gossip-monger huh)... Really hope tt there'll be more of this the next time... Hmmm... Ya... There's 1 already planned... We'll be heading to [NUS]'s open house and when we're done with it, we'll head over to 1 particular prata stall to have a meal, whatever tt meal is... Lunch/ dinner/ tea-break... Why, of all places to go, must we eat from tt stall??? As a matter of fact, both [Quin] & [LX] have commented tt the prata there's of good standard... So I must go there to try all kinda pratas - Cheese, Durian, Ice-cream, etc...

[Thurs]... Tt's the day when I'm totally freaked out... It's after horrbile [PE] and I'm all tired and drained... Not wanting to waste any more precious time, I planned to do a quicky and get to [Popular] to purchase my stationeries... As I arrived @ the [CCK Interchange] with my friends, a guy approached me... Dazed, he flashed and I was instantly on alert... I mean, after seeing tt tracheous $2 donation tickets, who wouldn't??? So I bluntly gave a timid 'no' and tried to inch away from him... I managed to get him outta my peripheral sight when he blocked my path and our flesh made contact... The audacity of him to shove me back!!! I was bewilded by his move and even more shocked @ his darkening features... I gave another polite 'no' and this time, he answered with a not-so-friendly-tone of 'Can you let me finsih what I wanna say first???'

Thanks to my friend, she pulled my sleeve and I managed to get away from tt sticky situation... Question... Of all the ppl to flash to, why must he flash tt stack to me?! Am I so easily picked on??? Do I have tt 'bully me!' sign written all over my face??? I'm so freaking pissed abt tt now tt I think abt it... Quote from [Sheryl] and note to self... Never be kind to such ppl in future, esp if they're guys... I mean, who do they think they are, commanding me to listen to them?! I'm certainly not obliged to do what they asked me to... What's worse is tt they think tt by acting tough, ppl'll get intimidated and donate... Let me announce... When it comes to such stuff, my 'no' is final... Not even [SL] can change my mind... Of course, when it's abt other issues, a little persuaion and I'll give in...

Hmmm... Guess I shall stop here for now... But before I end, here's another interesting scene...
While on the phone with [YH]...
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Me: I don't friend you le...
[YH]: Ya, and after a few mins, you'll say let's be friends again... So primary sch!!!
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Friday, February 17, 2006

What's Happening?!

As I browsed through past entries, I realised tt the 04/02 entry's missing!!! Ack!!! What happened??? A hacker atk??? Or it's just plain blur-ness tt caused me to punch the 'delete' button??? It has to be the latter... I'm positively sure tt I did blog abt tt day... I mean, after watching a totally gay [Nicolas Tse] in [A Chinese Tall Story] and seeing [SL] while I'm on my way to [YH]'s house, I couldn't have forgotten abt tt impt day!!! So I must have done the blogging... Therefore, the only reasonable reason is tt I've accidentally pressed the 'delete' button... *Reality sinks in* Ahhhh!!! One of my precious memories' gone!!! Ack!!!

*Regaining composure* Guess tt can't be rectified... So to be a little optimistic, let's talk abt [Valentine's Day]... It's the first time I'm receiving gifts from ppl!!! Swell... I've received a total of 6 gifts, 1 each from [SC], [WQ], [KL], [Sheryl], [Joan] and [Lynn]... Haha... Of course, I'm not just on the receiving end... I gave them roses and those love-shaped helium balloons... Those from [SC]... @ least I contributed to the [SC] economy and by increasing their income via my investment and through the multiplier effect, the national income will increase by a large extent and my income will increase in due time... Of course, tt'll take some time before tt actually happens...

O-k-a-y... Enough of those application tt I'm doing... Now it's time for some newsflash... [Cass] sent a SMS on [Total Defence Day], telling us tt there's gonna be a water ratioing exercise in my area... 1 might wonder how she got hold of this info, but the following msg tt she sent will definitely bring you flying over the roof... This is because the following msg wrote 'Pardon me, I'm simply too bored'... OMG... I mean, if she's so bored, she could [MS] the whole day instead of sending false msgs to instill mass hysteria... Tt's not all... She even msg me abt the [Budget Talk] tt's takeing place on TV yesterday... Seriously... She's really, really bored... Haha... @ least this time round, the info's real, so can't blame her for tt... Hmmm... Guess from this entry, she's gonna be notrorious for sending false/ unimpt SMSes... Haha... Congrates [Cass], you're famous in a totally bad way now!!! *Fireworks blasting in the background*

Hmmm... Not so long ago, the critically acclaimed movie - [BrokeBack Mountain] - is finally screening in [S'pore]... Since it's given a rating of [R21], I can do nth but to long to watch tt movie... Such a touching love story... How can 1 not watch it??? Of course, I myself also wish I could lay in the embrace of another guy tt's good-looking, capable of giving me security, patient, caring, romantic, have a sense of humour, not tt egotistic... And the list go on... And if you haven't realised it by now, the only person in my eyes tt have all those qualities and parhaps more, is [SL]... And like DUH I know it's impossible, but hey, can't I just long for it even though it's unattainable??? Humans are like tt, always trying to achieve the unachieveable, and I'm no different...

On a more depressing note, our [GP] has been dwelling on the topic of [War] for this few weeks... It's seriously very saddening to view all those deaths tt's the result of the war... Even those real accounts of those war survivours made something in me click and I feel like crying... Imagine!!! A 11 yr old witnessing the death of her parents... And when she's mourning over her parents, the soldiers shot her in the left shoulder... How could the soldiers do such an inhumane act like this??? It's war, but the killing isn't... The use of arms should only be used in self defence and not to harm innocent civiliants...

Then the story goes on... And there was a survivour describing how her 7-mths pregant aunt was gang raped and both her and the unborn child didn't survive... Tt's just simple too guresome for my ears to listen... If only I could shut the narrator out... But I couldn't, and I imagined the scene where the beasts assualted her... Those ppl should not be reincarnated and have their souls banished to the fiery depths of hell to be tormented for eternity...

*Sigh*... Guess I shall end here for now...

Recent quotes...
1. 'If [WQ]'s cute, then what am I??? I shall be cute, cute...' - [SL]
2. 'Death is the 'IN' thing now...' - [XP]

Sunday, February 12, 2006

A Little Messed Up...

It's been almost a week since I've updated this blog... Obviously, the draw of playing [MS]'s just too strong to resist... However, not wanting to play too much, I've decided to take a break and blog for a while...

Let's see... Just not too long ago, I had another of those horrible [PE] lessons... Ya know, where the teacher(s) get us to do all kinda worksouts??? Ya... Those... And I know... You ppl are gonna say I'm weak and all... But will you just halt and listen to my side of the story first??? Well, our first warm-up was to run around the hall... Tt wasn't so bad... Even the second one, jumping-jacks, was only a wee-bit tough... If only the teacher(s) had @ 1 go told us to do 70+ counts of 4 jumps, it would've made things easier... But no... They just have to conspire and told us to 10... When tt's over, they caught those moving and told us to start from zero... I mean, no fool's tt dumb to realised tt they're doing tt on purpose... Then the next's push-ups... Those are a complete killer... I can't do much cause my hands are like dripping sweat and I'm like slidding down everytime I'm doing 1 push-up...

Oh, and there's also fault with the teachers... I tell you... Those ppl aren't humans... They're aliens, I tell you... Aliens with so big an ego tt they're able to engulf the whole of [Mother Nature]... Fancy praising themselves hunks!!! Ugh... A complete turn-off...!!! Wonder how their wives are capable of putting up with tt...

Enough with the [PE]... The next maddness's on [NS]... Of all the [Assembly] talks to talk abt, they have to talk abt [NS], with those egotistical [PE] teachers giving the talk... It's propaganda once again, how they glorify [NS] where you can learn all kinda lessons and have all kinda experience... Yada-yada, blah, blah, blah... Let's face it...Those skills tt you pick up... When are you gonna apply it??? Skills such as building a tent... I mean, what're you building a tent for in [S'pore]?! Of all the HDBs and and air-conditioned shopping centres tt are available to you, you have to stay in a tent, void of your toilet, good food, good bed, good air quality and pest-free environment... Sheesh!!! Humans just have to go back to being primitive after being so advanced... What is this??? You might as well just turn your own clock back and stay in a cave... Not tt oughtta take care of your 'new skills'...

Okay... To some extent, tt's a little too extreme... I mean, pro-NS will say tt @ least we'll learn how to defend for our country when there's a war right??? Ya... But what if the war's in a form of bird-flu??? Will guns and missles work??? I mean, we're moving from ppl to ppl combate to somthing more deadly... Can't ppl just put aside their difference so tt there'll be world peace and battle against the ultimate evil - evolution of viruses??? Moreover, the army'll make ppl go bonkers... Just look @ those US soldiers in [Iraq]... They're already so mad tt they're torturing the [Iraqis] and voilating the prisoners' rights and modesty... Worst, the news have recently reported tt the soldiers are now beating up those innocent teenagers!!! Such atrocities!!! Those soldiers should be branded alive and burnt to death...

Hmmm... On a lighter note, justice will be dealt in due time... For now... Let's be more localised... Just hours ago, I've bought myself another pair of shoes!!! O-k-a-y... The current one's abt to spoil due to depreciation and all those running on muddy terrority... So I've finally bought another to my liking... It's black in colour and I think it suits me... Let's face it... I can't be wearing pink or any other bright colour... I feel weird and I'll bet you ppl will also find me weird if I wear a yellow sneakers to wherever I'm going... Hence, I feel tt black's the safest as it goes with anything...

In addition, I also bought myself 2 pre-paid cards!!! Congrates!!! Now I can finally change my hairstyle in [MS]!!! Tt's something to be joyful abt... The much anticipated change has finally been made possible... But then again, every good news comes with the bad news... And the bad news is tt I've over-spent my savings... 4 pre-paid cards, 2 for friends + 14/02 gifts to the gang and my classmates... OMG... A rough estimate in my head has already amounted the cose to above $50... *Sigh*

O-k-a-y... Guess I should end here for today... I should get back to my [MS] now... And before I publish this post... Let me make myself clearer if no one can infer from the 'I've over-spent my savings' complaint... I'm hoping for some returns... Perhaps some pre-paid cards on my b-day, a treat to the [Da Vinci's Code], [X-Men 3] movies, a cool bag like tt of [SL]... *Hint, hint, hint*... Heke... =D